Oh FUCK Oh FUCK!

Oh FUCK Oh FUCK!



i am pretty much regretting to have failed the circuit section of my driving test cause now that school's starting, i have to wreck my brains fitting the re-test into my daily timetable and no, it's not easy to do at all cause i dont want to miss any class! i mean, seriously, school is afterall more important right!



and let's not even forget that my Learner's License expires on the 1st of July! which means i am racing against time to pass the fucking shit of a test or else i'd have to pay 50 dollars to renew my license which is just a whole load of crap cause i am spending more than 1000 dollars already just to get a little damn card which i have not much desire nor interest in acquiring. the money is definitely more well-spent elsewhere, somewhere along the retail section of the economy.



since the tests are only available on mondays and wednesdays, i scheduled for 23rd June. but holy crap, i have a Marketing ICA. so nah, cant make it.

and then, wednesdays are pretty important with FMA and ICCA tutorials. but should i just skip those two for nuts and schedule it for then?

so the DILEMMA! should i do it on 25th June (wednesday) or just push it to 30th June (monday)?

i am so bloody afraid i might not get it again, which means i need to have another day for another re-test! i was thinking if i fail the 25th one, i could still do the 30th one and make it in time without renewing my license. but then what makes me think i can pass the 30th if i cant pass the 25th. and why shouldnt i just pass it after the second try right? why expect myself for the third?



i am super stressed. i need to study i need to do research for my project i need to fit important things into my schedule. i need to do sooo many things and they are pressing against time and ahhhhhhh. i want to tear my hair out of my scalp now!





xoxo.