LEGAL DRIVER, TYNG!
HELLOOOO!
i passed my driving retest!
i am so proud of myself cause i only took two tries. my mummy is also very proud (i called her right after and told her she could save the $120 for clothes. she screamed.).
even uncle thom who texted to check on me.
oh i am so happyyy. i was basically hopping back to the registration counter after collecting my scoresheet. the in-charge even warned me to be careful. muahahaha!
things are so falling in place. i even got the iccs retest. which i hope i will pass with flying colors and that's why i am studying now. and theres Saturday, when my braces will come off. more updates on that. oh wow happy oh wow happy. hahaa.
Absolute Boyfriend is the bomb! i shall go hunt the dvd down! right now, i shall watch it first! so many movies and series i want to get and watch!
xoxo.
20080630
20080629
Sunday morning, up with the lark.
Sunday morning, up with the lark.
HELLOOO! oh yup, i am in a hippity mood even though i had less than seven hours of sleep, staying up till six a.m watching Absolute Boyfriend. awesome, awesome show. it got me right from episode one! go watch go watch!
anyways, i got that MANGO trip mummy promised. it's pretty funny, cause i ended buying nothing that i originally wanted. but i think i will go back again and get 'em tees. secretlyy!
so the buys were mediocre cause well, we were in jb. no shopping paradise, i tell you. there were nothing special anyways. we're planning to go bangkok-kok and kl when we can.
okay, i have pictures. get ready.
mummy has a nice bob and Emporio Armani shades, which looks good on her but bad on me! boo.
i was showing mummy how some act-cute girls take pictures with their tongues out. hahaha. and see, shades too big for my face.
this top looks pretty good with my new green high-waisted pants! i am such an elf!
this is one of the buys. but it's alittle loose around the shoulder.
and some bad ones. i want a camera!
and ELIZA AND I in ICT Apps class. that day.
lousy lighting again! CAMERAAAAAA COME TO MUMMY!
i bought clothes on a blogshop. muchos thanks to Huiying who paid for me first using the atm and all! LOVE YOU BABE! i got you your MANGO shorts already!
cant wait till tues when i can go to school with a driver's license. hope i pass tomorrow! i am skipping marketing tutorial for it, so i better! marketing's one of my favourite tuts cause i feel so useful after it, being so productive and all. all the best to me!
xoxo.
20080628
GLORIOUSLY.
GLORIOUSLY.
hello everybody! i have finally clocked twelve hours of sleep last night, though unintentionally. i was just lounging on my bed after my shower, and the next thing i know, i was waking up to pull my covers on myself at 3 a.m.
the hibernation was awesome, and i am feeling pretty perked-up now. but then, it did mess up my plan of im-ing. and i am sorry to the person i gave my word to.
anyways, i am really happy that the weekends are here! and i am preparing to go shop my guts out at MANGO tomorrow.
not to say, friday ended at an awesome note watching 'WANTED' with uncle thom, garene, G, peipei and benji. couple seats for all!
it started out really awesome, though the whole thing was pretty far-fetched. but it was still WOOTS with Angelina Jolie's tres tres tres sexy, sexy, sexy glance and pout. the way she looks at people with her eyes are just!
AHH! if a woman can master looking at people that way, i bet her suitors will be lining up from singapore to johor! no wonder Brad Pitt was hooked. i would turn lesbian if she's interested!
whyyyy am i not a sexy, pouting hotstuff like her! seriously, i cannot look sexy. it's just not in me. the maximum i can muster is cute. like, not bad cute. boo.
ok gonna go lounge and not think about my francais oral presentation in front of 20 plus other strangers and of couse, driving re-test on monday. just so not thinking about them now. grr.
LOVING ABSOLUTE BOYFRIEND and PROJECT MAKEOVER at crunchyroll.com. jap and korean shows are so creative sometimes. funny.
xoxo.
hello everybody! i have finally clocked twelve hours of sleep last night, though unintentionally. i was just lounging on my bed after my shower, and the next thing i know, i was waking up to pull my covers on myself at 3 a.m.
the hibernation was awesome, and i am feeling pretty perked-up now. but then, it did mess up my plan of im-ing. and i am sorry to the person i gave my word to.
anyways, i am really happy that the weekends are here! and i am preparing to go shop my guts out at MANGO tomorrow.
not to say, friday ended at an awesome note watching 'WANTED' with uncle thom, garene, G, peipei and benji. couple seats for all!
it started out really awesome, though the whole thing was pretty far-fetched. but it was still WOOTS with Angelina Jolie's tres tres tres sexy, sexy, sexy glance and pout. the way she looks at people with her eyes are just!
AHH! if a woman can master looking at people that way, i bet her suitors will be lining up from singapore to johor! no wonder Brad Pitt was hooked. i would turn lesbian if she's interested!
whyyyy am i not a sexy, pouting hotstuff like her! seriously, i cannot look sexy. it's just not in me. the maximum i can muster is cute. like, not bad cute. boo.
ok gonna go lounge and not think about my francais oral presentation in front of 20 plus other strangers and of couse, driving re-test on monday. just so not thinking about them now. grr.
LOVING ABSOLUTE BOYFRIEND and PROJECT MAKEOVER at crunchyroll.com. jap and korean shows are so creative sometimes. funny.
xoxo.
20080626
just as nocturnal.
just as nocturnal.
marketing for hospitality went like a classic screwed up shit today. nothing that i had focused on and knew like the back of my hand came up; all questions were circulating around the topics that i had merely skimmed through. no worries, i am just as normal. though there was the other thing about me missing an A grade for hrl by just 0.5 marks.
uh huh.
i was getting ready for shower just now when i bunned up my hair and it looked fantastic like it was styled professionally.
i have come to a conclusion that i am not a Day person, but more of a Night one. it's like i look remotely human in the day, but when night falls, my hair texture just turns awesomely good. not that i am praising myself here, but it really is comparatively. aight, forgot my point.
anyways, mummy's all the way in KL for a business trip and will be back tomorrow night. i cant wait, cause i need money to grab all that i want before the sizes run out. MANGO is having some crazy sale, and even the recent collection is going at half the price. HURRY.
i am highly tempted to join jo and huiying next wednesday. but the next day would be thurs with french and i dont think i can afford to be nursing anhangover aftermath when i have to introduce myself for two minutes infront of a foreign class using a foreign language. i heart french and i want my A.
this reminds me, it is next week. and i have to start preparing.
i am watching my contacts list like a hawk cause G texted me about something. i wish there was no such thing as fees or charges. it's funny how i am always stalking my own contacts list. especially when uninteresting people talk to me.
it seems like i am always waiting for something. there isnt a time when i wasnt. there just is not.
i am reading Harper's Bazaar and Vogue and Elle and Cosmo; im-ing people; eating chocolat. when i should be reading up on PMS for my ICT Apps quiz tomorrow. it seems that i have let out too much of a relief today after Marketing that i cant pick up any urgency anymore. i am sooo idle.
xoxo.
marketing for hospitality went like a classic screwed up shit today. nothing that i had focused on and knew like the back of my hand came up; all questions were circulating around the topics that i had merely skimmed through. no worries, i am just as normal. though there was the other thing about me missing an A grade for hrl by just 0.5 marks.
uh huh.
i was getting ready for shower just now when i bunned up my hair and it looked fantastic like it was styled professionally.
i have come to a conclusion that i am not a Day person, but more of a Night one. it's like i look remotely human in the day, but when night falls, my hair texture just turns awesomely good. not that i am praising myself here, but it really is comparatively. aight, forgot my point.
anyways, mummy's all the way in KL for a business trip and will be back tomorrow night. i cant wait, cause i need money to grab all that i want before the sizes run out. MANGO is having some crazy sale, and even the recent collection is going at half the price. HURRY.
i am highly tempted to join jo and huiying next wednesday. but the next day would be thurs with french and i dont think i can afford to be nursing an
this reminds me, it is next week. and i have to start preparing.
i am watching my contacts list like a hawk cause G texted me about something. i wish there was no such thing as fees or charges. it's funny how i am always stalking my own contacts list. especially when uninteresting people talk to me.
it seems like i am always waiting for something. there isnt a time when i wasnt. there just is not.
i am reading Harper's Bazaar and Vogue and Elle and Cosmo; im-ing people; eating chocolat. when i should be reading up on PMS for my ICT Apps quiz tomorrow. it seems that i have let out too much of a relief today after Marketing that i cant pick up any urgency anymore. i am sooo idle.
xoxo.
20080625
laughter when i least expect it.
laughter when i least expect it.
i am very much ignoring the urgency to study for the marketing test tomorrow. or the fact that i havent clock my much-needed ten hours of sleep since the start of school.
a lizard just fell from the ceiling with a huge "phiak" and it stayed there for a while before crawling away. i tried to imagine the scenario as a third person and it was really funny, the way i turn my head slowly to the lizard after the "phiak". HAHAHAHAHA.
ignore me. i am mad. anyways, Get Smart is worth the money. go catch it haahha.
"ah i am so happy this is the happiest day of my life". HAHAHHA FUNNY.
french assignment is done and checked. the language is really not as hard as many think. but still, it takes time. j'aime beaucoup!
xoxo.
i am very much ignoring the urgency to study for the marketing test tomorrow. or the fact that i havent clock my much-needed ten hours of sleep since the start of school.
a lizard just fell from the ceiling with a huge "phiak" and it stayed there for a while before crawling away. i tried to imagine the scenario as a third person and it was really funny, the way i turn my head slowly to the lizard after the "phiak". HAHAHAHAHA.
ignore me. i am mad. anyways, Get Smart is worth the money. go catch it haahha.
"ah i am so happy this is the happiest day of my life". HAHAHHA FUNNY.
french assignment is done and checked. the language is really not as hard as many think. but still, it takes time. j'aime beaucoup!
xoxo.
20080624
shitty, shitty day.
shitty, shitty day.
hello everybody. maybe the calender got the dates wrong, but today ought to be the legendary Black Friday/Friday the 13th for me.
one) morning, i nearly slipped in the bathroom. yah sure, i caught the sink for support, but the damn shower head knocked stars into my little head.
two) i totally forgo the fact that ICCS ICA was twelve p.m. i just had no idea, and somehow the assumption that it was during lecture time, which was three p.m, was stuck in my head.
so i went to school at around twelve-thirty and contacted the gang, happily thinking we would be lunching like usual and i could revise my notes.
but NO. i was frantically contacting them, thinking that they were ganging up on me, and prolly playing a prank on me by not answering my calls nor replying my texts. when nee pok finally called me at one, i couldnt believe it when she said something along the line "we finished the test".
i was so BAFFLED. anyways, now i need to buy a MC so that i can take a retest. there's no way i am throwing 15% away for free. i want an A!
three) dont mention the number of times i tripped while walking.
maybe God is hinting something. maybe i need to a better person, not that i can think of anybody i have harmed for the past few months. heeh. i even stopped kicking cats when i walk past one. okay, i was kidding about the cat thing; i love animals. FREE HUGS ANYONE?
i hope tomorrow is a better day. i also hope i will stop being so careless. come to think of it, i better put my panda notebook into better use.
hello everybody. maybe the calender got the dates wrong, but today ought to be the legendary Black Friday/Friday the 13th for me.
one) morning, i nearly slipped in the bathroom. yah sure, i caught the sink for support, but the damn shower head knocked stars into my little head.
two) i totally forgo the fact that ICCS ICA was twelve p.m. i just had no idea, and somehow the assumption that it was during lecture time, which was three p.m, was stuck in my head.
so i went to school at around twelve-thirty and contacted the gang, happily thinking we would be lunching like usual and i could revise my notes.
but NO. i was frantically contacting them, thinking that they were ganging up on me, and prolly playing a prank on me by not answering my calls nor replying my texts. when nee pok finally called me at one, i couldnt believe it when she said something along the line "we finished the test".
i was so BAFFLED. anyways, now i need to buy a MC so that i can take a retest. there's no way i am throwing 15% away for free. i want an A!
three) dont mention the number of times i tripped while walking.
maybe God is hinting something. maybe i need to a better person, not that i can think of anybody i have harmed for the past few months. heeh. i even stopped kicking cats when i walk past one. okay, i was kidding about the cat thing; i love animals. FREE HUGS ANYONE?
i hope tomorrow is a better day. i also hope i will stop being so careless. come to think of it, i better put my panda notebook into better use.
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edited.
i have got my mc, after paying 25 dollars and getting 2 packs of painkillers.
i am cheering myself up with the browsing of pretty things.
THIS IS THE RING I WANT! it's 200, prolly USD, which is not expensive at all, right! ohmy! I WANT I WANT!
and i have thoughts of getting a decent charm bracelet. it's like an essential piece!
but what brand have the top-notch charm bracelets? tiffany's have some awesome ones.
silver or gold?
xoxo.
20080622
i will be pulling my hair out of my scalp very soon now.
i will be pulling my hair out of my scalp very
soon now.
i am not in a tiptop condition now.
first, i have a tummy ache and i have been going to the toilet for so many times now.
second, i have cramps at the same time.
third, projects are frying my little brain with their profound context and demanding guidelines.
fouth, mugging is the last mode i can get into but i have so many icas lined up.
fifth, monday's in a few hours. oh wow monday blues again since the prehistoric uniform-wearing times.
sixth, i have no maid!
seventh, i have many things i want to get and do. but i cant cause i am bounded by all the nonsense listed above!
eight, i saw someone selling a POLAROID SONAR SX70, with original SX70 flash at SGD 260 on her lj. and i feel like i want to get it! but the post was dated alittle past ten days from today. and there are interested parties. hmm. checking ebay out now, though i do not trust the internet after those lousy buys the previous time.
i feel super random and super tired and super dreading monday. suckyyyy. i dont want to stress about marks and work.
i want to shop and eat and sleep and watch flicks and hug, and take pictures of hot random strangers and things with a newly acquired polaroid or canon or nikon and another instant polaroid.
check out ngjunyou and his advice column,
resources... says:
i think get a proper one
resources... says:
get a digital
tyng hearts her party people! says:
i find it boring, seriously
resources... says:
but u want to carry this big bulky thing around
resources... says:
trust me
resources... says:
i know u too well
resources... says:
u r goin to get it
resources... says:
and then after a while u get sick of it
resources... says:
who r u kidding when u say u will use this to capture pictures
resources... says:
this fucking thing is like wad, heavier then ur sch bag?
ahh, see. best friend who knows you too well. i know he's just damn right, but. the Polaroid is REALLY SEXY! unless, the digital i get is a canon or nikon. unless, okay i dont know. i do not trust myself when making a decision that requires the investment of heavy monetary assets.
need to go sleep so i can wake up tomorrow. need to go sleep so i can wake up tomorrow. need to go sleep so i can wake up tomorrow. i am stalling and stalling for time. it's twelve midnight now.
p.s. Greek and French men are generally pretty hot. as opposed to local bengs of course. migration please.
xoxo.
soon now.
i am not in a tiptop condition now.
first, i have a tummy ache and i have been going to the toilet for so many times now.
second, i have cramps at the same time.
third, projects are frying my little brain with their profound context and demanding guidelines.
fouth, mugging is the last mode i can get into but i have so many icas lined up.
fifth, monday's in a few hours. oh wow monday blues again since the prehistoric uniform-wearing times.
sixth, i have no maid!
seventh, i have many things i want to get and do. but i cant cause i am bounded by all the nonsense listed above!
eight, i saw someone selling a POLAROID SONAR SX70, with original SX70 flash at SGD 260 on her lj. and i feel like i want to get it! but the post was dated alittle past ten days from today. and there are interested parties. hmm. checking ebay out now, though i do not trust the internet after those lousy buys the previous time.
i feel super random and super tired and super dreading monday. suckyyyy. i dont want to stress about marks and work.
i want to shop and eat and sleep and watch flicks and hug, and take pictures of hot random strangers and things with a newly acquired polaroid or canon or nikon and another instant polaroid.
check out ngjunyou and his advice column,
resources... says:
i think get a proper one
resources... says:
get a digital
tyng hearts her party people! says:
i find it boring, seriously
resources... says:
but u want to carry this big bulky thing around
resources... says:
trust me
resources... says:
i know u too well
resources... says:
u r goin to get it
resources... says:
and then after a while u get sick of it
resources... says:
who r u kidding when u say u will use this to capture pictures
resources... says:
this fucking thing is like wad, heavier then ur sch bag?
ahh, see. best friend who knows you too well. i know he's just damn right, but. the Polaroid is REALLY SEXY! unless, the digital i get is a canon or nikon. unless, okay i dont know. i do not trust myself when making a decision that requires the investment of heavy monetary assets.
need to go sleep so i can wake up tomorrow. need to go sleep so i can wake up tomorrow. need to go sleep so i can wake up tomorrow. i am stalling and stalling for time. it's twelve midnight now.
p.s. Greek and French men are generally pretty hot. as opposed to local bengs of course. migration please.
xoxo.
20080621
wishlist mania!
wishlist mania!
twelve) Sandal in Noir - 135
- same disappointment as number eleven. and maybe it'll make my calves look fat.
i should be banned from the internet, so i cannot go into the webpages of branded shops and then proceeds to drool over the lovely, lovely items. which in turn, makes me forget all about my homework and whatnots totally. it's a pretty bad sickness.
anyhows, i am listing my achievable wishlist! which means, my Chanel is out of here.
one) Rhinestone Bangle - $28. available in silver, gold and black.
- one from each color, please.
- one from each color, please.
two) NYU Skin Cancer Tee - $35. available in 16 different nude celebrities.
- i'd take the Brandon B., Victoria B. and Joss Stone.
three) Shiny Heart Compact - $5. available in gold and silver.
- give me the silver, cause i want number four too and it's gold-tinged. seen it at one of the weird shops at cine before. but i didnt believed it was MJ, so i lost the chance!
four) Shell Compact - $5. one color only : gold-tinged.
five) Latin Bracelet - $7. 6 meaningful engraves to choose from.
- i loved "Internos" (Between Us) and "Tibi, In Omne Tempus" (For You, Forever.). ahh, swoons.
six) I Love You Necklace - $10.
and
seven) MJ Key Necklace - $10.
- i saw these two at the same weird shop at cine, selling at SGD 59. i didnt believed it was genuine MJ. darn it! it was many many months ago!
eight) Lipstick Pen - $1.50
- Wacky!
nine) Dip Dyed Tote - $14. green, blue red or yellow.
- decisions decisions. how annoying! maybe blue and yellow.
ten) Hair Bobbles - $28. black or white.
- definitely black!
all above items can be found at marc jacob's special items page. pricing are USD.
moving on to agnes b,
eleven) Capucine Ballerina in Kelly - 95.
- but it's only available in the french physical store. i think. ):
twelve) Sandal in Noir - 135
- same disappointment as number eleven. and maybe it'll make my calves look fat.
pricings are pounds! shivering alittle?
i am finding means to check the items off my list. and i do hope i can get to town soon and find the MJ items at that wacky store. or i shall courageously step into the retail store at ngee ann. if that option dies, there are still loved ones located at aussie. and if all else fails, barneyscoop.com or bloomingdales.com. ugh.
xoxo.
20080620
i'd get cosy with you in a minute. if you'd just ask.
i'd get cosy with you in a minute.
if you'd just ask.
even though it's two plus, my brother's still at his anime on cable, without mummy knowing. i havent got anything to lose, hols are still in session, and it'll be till sunday night after the clock hits midnight and cinderella's carriage turns into a pumpkin.
let's just say, prince charmings arent involved in any of my fairytales right now. and, poor cinderella cannot keep her glass slippies cause that part is the highlight of the magic. unbreakable glass, even with all the tapping and stomping of her enormous athlete's feet. nobody's perfect, what do you expect. she has nice boobs and ass, and a pretty face, naturally something has to go wrong for her.
xoxo.
if you'd just ask.
i do not want to be irresponsible with my words, cause you'll never know who comes across this space.
it scares me sometimes to know how people hurt one another, unknowingly. i am not saying i am a saint who protected everybody's feelings. no one can ever do that. i just dont intentionally break somebody's Y. and that's good enough in the current world.
but alas, i feel myself losing control more and more each time. every time i find myself leaning closer, smiling or laughing, my heart swelling. then it snaps back to what i am leading myself and the other into. because i know my mind and heart will change their direction in just a snap of the finger or blink of an eye. i know.
but alas, i feel myself losing control more and more each time. every time i find myself leaning closer, smiling or laughing, my heart swelling. then it snaps back to what i am leading myself and the other into. because i know my mind and heart will change their direction in just a snap of the finger or blink of an eye. i know.
the night brings all these nonsense out of me. Adele is not helping either; her songs are phenomenon. not necessarily taking my mind off things, but just letting it space out and have its fill of imaginations and whirring. if i could sit on the marble chairs at the cold platform of Dhoby Ghaut right now, i might just sort the world's complexity out, if i had my mind on it.
even though it's two plus, my brother's still at his anime on cable, without mummy knowing. i havent got anything to lose, hols are still in session, and it'll be till sunday night after the clock hits midnight and cinderella's carriage turns into a pumpkin.
let's just say, prince charmings arent involved in any of my fairytales right now. and, poor cinderella cannot keep her glass slippies cause that part is the highlight of the magic. unbreakable glass, even with all the tapping and stomping of her enormous athlete's feet. nobody's perfect, what do you expect. she has nice boobs and ass, and a pretty face, naturally something has to go wrong for her.
polyvore.com (click please) is getting more and more addictive. i bet peipei'll love it too! but i am getting seemingly annoyed. i think it's my wonked-out body clock.
first, i cant sleep before four. then i cant sleep less than twelve hours. and again, i cant wake up before eleven. it's just not right. i need to book some presidential suite and have my kickass party soon. that's all i can think about after the Orchard Parade field trip today.
first, i cant sleep before four. then i cant sleep less than twelve hours. and again, i cant wake up before eleven. it's just not right. i need to book some presidential suite and have my kickass party soon. that's all i can think about after the Orchard Parade field trip today.
xoxo.
20080618
surprises starting with the letter S.
surprises starting with the letter S.
hello everybody. i am pretty much still sick with an irritant throat and blocked nose (people who stand around me might just end up mistaking me for an old man), but today was pretty darn awesome and i am very, bery cheery and happy.
(:
what an ugly, ugly smiley face.
"Dont Mess With The Zohan" was a pretty fucked up, horny horny comedy. but if you have the buckaroos to spare and are pretty much racist, go for it. adam sandler's accent was ridiculous; and mariah carey was hot, just for that moment.
i am contemplating whether to just put things down in words cause i am afraid if i dont write it out clearly, i might have to ponder about what the hell this post is talking about later on when i read my archives. that day i was reading my past posts and it took me a very very long time trying to figure out this particular post, i didnt even suceed in the end!
one) sunflower.
two) song ("I Will Follow You Into The Dark") sung over MSN call conference.
xoxo.
hello everybody. i am pretty much still sick with an irritant throat and blocked nose (people who stand around me might just end up mistaking me for an old man), but today was pretty darn awesome and i am very, bery cheery and happy.
(:
what an ugly, ugly smiley face.
"Dont Mess With The Zohan" was a pretty fucked up, horny horny comedy. but if you have the buckaroos to spare and are pretty much racist, go for it. adam sandler's accent was ridiculous; and mariah carey was hot, just for that moment.
i am contemplating whether to just put things down in words cause i am afraid if i dont write it out clearly, i might have to ponder about what the hell this post is talking about later on when i read my archives. that day i was reading my past posts and it took me a very very long time trying to figure out this particular post, i didnt even suceed in the end!
one) sunflower.
two) song ("I Will Follow You Into The Dark") sung over MSN call conference.
mudane life, short post. au revoir!
am totally reminded of my unfinished francais homework! ugh.
p.s. MSN is a really, messed up thing for me right now cause i need to stay connected with my friends who are far far away while i am at ulu malaysia!
like hello, keep asking me to troubleshoot then say it's repaired but when i can finally sign in i cant talk to anybody! and i thought people are ignoring me!
p.p.s. considering my usage of vulgarities, you should be able to see that i am pretty calm. cause i keep getting reminded of the happy things. happy thoughts happy thoughts.
p.p.p.s. okay actually msn is a pretty good thing cause most of the time, people have their nicknames positioned at an equal level to their emotional status. it's like if you're sensitive enough, you can actually pick up much just from those words. at least it applies to me. but my nicks are so carefully and wittily crafted that random asses cannot crack it's hidden meanings.
which reminds me, i need to be really careful now cause i might just trample somebody's Y if i get too.. i cant say. hints hints hints. i know they're meant for me, but i choose not to take any.
p.p.p.p.s. maybe one day when i truly grow up, i will learn to let go and accept whatever opportunity costs that comes with my choices. right now, i am just bumping around, trying to get everything i can manage to. and i wont say, it's exactly right to do so, cause i find a trail of broken hearts along the way, be it mine or others. it's irresponsible to shrug everything off with "i dont care", that's why i am opting for "i need to learn".
xoxo.
20080617
"he's a shorty in literal terms only"
"he's a shorty in literal terms only"
i swear to God, my brothers crack me up so hard i cant breathe proper (especially with a blocked nose now) sometimes. we were talking about slangs, which in this special case, "shorty" which means fine female. then my older little bro made the above remark about my youngest little brother. i just had to burst out into laughter.
not to mention my mummy's participation. amongst her two other friends, she happens to be the shortest. and they had nicknames for each other, and my mum's is "shorty". so when she heard us about "shorty" meaning pretty, she was like "see. it's meant to be la. they have always been praising me".
okay, i have a lame family.
just a thought while i was showering :
you dont always get what you really want right? so why not just take what you can have, and forget about the one you desire?
okay, so maybe if you really do that, it fucks your mind up horrendously and eventually, devours your mind and soul. ugh.
xoxo.
i swear to God, my brothers crack me up so hard i cant breathe proper (especially with a blocked nose now) sometimes. we were talking about slangs, which in this special case, "shorty" which means fine female. then my older little bro made the above remark about my youngest little brother. i just had to burst out into laughter.
not to mention my mummy's participation. amongst her two other friends, she happens to be the shortest. and they had nicknames for each other, and my mum's is "shorty". so when she heard us about "shorty" meaning pretty, she was like "see. it's meant to be la. they have always been praising me".
okay, i have a lame family.
just a thought while i was showering :
you dont always get what you really want right? so why not just take what you can have, and forget about the one you desire?
okay, so maybe if you really do that, it fucks your mind up horrendously and eventually, devours your mind and soul. ugh.
xoxo.
20080616
i need more money!
i need more money!
i am so amazed at how my mood can move from one extreme end to the other, in matter of seconds. maybe it's a girl thing.
anyways, i was totally feasting my eyes and brain on these youtube makeup tutorials. i have even subscribed to her channel though i have no idea what that is about, but it's free so whatever
this woman has an amazing collection of makeup tutorials. and, the way she applies the products on her face is so spontaneous and alittle juvenile, it makes you confident that you can do it too.
the downside though is she uses makeup products that are pretty much on the pricey end and not necessary sold here (eg. Barry M) cause she's from london and we all know the exchange rate is horrible.
but i shall just indulge in her skills and try to recreate nevertheless.
her doing Hayley from Paramore.
awesome colors!
reminds me of clubbbing!
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peipei is taking so long to come back from her beach resort! so, i stole some of the ZOUK pictures from her blog. heeh.
here are my tops :
the PARTY PEOPLE boys at MAMBO.
(from left : edwin, ronald, royston and marcus)
they were awesome protecting our asses (almost literally) the whole night!
HAH! Royston is super high and he knows all the words to the songs.
fact proven : friends influence each other. he's G's friend.
CLASSIC SHOT!
wanna guess the song?
yup, YMCA.
NEE POK! dancing queen!
point to note : she is in a different outfit.
some HOT shots of the girls.
at the dancefloor. amazingly pretty.
just my SUPER FAVOURITE!
see nee pok's clothes!
xoxo.
Oh FUCK Oh FUCK!
Oh FUCK Oh FUCK!
i am pretty much regretting to have failed the circuit section of my driving test cause now that school's starting, i have to wreck my brains fitting the re-test into my daily timetable and no, it's not easy to do at all cause i dont want to miss any class! i mean, seriously, school is afterall more important right!
and let's not even forget that my Learner's License expires on the 1st of July! which means i am racing against time to pass the fucking shit of a test or else i'd have to pay 50 dollars to renew my license which is just a whole load of crap cause i am spending more than 1000 dollars already just to get a little damn card which i have not much desire nor interest in acquiring. the money is definitely more well-spent elsewhere, somewhere along the retail section of the economy.
since the tests are only available on mondays and wednesdays, i scheduled for 23rd June. but holy crap, i have a Marketing ICA. so nah, cant make it.
and then, wednesdays are pretty important with FMA and ICCA tutorials. but should i just skip those two for nuts and schedule it for then?
so the DILEMMA! should i do it on 25th June (wednesday) or just push it to 30th June (monday)?
i am so bloody afraid i might not get it again, which means i need to have another day for another re-test! i was thinking if i fail the 25th one, i could still do the 30th one and make it in time without renewing my license. but then what makes me think i can pass the 30th if i cant pass the 25th. and why shouldnt i just pass it after the second try right? why expect myself for the third?
i am super stressed. i need to study i need to do research for my project i need to fit important things into my schedule. i need to do sooo many things and they are pressing against time and ahhhhhhh. i want to tear my hair out of my scalp now!
xoxo.
i am pretty much regretting to have failed the circuit section of my driving test cause now that school's starting, i have to wreck my brains fitting the re-test into my daily timetable and no, it's not easy to do at all cause i dont want to miss any class! i mean, seriously, school is afterall more important right!
and let's not even forget that my Learner's License expires on the 1st of July! which means i am racing against time to pass the fucking shit of a test or else i'd have to pay 50 dollars to renew my license which is just a whole load of crap cause i am spending more than 1000 dollars already just to get a little damn card which i have not much desire nor interest in acquiring. the money is definitely more well-spent elsewhere, somewhere along the retail section of the economy.
since the tests are only available on mondays and wednesdays, i scheduled for 23rd June. but holy crap, i have a Marketing ICA. so nah, cant make it.
and then, wednesdays are pretty important with FMA and ICCA tutorials. but should i just skip those two for nuts and schedule it for then?
so the DILEMMA! should i do it on 25th June (wednesday) or just push it to 30th June (monday)?
i am so bloody afraid i might not get it again, which means i need to have another day for another re-test! i was thinking if i fail the 25th one, i could still do the 30th one and make it in time without renewing my license. but then what makes me think i can pass the 30th if i cant pass the 25th. and why shouldnt i just pass it after the second try right? why expect myself for the third?
i am super stressed. i need to study i need to do research for my project i need to fit important things into my schedule. i need to do sooo many things and they are pressing against time and ahhhhhhh. i want to tear my hair out of my scalp now!
xoxo.
20080615
bubbly love. and iphone pics.
bubbly love. and iphone pics.
hello. i just got home from D slut's place and am currently nursing a headache and bloated tummy from the two deluxe bottles of champagne + 7 UP we finished up! it was thai food at carabao and then D's mansion for some karaoke, movies, talks and bubbles with chocolate hearts!
there are pictures in adrian's iphone but i doubt i will ever get them cause i heard something about the bluetooth not working. i dont really bother anyways cause i am pretty much gone and all i want to do is *beep (censored).
party animal party animal party animal. my mummy wasnt very happy cause i forgot to call the whole time. but it's unfair cause i talked to her at the restaurant, and i told her all about the plans. i just didnt let her trace my every step. she's cranky cause my youngest bro sucks at school. anyways i hope my life hereafter gets mundane until school restarts. blabber blabber.
note to self : no champagne if i go clubbing. it's pretty much straight to wasteland, somewhat skipping the high (though i remember some loud laughter and cheering). i cant take my liquor with bubbles. and can you imagine 7 UP with champagne? it tasted heavenly sweet, so i was chugging glass (yes, GLASS. NOT FLUTE.) after glass without knowing how much i have taken.
should i take my med for sore throat now? will it go haywire with the possible amount of champagne left in my stomach, though i peed like twenty times? how come when it comes to her, i am always tempted toown take away make the things she has mine? i am truly sick.
replies to tags :
one) to all of you who tagged and said that i am thin or not fat, THANKS SO MUCH. but i am flabby! so i still need to exercise, which i havent been for four days now.
p.s. shanny, who are you?
two) peipei, YES! she's HOT HOT HOT!
xoxo.
hello. i just got home from D slut's place and am currently nursing a headache and bloated tummy from the two deluxe bottles of champagne + 7 UP we finished up! it was thai food at carabao and then D's mansion for some karaoke, movies, talks and bubbles with chocolate hearts!
there are pictures in adrian's iphone but i doubt i will ever get them cause i heard something about the bluetooth not working. i dont really bother anyways cause i am pretty much gone and all i want to do is *beep (censored).
party animal party animal party animal. my mummy wasnt very happy cause i forgot to call the whole time. but it's unfair cause i talked to her at the restaurant, and i told her all about the plans. i just didnt let her trace my every step. she's cranky cause my youngest bro sucks at school. anyways i hope my life hereafter gets mundane until school restarts. blabber blabber.
note to self : no champagne if i go clubbing. it's pretty much straight to wasteland, somewhat skipping the high (though i remember some loud laughter and cheering). i cant take my liquor with bubbles. and can you imagine 7 UP with champagne? it tasted heavenly sweet, so i was chugging glass (yes, GLASS. NOT FLUTE.) after glass without knowing how much i have taken.
should i take my med for sore throat now? will it go haywire with the possible amount of champagne left in my stomach, though i peed like twenty times? how come when it comes to her, i am always tempted to
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replies to tags :
one) to all of you who tagged and said that i am thin or not fat, THANKS SO MUCH. but i am flabby! so i still need to exercise, which i havent been for four days now.
p.s. shanny, who are you?
two) peipei, YES! she's HOT HOT HOT!
three) huiying, I LOVE YOU GIRL! and yes, partying with you guys is just meant to be!
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xoxo.
20080613
over-reacted.
over-reacted.
pardon my breakdown last night. it has to be the lack of retail therapy.
anyways,
friday 13 is pretty rad for me. it was a good hair day and the floral dresses my mummy ordered are finally here. though aaron ng jun you wasnt fond of one of them, we all know he has impeccable good taste. i shall ignore, cause i am pretty happy i dont look scrunched up like a ball donning a layered dress. okay, maybe i am taking another rain check before deciding if i am wearing it to the dinner tomorrow.
mummy, my brothers and i were at this piano recital earlier, and there was this japanese guy in his twenties and he plays wonderful jazz pieces, which he arranged, on the electone.
talent gets you far people, so equip yourself with at least, one. we shant get to discussion about my talent, or lack thereof.
i am out of things to say. check alphabeat out below though. i love the happy vibe!
"boyfriend"
"fascination"
xoxo.
emo-nemo random thoughts.
emo-nemo random thoughts.
skip this, read the zouk post below.
"if you're gone" by matchbox twenty has been going on repeat at itunes for the twentieth time. supposedly i am feeling down now cause i have too much adrenaline pumped up yesterday, and now with the endorphins welling up, there has to be some form of outlet to release them. supposedly.
the clicking of the keyboards are somewhat comforting but sometimes all you need is someone to reply your i.ms or call you up. i am ruling texts out cause the people who are able to do these are all overseas and i cannot afford to reply texts due to the bitch of a standard line my mummy made me use after my brother lost his phone and we got a replacement sim card and so i have to use the line since no one can and it has to be used.
i think i want to go to sentosa like right now. and no, not taman sentosa as in the damn housing district where i am bloody stuck in. getting oh-so vulgar. and who shall care? beaches in the night are generally better. i cant say the same for bitches.
"the girl from ipanema" by nat king cole is making me swing alittle side to side. damn i love the trumpets. hello is this some form of happiness the devil spotted. yadah yadah, now fort minor sings fucks in "remember the name". you know i dont listen to "i will follow you into the dark" by death cab anymore cause it reminds me of somebody - one of the many on my "Dismay" list. told'ya i have a list (both mental and physical) for everything.
G is talking to me. and i am teasing her.
can i be a better person please? you think market value suggests ego boost. generally, yes. but it gets bothersome when you reflect cause they are not what you want and booo. you dream about what you want. then you become the stalker and it's so ironical cause here you are rejecting and there you are getting rejected. somewhat. we play double roles in life at the same moment.
wow wow deep thoughts spiralling me into emotional dark abyss. i miss this about me. sometimes light thoughts dont get you through anything.
okay you know why clubs attracts? people go in, have a night of meaningless flirt and then leave feeling all ego-boosted. i mean, you dont necessary go on getting to know the cuties who danced with you. which means you dont need to find out that he's afterall just another pretty face without that intellect charm you desire in guys. sometimes meaningless is good for the soul too.
i feeel better.
i said "have no idea" when someone asked me if i had ever broken somebody's heart so bad he/she wanted to commit suicide. thanks for over-estimating my charm, but i believe i am usually the one getting all fucked up.
my problem is i tend to want to get an overload of the thing i like and then grow bored of it due to saturation.
xoxo.
skip this, read the zouk post below.
"if you're gone" by matchbox twenty has been going on repeat at itunes for the twentieth time. supposedly i am feeling down now cause i have too much adrenaline pumped up yesterday, and now with the endorphins welling up, there has to be some form of outlet to release them. supposedly.
the clicking of the keyboards are somewhat comforting but sometimes all you need is someone to reply your i.ms or call you up. i am ruling texts out cause the people who are able to do these are all overseas and i cannot afford to reply texts due to the bitch of a standard line my mummy made me use after my brother lost his phone and we got a replacement sim card and so i have to use the line since no one can and it has to be used.
i think i want to go to sentosa like right now. and no, not taman sentosa as in the damn housing district where i am bloody stuck in. getting oh-so vulgar. and who shall care? beaches in the night are generally better. i cant say the same for bitches.
"the girl from ipanema" by nat king cole is making me swing alittle side to side. damn i love the trumpets. hello is this some form of happiness the devil spotted. yadah yadah, now fort minor sings fucks in "remember the name". you know i dont listen to "i will follow you into the dark" by death cab anymore cause it reminds me of somebody - one of the many on my "Dismay" list. told'ya i have a list (both mental and physical) for everything.
G is talking to me. and i am teasing her.
can i be a better person please? you think market value suggests ego boost. generally, yes. but it gets bothersome when you reflect cause they are not what you want and booo. you dream about what you want. then you become the stalker and it's so ironical cause here you are rejecting and there you are getting rejected. somewhat. we play double roles in life at the same moment.
wow wow deep thoughts spiralling me into emotional dark abyss. i miss this about me. sometimes light thoughts dont get you through anything.
okay you know why clubs attracts? people go in, have a night of meaningless flirt and then leave feeling all ego-boosted. i mean, you dont necessary go on getting to know the cuties who danced with you. which means you dont need to find out that he's afterall just another pretty face without that intellect charm you desire in guys. sometimes meaningless is good for the soul too.
i feeel better.
i said "have no idea" when someone asked me if i had ever broken somebody's heart so bad he/she wanted to commit suicide. thanks for over-estimating my charm, but i believe i am usually the one getting all fucked up.
my problem is i tend to want to get an overload of the thing i like and then grow bored of it due to saturation.
xoxo.
20080612
heart you PARTY PEOPLE!
heart you PARTY PEOPLE!
nee pok,
G,
huiying,
peipei,
jo,
za,
marcus,
royston,
ronald,
edwin.
hello! my feet hurts like FUCK and i have some creepy memories in my mind and sensation on my neck and left ear (tsk tsk.), but oh oh oh. LAST NIGHT WAS FREAKING NONSENSICAL WHEEEE AWESOME SUPERCALIFRAGILISTIC FUNNNNN!
there were all the RIGHT people and i dont know, i was living on PURE ADRENALINE that started rushing in the moment i stepped into my heels over at G's at around 6pm and it lasted till 4 am when the unforgettable evening ended. i mean, a quarter or alittle more, of cranberry vodka isnt anything near enough to obtaining a kick and i cant be bothered to squeeze over to the bar to get more drinks. SO PURE ADRENALINE IT WAS! (secretly wonder if heels has acupuncture purpose)
i very much want to list details and details of the night but there were wayy to many highlights. and besides, WHAT HAPPENED IN ZOUK, STAYS IN ZOUK. it was just pure FUN embodied.
how i wish i get to be an avid clubber since people already think that i am cause i "dance very well". ohmy ohmy.
anyways, i havent got pictures cause peipei's packing for her beach resort trip! envious! so head to her blog and read about the night too aight!
p.s. thanks! you party people! NEW HEARTS! and G and her brother-in-law!
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i have to say things are falling into place nicely for me.
first, my dentist says that after two weeks, my braces are done and i just need to wear the retainer occasionally. and i thought i have to wait till 19! like i can bloody grin widely for national day (cause it's the closest public holiday. i wanted to say christmas but it's wayy to faraway of a time.) already la!
second, i passed my on-the-road driving test. though i failed the obstacles/circuit and all, i will make it the second time round! stupid hill thing. it was bloody raining and the hill was slippery okay, so that was why i slided back! ah ass.
third, i am talking to the boys now and saturday sounds like a blast! many people are going, possible inclusion of my ex longest crush ever. haha. all the shit talk our convo is filled with cracks me up!
ahh. i wish this all gets better!
xoxo.
20080610
agyness deyn.
agyness deyn.
i remember secondary two/three was my "best bod times". i was at my slimmest and even bought and wore a bikini (which is like lost now). i just want to go back to those days, maybe alittle more toned. yup, i am sick of being au naturale; being the Nottie. i need to get that kickass bod soon. i am impatient and a procrastinator but i need to keep to my regime. treadmill, crunches, bridges and supergirl, then breathing for the abs. sounds ridiculous but that was how i kept my weight in secondary. neeed to preservereeeeeee.
enough of my silly weight issues which will be sorted out in the blink of an eye, let's move on to a Hottie!
agyness deyn. it'll take someone like her to turn me lesbian. check out those collarbones and fucking toned inner thighs! GODDESSSSS, non?
xoxo.
it's closing one and people are just coming online. i am beat but no, i cant sleep yet cause i've just eaten maggie mee and i feel queasy, thinking how i ruined my crunches, and bridge and supergirl positions earlier. i need to lose 3 more kilograms and tone up before i go to orlando. dont ask why. i just need to be thinner.
p.s. i screamed when i weighted myself earlier this afternoon. thank god no one was around, but i am sure the neighbours heard me saying, "fuck i am 48kgs fuck fuck fuck". do the bmi math. 48kg and 158 cm is nowhere near acceptable. fat whore.
i remember secondary two/three was my "best bod times". i was at my slimmest and even bought and wore a bikini (which is like lost now). i just want to go back to those days, maybe alittle more toned. yup, i am sick of being au naturale; being the Nottie. i need to get that kickass bod soon. i am impatient and a procrastinator but i need to keep to my regime. treadmill, crunches, bridges and supergirl, then breathing for the abs. sounds ridiculous but that was how i kept my weight in secondary. neeed to preservereeeeeee.
enough of my silly weight issues which will be sorted out in the blink of an eye, let's move on to a Hottie!
agyness deyn. it'll take someone like her to turn me lesbian. check out those collarbones and fucking toned inner thighs! GODDESSSSS, non?
am talking to eu ginn about saturday's plans. it's so hard to decide where to eat, though it's sure that we'll be hitting the clubs after, and most preferably hopping around. what to wear what to wear! hahaha.
oh, i told mummy how i want a Chanel. she said to get a boyfriend to buy me one. -.-
i am pissed off. it was a few days earlier that she mocked me about being single at 18 (she then proceeds to tell me how busy she was dating at 18.). wah lao! what kind of mother throws sarcasm at her own daughter!
booo. i really want a Chanel.
xoxo.
20080609
buckets of tears.
buckets of tears.
hello, hello. monday and i havent got any blues. how wonderful.
woke up at 2 today, had lunch with mummy and have been watching korean and jap movies till now. bawled my eyes out. tsk how come anything, no matter how cliche, still gets me everytime.
go check out 'A Millionaire's First Love' and 'Koizora' at crunchyroll.com . it's where almost all the korean and jap series and movies are. i think i might start on Snow Queen, some korean series recommended. afterall, i havent got much to do! ahh, how carefreeee!
dental and driving lesson tomorrow. then, it's on to the Practical Test on wednesday! okay i am getting a little nervouss! i am glad it will end latest 3 so i have some more time to get ready and head out to G's without having to rush. PARTY DAY PARTY DAY!
xoxo.
hello, hello. monday and i havent got any blues. how wonderful.
woke up at 2 today, had lunch with mummy and have been watching korean and jap movies till now. bawled my eyes out. tsk how come anything, no matter how cliche, still gets me everytime.
go check out 'A Millionaire's First Love' and 'Koizora' at crunchyroll.com . it's where almost all the korean and jap series and movies are. i think i might start on Snow Queen, some korean series recommended. afterall, i havent got much to do! ahh, how carefreeee!
dental and driving lesson tomorrow. then, it's on to the Practical Test on wednesday! okay i am getting a little nervouss! i am glad it will end latest 3 so i have some more time to get ready and head out to G's without having to rush. PARTY DAY PARTY DAY!
xoxo.
and how'd you know, drunkie junkie?
and how'd you ever know, drunkie junkie?
hello everybod-ayyy.
i am nursing my third flute of bubbly (rosé; courtesy of mummy's friend.) right now, cause it's pretty much late night and everybody's asleep getting ready for tomorrow's work and school and whatnot. who says bubblys are just good with strawberries and dark chocolat? kiwi fruit makes one hell of a combination tooo! go try it.
anyways, mummy and i had pedis today. no manis cause we were too lazy to wait. besides, my nails are wayy to short and i am hoping they grow out faster so i can at least paint them blood red for wednesday. and saturday, of course. partyyyyy people!
holidays are just sinking in but i am not exactly in the idle piece of mind cause i keep thinking back to the unfinished projects and whatnots when i am lounging about. my mind just suddenly flash back to my list of "unfinished school shits" and then, i panic. but it all goes away and i just watch telly again. need to research for my francais assignment soon. emotional wreck.
oh. mr/ms front part of the leg from the knee to the ankle number 2 decided to grace my tagboard and comment on my attitude or whatever.
8 Jun 08, 11:02
Shin 2: it seems like all your friends have matured over the years, all except for you.
8 Jun 08, 11:06
Shin 2: frivolous as ever.
cause from the above definitions, yah, i may SEEM frivolous. why? cause I HAVE BEEN THROUGH GRAVE THINGS AND I DO NOT WANT TO BOTHER MYSELF WITH TOO MUCH NERVE-WRECKING EVENTS CAUSE I GET NEUROTIC AND I FIGURED GIVING MYSELF SPACE AND PSYCHOING MYSELF TO BE IGNORANT AND PROTECTED AND NOT-TOO SERIOUS SHOULD BE ABLE TO LET ME LIVE MY LIFE BETTER AND NOT HAVING TO WORRY AND FRET AND END UP INSANE!
but hello? here you are linking "maturity" to it. and why are you comparing me to "friends"? it's getting on my nerves that you just decide to compare me to my "friends" and deem that i am immature. "friends" who? who do you know? WHAT do you know?
the only immaturity on my part is having to deal with SILLY IDIOTS like YOU who calls themselves THE FRONT PART OF THE LEG FROM THE KNEE TO THE ANKLE.
fuck you. made me lose interest in watching my movie.
xoxo.
hello everybod-ayyy.
i am nursing my third flute of bubbly (rosé; courtesy of mummy's friend.) right now, cause it's pretty much late night and everybody's asleep getting ready for tomorrow's work and school and whatnot. who says bubblys are just good with strawberries and dark chocolat? kiwi fruit makes one hell of a combination tooo! go try it.
anyways, mummy and i had pedis today. no manis cause we were too lazy to wait. besides, my nails are wayy to short and i am hoping they grow out faster so i can at least paint them blood red for wednesday. and saturday, of course. partyyyyy people!
holidays are just sinking in but i am not exactly in the idle piece of mind cause i keep thinking back to the unfinished projects and whatnots when i am lounging about. my mind just suddenly flash back to my list of "unfinished school shits" and then, i panic. but it all goes away and i just watch telly again. need to research for my francais assignment soon. emotional wreck.
oh. mr/ms front part of the leg from the knee to the ankle number 2 decided to grace my tagboard and comment on my attitude or whatever.
8 Jun 08, 11:02
Shin 2: it seems like all your friends have matured over the years, all except for you.
8 Jun 08, 11:06
Shin 2: frivolous as ever.
gee. it took him/her four minutes to decide that i am "frivolous", unlike my "friends (who) have matured". did you go check up the thesaurus for a more profound word or something?
and pray-tell, who are the so-called "friends" that you were referring to? do you even know what my life has been before let's say, the date i started my blog? or did you just decide that i am "frivolous" from the mere recent entries?
i wonder why are you on my back with your silly comments, that are, obviously, backed with mere derivation on your part? are you practising your comprehension skills? dismay, dismay. cause my blog is not a comprehension passage that enables you to lift quotes and suddenly get to decide what kind of a person i am.
i got to say, being called frivolous isnt really that much of a negativity. but if you are the same person as the original Shin then, you should just keep your stinking mouth shut cause i dont appreciate your name-calling.
i mean, my blog is for people who care (positive note!!) about my life. and of course, for my own remembrance in case i get amnesia or when i age. DO I EVEN KNOW YOU? DO YOU EVEN KNOW ME?
friv·o·lous
–adjective
1. characterized by lack of seriousness or sense: frivolous conduct.
2. self-indulgently carefree; unconcerned about or lacking any serious purpose.
3. (of a person) given to trifling or undue levity: a frivolous, empty-headed person.
4. of little or no weight, worth, or importance; not worthy of serious notice: a frivolous suggestion.
—Synonyms : idle, silly, childish.
–adjective
1. characterized by lack of seriousness or sense: frivolous conduct.
2. self-indulgently carefree; unconcerned about or lacking any serious purpose.
3. (of a person) given to trifling or undue levity: a frivolous, empty-headed person.
4. of little or no weight, worth, or importance; not worthy of serious notice: a frivolous suggestion.
—Synonyms : idle, silly, childish.
cause from the above definitions, yah, i may SEEM frivolous. why? cause I HAVE BEEN THROUGH GRAVE THINGS AND I DO NOT WANT TO BOTHER MYSELF WITH TOO MUCH NERVE-WRECKING EVENTS CAUSE I GET NEUROTIC AND I FIGURED GIVING MYSELF SPACE AND PSYCHOING MYSELF TO BE IGNORANT AND PROTECTED AND NOT-TOO SERIOUS SHOULD BE ABLE TO LET ME LIVE MY LIFE BETTER AND NOT HAVING TO WORRY AND FRET AND END UP INSANE!
but hello? here you are linking "maturity" to it. and why are you comparing me to "friends"? it's getting on my nerves that you just decide to compare me to my "friends" and deem that i am immature. "friends" who? who do you know? WHAT do you know?
the only immaturity on my part is having to deal with SILLY IDIOTS like YOU who calls themselves THE FRONT PART OF THE LEG FROM THE KNEE TO THE ANKLE.
fuck you. made me lose interest in watching my movie.
xoxo.
20080608
it feels just like a Sunday.
it feels just like a Sunday.
hello. everybodayyy. today was awesome as i caught up on my sleep and now, just lazing about watching youtube videos.
it's the life! but i am getting alittle bored. so if you are too, maybe you might want to check out the below videos.
HOT GIRL!
HOT GUYSSSS!
okay, i got really bored.
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updated at 4:29am :
i just finished "The Hottie and The Nottie". damn funnyyyyy! but the nottie wasnt convincing after she got her makeover. she's hot la! other notties dont get a chance to do that. (example : me!) boooo.
need to sleep now!
xoxo.
20080605
"if a person is not annoying ever, they lack charm"
"if a person is not annoying ever, they lack
charm"
bonsoir! oh, yes. i am in a jolly mood today due to an amounting heap of reasons. just a plain hippity-happy bunny, tyng is. she just is. so is. (mad)
let's first talk about the HRL test. even though i totally spaced out before it and was forgetting my Diploma/course name and all, the questions were managable, compared to Retail the day before. let's just hope my eyebags, from lack of the full ten hours of sleep, are worth it in the end and i get that A or reluctantly, B.
so before francais, we were all roaming around the atrium and being kapos. and praise the Lord! i saw SWAN! looking ever-so HOT in red. i shant even go on about how i was dressed in red tooo! ahhh, SWOOOONS. downpoint : i was so caught by surprise and busy swooning that i didnt go over to say hi. i mean, i kind of had a chance and i didnt take it. boo.
(ignoring the two-hours-but-seems-like-ten francais)
I Y HB CLIQUE!
anyways, i had my first few buys from the GSS. namely, that MNG top in UK XS aka US XXS black and some tongs and a pouch from Cotton On (whatever la, damn cheap!).
i find that i couldnt stop even though my purse was almost emptied out and my shoulders were aching from the long day. i just kept on looking and loooking, strangely at mostly UNDIES. i was really tempted to blow more cash on topshop tongs and whatnots! scaryyy. i dont even want to imagine if Victoria's Secret has an outlet here. ugh!
ah wells. i am blooody tired now. need to sleep after i iced my eyebags with frozen spoons. muahahaha. i need to look better for tomorrow. and the theme's "Sporty", kind of cause we're playing tennis during our break! man, healthy living, these people!
i figured i should at least look the part, even if i cant play it! - QUOTE FROM TYNG.
p.s. does GSS affect Gucci and Louis too? i saw many women carrying 2 to 3 bags of purchase from them! i want i want i want!
p.p.s. je t'adore. happy sighs.
xoxo.
charm"
bonsoir! oh, yes. i am in a jolly mood today due to an amounting heap of reasons. just a plain hippity-happy bunny, tyng is. she just is. so is. (mad)
let's first talk about the HRL test. even though i totally spaced out before it and was forgetting my Diploma/course name and all, the questions were managable, compared to Retail the day before. let's just hope my eyebags, from lack of the full ten hours of sleep, are worth it in the end and i get that A or reluctantly, B.
so before francais, we were all roaming around the atrium and being kapos. and praise the Lord! i saw SWAN! looking ever-so HOT in red. i shant even go on about how i was dressed in red tooo! ahhh, SWOOOONS. downpoint : i was so caught by surprise and busy swooning that i didnt go over to say hi. i mean, i kind of had a chance and i didnt take it. boo.
(ignoring the two-hours-but-seems-like-ten francais)
after francais, it was down to town for Sakae with uncle, garene, ben, G, huiying, peipei and nee. of course, it was all fun and laughter even though the wheelock branch really sucked with a total out-of-stock in almost everything and we didnt even had mochi and it was so incomplete and emptyy. even though i almost puked from all the other food i ate. buffet = bad for health.
I Y HB CLIQUE!
anyways, i had my first few buys from the GSS. namely, that MNG top in UK XS aka US XXS black and some tongs and a pouch from Cotton On (whatever la, damn cheap!).
i find that i couldnt stop even though my purse was almost emptied out and my shoulders were aching from the long day. i just kept on looking and loooking, strangely at mostly UNDIES. i was really tempted to blow more cash on topshop tongs and whatnots! scaryyy. i dont even want to imagine if Victoria's Secret has an outlet here. ugh!
ah wells. i am blooody tired now. need to sleep after i iced my eyebags with frozen spoons. muahahaha. i need to look better for tomorrow. and the theme's "Sporty", kind of cause we're playing tennis during our break! man, healthy living, these people!
i figured i should at least look the part, even if i cant play it! - QUOTE FROM TYNG.
p.s. does GSS affect Gucci and Louis too? i saw many women carrying 2 to 3 bags of purchase from them! i want i want i want!
p.p.s. je t'adore. happy sighs.
xoxo.
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