hello everybody. i am pretty much still sick with an irritant throat and blocked nose (people who stand around me might just end up mistaking me for an old man), but today was pretty darn awesome and i am very, bery cheery and happy.
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what an ugly, ugly smiley face.
"Dont Mess With The Zohan" was a pretty fucked up, horny horny comedy. but if you have the buckaroos to spare and are pretty much racist, go for it. adam sandler's accent was ridiculous; and mariah carey was hot, just for that moment.
i am contemplating whether to just put things down in words cause i am afraid if i dont write it out clearly, i might have to ponder about what the hell this post is talking about later on when i read my archives. that day i was reading my past posts and it took me a very very long time trying to figure out this particular post, i didnt even suceed in the end!
one) sunflower.
two) song ("I Will Follow You Into The Dark") sung over MSN call conference.
mudane life, short post. au revoir!
am totally reminded of my unfinished francais homework! ugh.
p.s. MSN is a really, messed up thing for me right now cause i need to stay connected with my friends who are far far away while i am at ulu malaysia!
like hello, keep asking me to troubleshoot then say it's repaired but when i can finally sign in i cant talk to anybody! and i thought people are ignoring me!
p.p.s. considering my usage of vulgarities, you should be able to see that i am pretty calm. cause i keep getting reminded of the happy things. happy thoughts happy thoughts.
p.p.p.s. okay actually msn is a pretty good thing cause most of the time, people have their nicknames positioned at an equal level to their emotional status. it's like if you're sensitive enough, you can actually pick up much just from those words. at least it applies to me. but my nicks are so carefully and wittily crafted that random asses cannot crack it's hidden meanings.
which reminds me, i need to be really careful now cause i might just trample somebody's Y if i get too.. i cant say. hints hints hints. i know they're meant for me, but i choose not to take any.
p.p.p.p.s. maybe one day when i truly grow up, i will learn to let go and accept whatever opportunity costs that comes with my choices. right now, i am just bumping around, trying to get everything i can manage to. and i wont say, it's exactly right to do so, cause i find a trail of broken hearts along the way, be it mine or others. it's irresponsible to shrug everything off with "i dont care", that's why i am opting for "i need to learn".
xoxo.
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