i will be pulling my hair out of my scalp very soon now.

i will be pulling my hair out of my scalp very

soon now.



i am not in a tiptop condition now.


first, i have a tummy ache and i have been going to the toilet for so many times now.

second, i have cramps at the same time.

third, projects are frying my little brain with their profound context and demanding guidelines.

fouth, mugging is the last mode i can get into but i have so many icas lined up.

fifth, monday's in a few hours. oh wow monday blues again since the prehistoric uniform-wearing times.

sixth, i have no maid!

seventh, i have many things i want to get and do. but i cant cause i am bounded by all the nonsense listed above!

eight, i saw someone selling a POLAROID SONAR SX70, with original SX70 flash at SGD 260 on her lj. and i feel like i want to get it! but the post was dated alittle past ten days from today. and there are interested parties. hmm. checking ebay out now, though i do not trust the internet after those lousy buys the previous time.






i feel super random and super tired and super dreading monday. suckyyyy. i dont want to stress about marks and work.

i want to shop and eat and sleep and watch flicks and hug, and take pictures of hot random strangers and things with a newly acquired polaroid or canon or nikon and another instant polaroid.



check out ngjunyou and his advice column,

resources... says:
i think get a proper one

resources... says:
get a digital

tyng hearts her party people! says:
i find it boring, seriously

resources... says:
but u want to carry this big bulky thing around

resources... says:
trust me

resources... says:
i know u too well

resources... says:
u r goin to get it

resources... says:
and then after a while u get sick of it

resources... says:
who r u kidding when u say u will use this to capture pictures

resources... says:
this fucking thing is like wad, heavier then ur sch bag?

ahh, see. best friend who knows you too well. i know he's just damn right, but. the Polaroid is REALLY SEXY! unless, the digital i get is a canon or nikon. unless, okay i dont know. i do not trust myself when making a decision that requires the investment of heavy monetary assets.





need to go sleep so i can wake up tomorrow. need to go sleep so i can wake up tomorrow. need to go sleep so i can wake up tomorrow. i am stalling and stalling for time. it's twelve midnight now.



p.s. Greek and French men are generally pretty hot. as opposed to local bengs of course. migration please.






xoxo.