i am 17!
so yah, finally, the day i have waited for so long has arrived. well, not really actually. i wasnt technically waiting for my birthday. it just so happened it is, and I AM PSYCHED!
THANKS TO EVERYBODY WHO HAS TEXTED, SENT TESTIMONIALS, EMAILED, TAGGED, ASKED OTHERS TO PASS THE WORD etc. YOU GUYS REALLY MADE MY DAY! even the most unexpected people warmed my heart! that means that i treat you guys pretty good, yah? (halo lights up!) hahaha.
anyways, i celebrated my birthday with the kids at mummy's kindergarten. now, that's a first. but it was pretty fun, with the cake, ice cream and stuff. i guess i was their favourite teacher for that day, though i have always been one of the favourites. heehee. the whole day was really sweetness, literally! haha. i loved loved the out-of-tune birthday songs (heard it twice. once at my form class, once with the childcare children.), the ice-cream-covered kisses, the cake-coated hugs, the stickers and sweets they gave and more more more. i guess a birthday can be fun, even without oh-so-elaborated presents, yah? haha.
speaking of presents, i guess i'll be getting them belated this year. i'll get my first one from bee this sat. hopefully. oh actually, it's HE BETTER!! haha. and the ones from my besties! will have to wait till i see them, MISS YOU GUYS!! as for the others, i have no idea. still on the plane? wherever. sheesh! i want my presents soon! i abso-love unwrapping these nicely-bowed surprises! haha. woots!
well, there is one downside to today, despite it being pretty fab. i am sick. again. i know, i am like as weak as an alley cat, being all unwell all the time. it's like i'll get better, then later, i am down again. i hate being all sore-throat-ish and feverish and nose-run-ish like now. hope i'll get better soon!
guess what? i have a passer-by on my tag! i have no idea why i am psyched but i just am! even wished me happy birthday. haha. PLEASE TELL ME WHO YOU ARE IF YOU READ THIS POST, PASSER-BY! i want to know. need to know. have to know. desire to know. i love surprises! and mysteries! not the detective-solve-cases ones, but just these real-life happenings happening to me! i cant stand the suspense and feeling of not knowing! tell me soon!! THANKS FOR WISHING! i know it aint a big deal. but i am the drama queen, it's in me to exaggerate. (shrugs.)
oh well, my birthday's ending now. haha. but who cares, i aint sad. to me, every day can be my birthday if i want it. that's the way i have been living my life all 17 years - just the way i like.
bee, dont be sorry that you didnt spend today with me. (he was all: "as we get older, some things will become boring in a way. sorry i wasnt there to make it interesting". poetic no? haha. tsk tsk. that guy.) i know you will make it up to me the best you can. =)
i got to go sleep. tomorrow's a hol! i have no idea why but, hey, you still get a day-off even if you dont know, no? i am going to sleep all day, i tell you! haha. to the bed! sorry for the randomness of today's post. i cant seem to relate to the paragraphs too. oh well, it aint an essay.
ta-ta.
xoxo.
(be sure to read these heart-to-heart doodles by me! the tiny grey ones at the bottom.)
give me the surprises,
those nicely wrapped and bowed mysteries.
i cant wait to unravel,
to see your love in every single one of them.
17 and loving it. thanks, you guys!
20070131
20070130
awaiting surprises..
awaiting surprises..
for some reason, i just know i wont be digging my birthday that much this year. why? mainly cause it's on a weekday. which means i wont get to really celebrate it, with all the work and school and absence of very special people. i am not that thrilled actually. i guess it's cause it's the time of the month for me, and i am having some mood swings and stuff. but yah, just not so thrilled. it makes me miss school more even. it's just a moody, moody time for me now somehow.
but of course, being the helpless optimist, i still hope for something special. so yah, i am hoping.
ta-ta.
xoxo.
i am awaiting,
for the silver lining behind the dark cloud.
for that realisation of my faith.
only 1 day..
for some reason, i just know i wont be digging my birthday that much this year. why? mainly cause it's on a weekday. which means i wont get to really celebrate it, with all the work and school and absence of very special people. i am not that thrilled actually. i guess it's cause it's the time of the month for me, and i am having some mood swings and stuff. but yah, just not so thrilled. it makes me miss school more even. it's just a moody, moody time for me now somehow.
but of course, being the helpless optimist, i still hope for something special. so yah, i am hoping.
ta-ta.
xoxo.
i am awaiting,
for the silver lining behind the dark cloud.
for that realisation of my faith.
only 1 day..
20070129
true colors.
true colors.
you with the sad eyes
Don't be discouraged
Oh i realize
It's hard to take courage
In a world full of people
You can lose sight of it all
And the darkness inside you
Makes you feel so small
But i see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why i love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful,
Like a rainbow
Show me a smile then,
Don't be unhappy, can't remember
When i last saw you laughing
If this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know i'll be there
And i'll see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why i love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful,
Like a rainbow
(when i last saw you laughing)
If this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know i'll be there
And i'll see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why i love you
So don't be afraid to let it show
Your true colors
True colors
True colors are
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why i love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful,
Like a rainbow
a really old song, but i was hooked to it ever since that ad with the bright colors. i love bright colors, and am captivated by them. always. call me a butterfly or whatever animals that love brights colors. =)
ta-ta.
xoxo.
suddenly the feeling's so strong.
what is?
my love for you, baby.
<3
you with the sad eyes
Don't be discouraged
Oh i realize
It's hard to take courage
In a world full of people
You can lose sight of it all
And the darkness inside you
Makes you feel so small
But i see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why i love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful,
Like a rainbow
Show me a smile then,
Don't be unhappy, can't remember
When i last saw you laughing
If this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know i'll be there
And i'll see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why i love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful,
Like a rainbow
(when i last saw you laughing)
If this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know i'll be there
And i'll see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why i love you
So don't be afraid to let it show
Your true colors
True colors
True colors are
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why i love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful,
Like a rainbow
a really old song, but i was hooked to it ever since that ad with the bright colors. i love bright colors, and am captivated by them. always. call me a butterfly or whatever animals that love brights colors. =)
ta-ta.
xoxo.
suddenly the feeling's so strong.
what is?
my love for you, baby.
<3
seeking a meaning..
seeking a meaning..
seriously, not going to school makes me feel really useless other than the usual bored, free, anti-social, happy, sad etc, people use to describe their school-less days.
besides that, i feel really disappointed in myself. all these days ever since i threw all the mugging mood behind after the O's, i havent read a good book nor have i written a emotion-filled prose or poem. you get what i mean? i just havent done anything that allows me to get in touch with the inner soul of tan woan tyng. (sighs) to think i used to coop myself somewhere in a corner all the time, scribble my heart-felt shits out, or just doodle some things i feel like expressing.
now, all i do is watch the bloody telly, go online and face that stupid monitor of mine, type some shits on my blog, go splurge some money on stuff i want not need, think about nothing constructive, go to work treating it as a routine not joy, face the mirror and complain about how my appearance can be improved...
POINT IS I AM BECOMING SO SICK OF MY SUPERFICIAL LIFESTLYE, I WANT TO JUMP OUT NOW!!
some part of me is telling me to get out of this sick-ass life and do something meaningful. but i am lost. what exactly is meaningful and will fulfil my odd need and desire to achieve this abstract self-satisfaction?
turn to a vegetarian? baby has strong objections to it. and i dont think i can give up meat.
volunteer somewhere and do community work? i am not really that kind of person. let's just say, i rather donate money than go sweat myself out cleaning the old folks' home or something.
i know i might be one of the mean-iest person on earth; i laugh at people when they fall flat on their faces, i bully little kids by eating their sweets and popping their balloons.. i'm just not a goodie two-shoe cause i tend to just react to how i feel, not how i should. haha. it's like i am just ME. aargh. dont know how to explain.
anyways, i have decided on how to get that attainment i was looking for. i shall:
go get a good and meaningful book
(no more silly books such as gossip girls, though i love them to death, but hey, i am turning 17. need more adult stuff. hahaha! but definitely not rich dad poor dad or stuff like that.);
watch less telly;
stay further away from the materialistic world and my "wants" (that probably means i'll get to shop lesser, but i dont really want anything now, thankfully.);
do more good deeds;
doodle more about my feelings.
list ends here so far. i shall probably complete these tasks first.
oh well, it never hurts to change the routine life once a while, yah? so i shall psycho myself into this new routine, and then change it again once i get bored! hahaha!
the O results are coming out soon, real soon. i do hope everything turns out well, and TING, JAS, MIC AND I get what we want! haha! please please please! besties, are we going to go out or not? I MISS YOU GUYS.
ta-ta.
xoxo.
i had a dream.
this dream of him.
are dreams true?
if so, did he forget me?
2 days..
seriously, not going to school makes me feel really useless other than the usual bored, free, anti-social, happy, sad etc, people use to describe their school-less days.
besides that, i feel really disappointed in myself. all these days ever since i threw all the mugging mood behind after the O's, i havent read a good book nor have i written a emotion-filled prose or poem. you get what i mean? i just havent done anything that allows me to get in touch with the inner soul of tan woan tyng. (sighs) to think i used to coop myself somewhere in a corner all the time, scribble my heart-felt shits out, or just doodle some things i feel like expressing.
now, all i do is watch the bloody telly, go online and face that stupid monitor of mine, type some shits on my blog, go splurge some money on stuff i want not need, think about nothing constructive, go to work treating it as a routine not joy, face the mirror and complain about how my appearance can be improved...
POINT IS I AM BECOMING SO SICK OF MY SUPERFICIAL LIFESTLYE, I WANT TO JUMP OUT NOW!!
some part of me is telling me to get out of this sick-ass life and do something meaningful. but i am lost. what exactly is meaningful and will fulfil my odd need and desire to achieve this abstract self-satisfaction?
turn to a vegetarian? baby has strong objections to it. and i dont think i can give up meat.
volunteer somewhere and do community work? i am not really that kind of person. let's just say, i rather donate money than go sweat myself out cleaning the old folks' home or something.
i know i might be one of the mean-iest person on earth; i laugh at people when they fall flat on their faces, i bully little kids by eating their sweets and popping their balloons.. i'm just not a goodie two-shoe cause i tend to just react to how i feel, not how i should. haha. it's like i am just ME. aargh. dont know how to explain.
anyways, i have decided on how to get that attainment i was looking for. i shall:
go get a good and meaningful book
(no more silly books such as gossip girls, though i love them to death, but hey, i am turning 17. need more adult stuff. hahaha! but definitely not rich dad poor dad or stuff like that.);
watch less telly;
stay further away from the materialistic world and my "wants" (that probably means i'll get to shop lesser, but i dont really want anything now, thankfully.);
do more good deeds;
doodle more about my feelings.
list ends here so far. i shall probably complete these tasks first.
oh well, it never hurts to change the routine life once a while, yah? so i shall psycho myself into this new routine, and then change it again once i get bored! hahaha!
the O results are coming out soon, real soon. i do hope everything turns out well, and TING, JAS, MIC AND I get what we want! haha! please please please! besties, are we going to go out or not? I MISS YOU GUYS.
ta-ta.
xoxo.
i had a dream.
this dream of him.
are dreams true?
if so, did he forget me?
2 days..
20070128
I'VE FINALLY GOT MY HAIR DONE!!!
I'VE FINALLY GOT MY HAIR DONE!!!
YES YES! i just got back from mummy's usual saloon and guess what??!! I FINALLY WENT ALL OUT AND... GOT SOME BROWN HIGHLIGHTS!! haha. i know, not THAT all out. but after much contemplation, i finally decided that i'll leave the curling for when my hair gets really long, it's more my style. so, i just did some highlights and oh wow, i look really better. there goes my VIRGIN HAIR (quoted from the hairdresser. thanks to him, i had to stifle my laughter and bite my lips to prevent myself from laughing hysterically in a shop filled with pretty hot guys.)! BYE-BYE to old, dull, boring, one-shade-haired tyng and WELCOME to this new, brightened-up, more energized and self-claimed hotter tyng! haha. yes, yes. i am loving it. though i am alittle worried about how things get when i go back to bp for my results, but whatever. i am still loving them, my highlights i mean.
it's really funny that i suddenly went without a reservation, but mummy's their valued customer, so all hail The Queen, and i get to do my hair even if they're closing soon. it's like i called and asked for mummy's favourite hairdresser (this skinny and pretty-gay man.), the person on the phone was like "he's busy. may i know who's on the line" and stuff, when i said i am "suzie's (my mummy's name) daughter", he had this 180degrees change and was all "oh. i think you can come over now". i know, i was practically laughing in the phone. oh well, randomness' in my family's genes. not so much for my daddy and bros, but definitely my mummy and i. =)
oh bee, thanks for yesterday and today. it was really fun, and i really liked jessica, shishir, pei xun and jacky! tell them for me yah? we should do this triple dating thingy more often. i know i wasnt really myself, but i'm sure i'll be more familiar with them next time! love you! and them too!
besties! wanna meet up on thurs? is it holiday for you guys? let me know! love you guys!
i cant wait to show people my hair! come on and ask me out!! haha. it's really not a big deal, but hey, i am still psyched! hah! besides, i need people telling me i dont look like an ah lian. mummy's teasing me!! she know i hate to look like and be told i look like ah lians, so she's all teasing me, making me pissed!! urgh.
ta-ta.
xoxo.
3 more days to my special day! got my present ready?
YES YES! i just got back from mummy's usual saloon and guess what??!! I FINALLY WENT ALL OUT AND... GOT SOME BROWN HIGHLIGHTS!! haha. i know, not THAT all out. but after much contemplation, i finally decided that i'll leave the curling for when my hair gets really long, it's more my style. so, i just did some highlights and oh wow, i look really better. there goes my VIRGIN HAIR (quoted from the hairdresser. thanks to him, i had to stifle my laughter and bite my lips to prevent myself from laughing hysterically in a shop filled with pretty hot guys.)! BYE-BYE to old, dull, boring, one-shade-haired tyng and WELCOME to this new, brightened-up, more energized and self-claimed hotter tyng! haha. yes, yes. i am loving it. though i am alittle worried about how things get when i go back to bp for my results, but whatever. i am still loving them, my highlights i mean.
it's really funny that i suddenly went without a reservation, but mummy's their valued customer, so all hail The Queen, and i get to do my hair even if they're closing soon. it's like i called and asked for mummy's favourite hairdresser (this skinny and pretty-gay man.), the person on the phone was like "he's busy. may i know who's on the line" and stuff, when i said i am "suzie's (my mummy's name) daughter", he had this 180degrees change and was all "oh. i think you can come over now". i know, i was practically laughing in the phone. oh well, randomness' in my family's genes. not so much for my daddy and bros, but definitely my mummy and i. =)
oh bee, thanks for yesterday and today. it was really fun, and i really liked jessica, shishir, pei xun and jacky! tell them for me yah? we should do this triple dating thingy more often. i know i wasnt really myself, but i'm sure i'll be more familiar with them next time! love you! and them too!
besties! wanna meet up on thurs? is it holiday for you guys? let me know! love you guys!
i cant wait to show people my hair! come on and ask me out!! haha. it's really not a big deal, but hey, i am still psyched! hah! besides, i need people telling me i dont look like an ah lian. mummy's teasing me!! she know i hate to look like and be told i look like ah lians, so she's all teasing me, making me pissed!! urgh.
ta-ta.
xoxo.
3 more days to my special day! got my present ready?
20070126
two hours of pampering session.
two hours of pampering session.
finally the weekends are here again. seriously, i thought the kindergarten will be a dull place to be, but shockingly, there are some, what i would call, bloody fussy parents out there who definitely spice up the place. especially those who have abit of moolah, and wants to be it all. like so no class, commenting on and pin-pointing every single detailed problem, but is damn tatillon with the money-paying part. sheesh. to make things worst, their kids like to complain about every single thing too, and is the biggest crybaby alive. who to blame? nobody but the parents, it's all their nurturing.
i came home at about 7:30pm just now. and straightaway, i headed to the showers and started my pampering. haha. i've purchased the Veet Hair Removal Gel Cream for quite awhile now, but havent been able to get to it cause of the busy schedule and fatigue. but today, i "shaved" my legs and the pits of my arms (trying to make this parts sound more glammed. haha.) and even put a hair mask. so now, i am not only clean, but exfoliated and moisturised, and has sexy, hairless legs and pits of arms! woots! hahaha. oh, back to Veet. yah, it's really pretty useful for a d.i.y actually. moreover, it doesnt hurt at all! haha. i know, sounds like advertising, but i am not paid lah! just out of my own goodwill. so if i rank the 3 main hair removal processes, i would say:
1st- Veet; 2nd- waxing (due to the pain to be suffered); 3rd-shaving.
in terms of the general efficiency, results and the process time and journey, Veet definitely is a better choice, since it's painless, fast (just 3 to 6 mins!) and also, removes most of the visible hair. go try ah!
O' results are releasing soon yah? just thinking about it now, makes my nights sleepless . i really wish to do well enough to get me into a preferable jc, such as acjc. haha. and i also hope that my besties (who else but TING, JAS and MIC!!) will be able to do well too, so we'll have a bigger chance of being housed in the same place for the next two years! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE GOD! (prays really hard.)
you guys rock my socks off!! xoxoxos.
mummy and liang was watching this discovery show just now. i turned and what met my gorgeous eyes (hahahaha!) was the grossest thing i ever seen: a camel giving birth. no wonder the moans and cries i heard were so, erm, ouch-worthy. i am taking this as a sign (once again) to never ever give birth. nothing's changing my mind yet. so set. really. the pain might not really be worth it if for some wrong reason, my kid doesnt grow up properly. you cant guarantee these things, especially with all the bad infleunces now. futhermore, many kids in the orphanages are waiting to be adopted. no?
ta-ta.
xoxo.
it's a 5 days' countdown to that special day!
finally the weekends are here again. seriously, i thought the kindergarten will be a dull place to be, but shockingly, there are some, what i would call, bloody fussy parents out there who definitely spice up the place. especially those who have abit of moolah, and wants to be it all. like so no class, commenting on and pin-pointing every single detailed problem, but is damn tatillon with the money-paying part. sheesh. to make things worst, their kids like to complain about every single thing too, and is the biggest crybaby alive. who to blame? nobody but the parents, it's all their nurturing.
i came home at about 7:30pm just now. and straightaway, i headed to the showers and started my pampering. haha. i've purchased the Veet Hair Removal Gel Cream for quite awhile now, but havent been able to get to it cause of the busy schedule and fatigue. but today, i "shaved" my legs and the pits of my arms (trying to make this parts sound more glammed. haha.) and even put a hair mask. so now, i am not only clean, but exfoliated and moisturised, and has sexy, hairless legs and pits of arms! woots! hahaha. oh, back to Veet. yah, it's really pretty useful for a d.i.y actually. moreover, it doesnt hurt at all! haha. i know, sounds like advertising, but i am not paid lah! just out of my own goodwill. so if i rank the 3 main hair removal processes, i would say:
1st- Veet; 2nd- waxing (due to the pain to be suffered); 3rd-shaving.
in terms of the general efficiency, results and the process time and journey, Veet definitely is a better choice, since it's painless, fast (just 3 to 6 mins!) and also, removes most of the visible hair. go try ah!
O' results are releasing soon yah? just thinking about it now, makes my nights sleepless . i really wish to do well enough to get me into a preferable jc, such as acjc. haha. and i also hope that my besties (who else but TING, JAS and MIC!!) will be able to do well too, so we'll have a bigger chance of being housed in the same place for the next two years! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE GOD! (prays really hard.)
you guys rock my socks off!! xoxoxos.
mummy and liang was watching this discovery show just now. i turned and what met my gorgeous eyes (hahahaha!) was the grossest thing i ever seen: a camel giving birth. no wonder the moans and cries i heard were so, erm, ouch-worthy. i am taking this as a sign (once again) to never ever give birth. nothing's changing my mind yet. so set. really. the pain might not really be worth it if for some wrong reason, my kid doesnt grow up properly. you cant guarantee these things, especially with all the bad infleunces now. futhermore, many kids in the orphanages are waiting to be adopted. no?
ta-ta.
xoxo.
it's a 5 days' countdown to that special day!
yes, i am an self-obsessed perfectionist. bite me.
yes, i am an self-obsessed perfectionist. bite me.
i have always been somewhat of a perfectionist. especially when it comes to myself. like when i do something, i might repeat the same task a couple of times to make sure that the results i got was the best i can manage to produce. i guess that's why i get so frustrated with others, and sometimes myself, when the reality clashes with my expectations, which i would admit are pretty darn high. and let me tell you, the clashing part happens way more than the meeting. one fine example of me being a 'koo-koo' in the head would be when i have nothing better to do, and let my self-obsession lead me to an afternoon of photo-taking session. of myself duh. cam-whore! hahaha. and what was suppose to be a leisure and relaxing stunt usually backfires and make me jump in fits of anger, blaming my lousy phone, the bad lighting and even my own face. it's like i will try the same pose two, three or even twenty times and then delete all the bad ones and just leave the good ones. it's like so taxing that i regret doing it after awhile and turn to the telly for some consolation.
examples:
(fyi: this phone's baby's.)
dont you think they look kind of (but not entirely!!) the same? haha. i took them and a few others, but decided to keep these 3 only. cause in the end, i cant decide which's better. hahahaha.
there are many times i have done this. way more than the usual snap-again-cause-this-one's-defected. i snap again even if it's okay but for a little room for improvement. oh well. the leopard never changes its spots. so why do i even bother trying? (shrugs)
AND girls! i have this great news. chanced upon this show on cable which teaches girls to improve their figure, and i learnt this new move which i thought was ridiculously humorous, effective and fun to do! it's actually a dance move (the curve i think) so you can also strut it in parties, and it ensures a slimmer waistline, straighter back, snake-like curves and also top-notch elegance and posture.
it goes like this:
(a) stand in front of any wall. face it.
(b) move to about half a foot's length away from the wall.
(c) what you're going to do is actually to make contact with the wall with 7 parts of your whole body, in this sequence: (1st- your forehead; 2nd- tip of nose; 3rd- chin; 4th- chest/boobies; 5th- stomach; 6th- thighs; 7th- knees)
PS: make sure all parts are flat on the wall each time. except for tip of nose and chin, or course. do it 10 times per day. and wait see that bod become hotter and curvier, sexy! woots!
oh. and when showing off this move in parties, please do it WITHOUT the wall.
it'll be somewhat like what she does in 00:45, the curving of the body. just more elaborated for us, cause we'll be bending lower. go see.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vhqfhoiAzsU
going to go practise what i preach! ta-ta!
xoxo.
i have always been somewhat of a perfectionist. especially when it comes to myself. like when i do something, i might repeat the same task a couple of times to make sure that the results i got was the best i can manage to produce. i guess that's why i get so frustrated with others, and sometimes myself, when the reality clashes with my expectations, which i would admit are pretty darn high. and let me tell you, the clashing part happens way more than the meeting. one fine example of me being a 'koo-koo' in the head would be when i have nothing better to do, and let my self-obsession lead me to an afternoon of photo-taking session. of myself duh. cam-whore! hahaha. and what was suppose to be a leisure and relaxing stunt usually backfires and make me jump in fits of anger, blaming my lousy phone, the bad lighting and even my own face. it's like i will try the same pose two, three or even twenty times and then delete all the bad ones and just leave the good ones. it's like so taxing that i regret doing it after awhile and turn to the telly for some consolation.
examples:
(fyi: this phone's baby's.)dont you think they look kind of (but not entirely!!) the same? haha. i took them and a few others, but decided to keep these 3 only. cause in the end, i cant decide which's better. hahahaha.
there are many times i have done this. way more than the usual snap-again-cause-this-one's-defected. i snap again even if it's okay but for a little room for improvement. oh well. the leopard never changes its spots. so why do i even bother trying? (shrugs)
AND girls! i have this great news. chanced upon this show on cable which teaches girls to improve their figure, and i learnt this new move which i thought was ridiculously humorous, effective and fun to do! it's actually a dance move (the curve i think) so you can also strut it in parties, and it ensures a slimmer waistline, straighter back, snake-like curves and also top-notch elegance and posture.
it goes like this:
(a) stand in front of any wall. face it.
(b) move to about half a foot's length away from the wall.
(c) what you're going to do is actually to make contact with the wall with 7 parts of your whole body, in this sequence: (1st- your forehead; 2nd- tip of nose; 3rd- chin; 4th- chest/boobies; 5th- stomach; 6th- thighs; 7th- knees)
PS: make sure all parts are flat on the wall each time. except for tip of nose and chin, or course. do it 10 times per day. and wait see that bod become hotter and curvier, sexy! woots!
oh. and when showing off this move in parties, please do it WITHOUT the wall.
it'll be somewhat like what she does in 00:45, the curving of the body. just more elaborated for us, cause we'll be bending lower. go see.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vhqfhoiAzsU
going to go practise what i preach! ta-ta!
xoxo.
20070124
i confuse and piss myself off all the time.
i confuse and piss myself off all the time.
you know what? i get pretty sick of myself most of the time. the things i do, feel and say are always shocking to myself, like most of the time.
well, today, i shocked the hell out of myself when i actually wanted to wrenched my aching heart and throw it in this guy's (call him A) face who had created hell lot of trouble for me and carried his pathetic ass to some other place oversea. we were together once and well, my feelings changed and i initiated the break. somethings are just not meant to be. there are some things he did which hurt me, but i wont state them here. anyways, when we're done, he seriously garnered much of my sympathy by playing the victim and making my heart ache for him all the time. the tears i shed for our problem can be measure in oceans, if there is such a measurement unit. life was a torture with his constant moans about how he'll wait for me, how he'll love me only. i am not that kind of a girl to believe these bull-crap. but you know how a girl gets with these constant blasts of even the most ridiculous words; she'll slowly come to think that maybe these words are from the bottom of his heart. and guess what? even when he's gone from the country i am in, these lies continue; we had talking opportunities since we stayed friends, for i was being toyed around by my heart. again. and though things turned pretty fugly, there's still a little silly part of me that believes everybody can be given a second chance. my bad.
i got together with one of my best male friends, who, ironically, introduced me to A. and i guess he wasnt really happy about it: A totally denied him and they didnt even get to be friends anymore. my boyfriend really got me through all these shits and led me to this calm stage now. well, while so, A began psycho-ing people to believe that my boyfriend's a jerk who stole his best friend's girlfriend, and in turn lead people to say what a bitch or slut i am. i am so sick of all these nonsense, since you have "someone you love" already, just stop being sore that your EX-best friend and EX-girlfriend are happy together. just feck off. thank you so darn much. i didnt mean the bad language, but oh well.
and i come to the part i dont get. when i heard that he has someone new, i was weirdly upset. i have no idea for what. is it for the fact that he gets to be all happy after he almost ruined my life? (fyi: i am fine and dainty. thanks to bee. and my besties! but i just dont really like that he's happy. yah, i am a selfish, spoilt brat. shrugs.)
or is it that i am sore that he broke the crap promises he made? (well, it would be nice to have people pining for you, no? haha.)
or is it that he found someone that i think doesnt made me look bad? (there's this study that girls rather their ex-es find new spouses that are better than them. so that they'll lose hands-down. in this case, so not! he found himself a twit. rolls eyes. oh well. true love's BLIND. i'll throw in DUMB, MUTE AND RETARDED.)
so, what jas told me was that this' a common thing among girls. the selfishness that is. oh well. i dont really get it, but whatever. he's out of my life for sure now. i had this whole msn spiting session with him. and believe me, i am at my calmest. i have my besties!
and him. love you, baby. <3
ta-ta.
xoxo.
turning 17 in just 7 days!
you know what? i get pretty sick of myself most of the time. the things i do, feel and say are always shocking to myself, like most of the time.
well, today, i shocked the hell out of myself when i actually wanted to wrenched my aching heart and throw it in this guy's (call him A) face who had created hell lot of trouble for me and carried his pathetic ass to some other place oversea. we were together once and well, my feelings changed and i initiated the break. somethings are just not meant to be. there are some things he did which hurt me, but i wont state them here. anyways, when we're done, he seriously garnered much of my sympathy by playing the victim and making my heart ache for him all the time. the tears i shed for our problem can be measure in oceans, if there is such a measurement unit. life was a torture with his constant moans about how he'll wait for me, how he'll love me only. i am not that kind of a girl to believe these bull-crap. but you know how a girl gets with these constant blasts of even the most ridiculous words; she'll slowly come to think that maybe these words are from the bottom of his heart. and guess what? even when he's gone from the country i am in, these lies continue; we had talking opportunities since we stayed friends, for i was being toyed around by my heart. again. and though things turned pretty fugly, there's still a little silly part of me that believes everybody can be given a second chance. my bad.
i got together with one of my best male friends, who, ironically, introduced me to A. and i guess he wasnt really happy about it: A totally denied him and they didnt even get to be friends anymore. my boyfriend really got me through all these shits and led me to this calm stage now. well, while so, A began psycho-ing people to believe that my boyfriend's a jerk who stole his best friend's girlfriend, and in turn lead people to say what a bitch or slut i am. i am so sick of all these nonsense, since you have "someone you love" already, just stop being sore that your EX-best friend and EX-girlfriend are happy together. just feck off. thank you so darn much. i didnt mean the bad language, but oh well.
and i come to the part i dont get. when i heard that he has someone new, i was weirdly upset. i have no idea for what. is it for the fact that he gets to be all happy after he almost ruined my life? (fyi: i am fine and dainty. thanks to bee. and my besties! but i just dont really like that he's happy. yah, i am a selfish, spoilt brat. shrugs.)
or is it that i am sore that he broke the crap promises he made? (well, it would be nice to have people pining for you, no? haha.)
or is it that he found someone that i think doesnt made me look bad? (there's this study that girls rather their ex-es find new spouses that are better than them. so that they'll lose hands-down. in this case, so not! he found himself a twit. rolls eyes. oh well. true love's BLIND. i'll throw in DUMB, MUTE AND RETARDED.)
so, what jas told me was that this' a common thing among girls. the selfishness that is. oh well. i dont really get it, but whatever. he's out of my life for sure now. i had this whole msn spiting session with him. and believe me, i am at my calmest. i have my besties!
and him. love you, baby. <3
ta-ta.
xoxo.
turning 17 in just 7 days!
hoping for a new change.
hoping for a new change.
every thing's back to normal now. the storm has blown away, and peace is here to stay. hey, rhymes! and you know what? there's even a rainbow waiting for us to find that pot of gold. haha. i know, delirious. yah, i am. thanks to the kids in school, in the best way. =) anyways, we should really meet up soon, okay gals? I MISS AND LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS! hey, give me advice after reading this post! xoxoxos.
so yah, in school today, i had a little chat with this cute little girl. her name's priscilla, very sweet and smart. but alittle, i would say, too random. she can just suddenly run up and down and about, in the midst of a conversation. haha. so today, we were reading a story book about princesses. and she was all pointing to the different princesses and saying who should be who. well, i was "assigned" to be the sleeping beauty. and out of fun, i asked her what about my mummy, who she calls teacher suzie. and unexpectedly, she said, "queen lah". didnt expect her to know that a princess' mother's the queen. haha. so yah, now, i am the priscilla-claimed princess. how come you're not bowing? ALL HAIL PRINCESS WOAN TYNG.
Her Royal Highness, The Queen (i am going to address my mummy that now. until when, i dont know. haha.) had a pretty nice suggestion today. well, remember my mop of dull and liveless so-called hair? yah, i know. sheesh. what Her Highness suggested was that i should get a change. so we were talking about all the possibilities, and now i know, how bloody boring and conservative i am. compared to my 42-years-old (dont tell her i told you!) Mother Queen even. she suggested many, many wild wild stuff, and i always have my reserves. like she suggested a cut like jas', i was all worried that i cant pull the bangs off. she suggested a perm, i was contemplating if i'll look too old or silly or twit-ish. i mean, WHAT IS MY PROBLEM?! i should really heck-care everything and get a change! but i cant. the rational part of tyng that's freaking scared of public humiliation just cant stop psycho-ing the rest of tyng that a change's worth the risk. the only thing i decided that i might try is getting some highlights. we're talking about a free makeover sponsored by my Mother Queen here! and i didnt go for it. smooth tyng, smooth.
so people, help me! convince me to go for it or not! haha. keep tagging! especially you three ah! and bee too!
ta-ta.
xoxo.
every thing's back to normal now. the storm has blown away, and peace is here to stay. hey, rhymes! and you know what? there's even a rainbow waiting for us to find that pot of gold. haha. i know, delirious. yah, i am. thanks to the kids in school, in the best way. =) anyways, we should really meet up soon, okay gals? I MISS AND LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS! hey, give me advice after reading this post! xoxoxos.
so yah, in school today, i had a little chat with this cute little girl. her name's priscilla, very sweet and smart. but alittle, i would say, too random. she can just suddenly run up and down and about, in the midst of a conversation. haha. so today, we were reading a story book about princesses. and she was all pointing to the different princesses and saying who should be who. well, i was "assigned" to be the sleeping beauty. and out of fun, i asked her what about my mummy, who she calls teacher suzie. and unexpectedly, she said, "queen lah". didnt expect her to know that a princess' mother's the queen. haha. so yah, now, i am the priscilla-claimed princess. how come you're not bowing? ALL HAIL PRINCESS WOAN TYNG.
Her Royal Highness, The Queen (i am going to address my mummy that now. until when, i dont know. haha.) had a pretty nice suggestion today. well, remember my mop of dull and liveless so-called hair? yah, i know. sheesh. what Her Highness suggested was that i should get a change. so we were talking about all the possibilities, and now i know, how bloody boring and conservative i am. compared to my 42-years-old (dont tell her i told you!) Mother Queen even. she suggested many, many wild wild stuff, and i always have my reserves. like she suggested a cut like jas', i was all worried that i cant pull the bangs off. she suggested a perm, i was contemplating if i'll look too old or silly or twit-ish. i mean, WHAT IS MY PROBLEM?! i should really heck-care everything and get a change! but i cant. the rational part of tyng that's freaking scared of public humiliation just cant stop psycho-ing the rest of tyng that a change's worth the risk. the only thing i decided that i might try is getting some highlights. we're talking about a free makeover sponsored by my Mother Queen here! and i didnt go for it. smooth tyng, smooth.
so people, help me! convince me to go for it or not! haha. keep tagging! especially you three ah! and bee too!
ta-ta.
xoxo.
20070121
my 101 years old great-grandpa.
my 101 years old great-grandpa.
went to my grandparents' house today to visit them and also my great-grandpa who is currently living there after the constant rain flooded his house in kota tinggi, which is pretty far from here. yup, he's 101years old this year, but still bloody strong and alert. i guess it's in the genes. he doesnt really do much pampering to himself actually, neither does he import wasabi and sashimi from Japan or use dew water to make chi tea, or eat Korean ginseng. hahaha. he's a frugal person, since he was an entrepreneur who came to malaysia from china at age of 15 and started an import-export business from nothing. it's like a story from the drama serial about war and our ancestors. i dont need to visit museums to know about life back then, i have this living history textbook right in our family. and indeed, he came from china on a raft/sampan, made a living and loads of moolah, contributed to society and helped many people when the world wars stroke back then. wonder why he wasnt named a hero like lim bo sheng.. maybe not high-profile enough? anyway, mummy told me today, if a person lived over 100years old, his funeral will be done in red like a wedding, in chinese custom. so it means that it's a happy thing, kind of like celebrating that someone lived to over a 100. so yah, i thought it was pretty cool. not many people get to see or attend this kind of funeral, no? not that i am expecting to do it so soon, but death's part of life, so yah, it's normal to talk about it. honestly, i dont want him to die so soon, i travelled to so many places with him and my grandparents. so he has the clearest memory about me. plus i am pampered by him too. guess i really live in a pretty special family, and i am so uber glad to be the apple of every body's eye. haha. loving the attention.
AND, mummy and i went shopping today. again. and i got a dorothy perkins top which has psychedelic colours. and mummy bought a dress. haha. but i am really bummed that they dont sell jewellery in the retail shops at the mall anymore. can you imagine not being to get earrings or necklaces or bracelets from topshop or dorothy perkins or nafnaf in jb's supposed best mall? i was so swearing "omg, wtf" in my heart when i asked the staff and they told me the bloody bad news. now, i have get to kl or singapore to buy a pair of earrings. am pissed, really.
ting! please tell me where you got that pair of earrings which you wore when we went to newyork newyork. pretty nice, girl! dont mind if i got the same ones?
but whatever, mummy agreed for me to go shop in spore when i need better stuff. she's pretty much sick of jb's super lousy shopping experience too. i caught her sneaking to orchard and city hall a couple of times with her friends. to think she dared to say she bought it here when the paper bag clearly stated that they have branches all over the island, but hey, no franchise in jb. haha. smooth, mummy. smooth. also, her often trips to bangkok (without me!) also set my desire to turn 18 real fast. so i can travel legally by my own. aargh. want to migrate again.
bitch corner.
okay, i have a point to make!! why in the world do people wear dark, dark shades indoors, then bump into others and say "i didnt see you" like it wasnt their fault? not even an apology! well, DUH you didnt see me, you dumb-ass! your vision was blocked by your moronic white-rimmed dark shades which you put on in a place with abso-NO eye-blinding sun rays or reflection of light rays from a bald spot! you idiot. like i am that short or small-sized. i was wearing my 3-inches heels, so i am pretty much taller and definitely VISIBLE! how dare you say "i didnt see you" like it's my fault for being not-that visible so you can ram your fat bod into my guts. and as if it was me who appeared out of nowhere and bumping into your sunglasses-wearing bimbo of a girlfriend. dont you bully a young and innocent girl who doesnt have her man or bodyguards around, you big baboons. i was just minding my own business, WATCHING WHERE I WAS GOING, and looking into dorothy perkins and saw that top i kind-of liked, was about to turn in and BAMM! now i am all fired up. my boobies still hurt from the collision with miss super-big-jumbo-truck and partner. an actual case of my all-time-favourite mutual bad taste. ouch much. i was not that pissed about the you-hurting-my-fragile-bod-part seriously, it was more of the no-apologies-and-still-behaving-like-ill-mannered-shits-oh-so-sarcastically part that made me want to jump at them, tugging at their ugly dyed-gold mops of shits. urgh. pissed pissed pissed. people who support me, do TAG!! i so want to write a petition to the govt for banning shades indoors! it's air-conditioned and sheltered, for pete's sake!
ta-ta.
xoxo.
went to my grandparents' house today to visit them and also my great-grandpa who is currently living there after the constant rain flooded his house in kota tinggi, which is pretty far from here. yup, he's 101years old this year, but still bloody strong and alert. i guess it's in the genes. he doesnt really do much pampering to himself actually, neither does he import wasabi and sashimi from Japan or use dew water to make chi tea, or eat Korean ginseng. hahaha. he's a frugal person, since he was an entrepreneur who came to malaysia from china at age of 15 and started an import-export business from nothing. it's like a story from the drama serial about war and our ancestors. i dont need to visit museums to know about life back then, i have this living history textbook right in our family. and indeed, he came from china on a raft/sampan, made a living and loads of moolah, contributed to society and helped many people when the world wars stroke back then. wonder why he wasnt named a hero like lim bo sheng.. maybe not high-profile enough? anyway, mummy told me today, if a person lived over 100years old, his funeral will be done in red like a wedding, in chinese custom. so it means that it's a happy thing, kind of like celebrating that someone lived to over a 100. so yah, i thought it was pretty cool. not many people get to see or attend this kind of funeral, no? not that i am expecting to do it so soon, but death's part of life, so yah, it's normal to talk about it. honestly, i dont want him to die so soon, i travelled to so many places with him and my grandparents. so he has the clearest memory about me. plus i am pampered by him too. guess i really live in a pretty special family, and i am so uber glad to be the apple of every body's eye. haha. loving the attention.
AND, mummy and i went shopping today. again. and i got a dorothy perkins top which has psychedelic colours. and mummy bought a dress. haha. but i am really bummed that they dont sell jewellery in the retail shops at the mall anymore. can you imagine not being to get earrings or necklaces or bracelets from topshop or dorothy perkins or nafnaf in jb's supposed best mall? i was so swearing "omg, wtf" in my heart when i asked the staff and they told me the bloody bad news. now, i have get to kl or singapore to buy a pair of earrings. am pissed, really.
ting! please tell me where you got that pair of earrings which you wore when we went to newyork newyork. pretty nice, girl! dont mind if i got the same ones?
but whatever, mummy agreed for me to go shop in spore when i need better stuff. she's pretty much sick of jb's super lousy shopping experience too. i caught her sneaking to orchard and city hall a couple of times with her friends. to think she dared to say she bought it here when the paper bag clearly stated that they have branches all over the island, but hey, no franchise in jb. haha. smooth, mummy. smooth. also, her often trips to bangkok (without me!) also set my desire to turn 18 real fast. so i can travel legally by my own. aargh. want to migrate again.
bitch corner.
okay, i have a point to make!! why in the world do people wear dark, dark shades indoors, then bump into others and say "i didnt see you" like it wasnt their fault? not even an apology! well, DUH you didnt see me, you dumb-ass! your vision was blocked by your moronic white-rimmed dark shades which you put on in a place with abso-NO eye-blinding sun rays or reflection of light rays from a bald spot! you idiot. like i am that short or small-sized. i was wearing my 3-inches heels, so i am pretty much taller and definitely VISIBLE! how dare you say "i didnt see you" like it's my fault for being not-that visible so you can ram your fat bod into my guts. and as if it was me who appeared out of nowhere and bumping into your sunglasses-wearing bimbo of a girlfriend. dont you bully a young and innocent girl who doesnt have her man or bodyguards around, you big baboons. i was just minding my own business, WATCHING WHERE I WAS GOING, and looking into dorothy perkins and saw that top i kind-of liked, was about to turn in and BAMM! now i am all fired up. my boobies still hurt from the collision with miss super-big-jumbo-truck and partner. an actual case of my all-time-favourite mutual bad taste. ouch much. i was not that pissed about the you-hurting-my-fragile-bod-part seriously, it was more of the no-apologies-and-still-behaving-like-ill-mannered-shits-oh-so-sarcastically part that made me want to jump at them, tugging at their ugly dyed-gold mops of shits. urgh. pissed pissed pissed. people who support me, do TAG!! i so want to write a petition to the govt for banning shades indoors! it's air-conditioned and sheltered, for pete's sake!
ta-ta.
xoxo.
20070120
check this out. it's magic.
check this out. it's magic.
bee introduced this thingy to me. really abso-fucking-lute-ly cool! sweetness! enjoy.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dNfHNfG2zq8
ta-ta.
xoxo.
bee introduced this thingy to me. really abso-fucking-lute-ly cool! sweetness! enjoy.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dNfHNfG2zq8
ta-ta.
xoxo.
pent-up.
pent-up.
no, it is NOT anything sexual. what i have pent-up is NOT of that sort. it is just merely my bloody desire to dress up really nice and fashionable and MY AGE! ever since i became the kindergarten teacher, i have been walking about in shirts and trousers and skirts over the knee and proper clothes and formal wear and OLD GRANNY'S CARDIGANS and everything NOT nice! so not powerpuff girls here. it's like i am desiring and i hunger to be decked in my babydoll dresses and skinny jeans and revealing, sexy clothes (just an example) and my heels and ballet flats and AARGH-JUST-EVERYTHING-YOUNG! i am so throwing out those PRIM AND PROPER CLOTHES! IT'S TIME FOR TEACHER WOAN TYNG'S MAKEOVER! HAHAHA!
so after asking for mummy's (the school's director. hmph.) permission, in the most polite and pretend-to-be-poor-thing way, i finally decided (and get) to report for work in finer outfits, though i cant wear jeans. too casual. oh well, whatever. at least i get to paint my nails. hahaha. so yah, when i got home from work today, i ran upstairs and grabbed that new bottle of BLACK varnish (oh yah.) and totally did my nails. so now, i have BLACK nails, all ten of them clicking happily on my BLACK keyboards! haha. pure coincidental. i was so caught up in beautifying myself that i even ignored bee for awhile when he came to visit me. haha. sorry darling.
i think now i know why i bought that 140 dollars revealing dress! it's a form of revenge or should i say, release. releasing all these anger of wearing conservative (even i think so means it REALLY is over the top!) clothes. so yah, now i guess the people asking me to "be daring" and "youthful" (that's my mummy. tsk.) are going to drop their jaws. hahahaha! i am going to be hot. hopefully. oh well, it's late. going to go catch some beauty sleep.
ta-ta
xoxo.
when black is still the new black.
oh, and it's 11 days to MY special day!
no, it is NOT anything sexual. what i have pent-up is NOT of that sort. it is just merely my bloody desire to dress up really nice and fashionable and MY AGE! ever since i became the kindergarten teacher, i have been walking about in shirts and trousers and skirts over the knee and proper clothes and formal wear and OLD GRANNY'S CARDIGANS and everything NOT nice! so not powerpuff girls here. it's like i am desiring and i hunger to be decked in my babydoll dresses and skinny jeans and revealing, sexy clothes (just an example) and my heels and ballet flats and AARGH-JUST-EVERYTHING-YOUNG! i am so throwing out those PRIM AND PROPER CLOTHES! IT'S TIME FOR TEACHER WOAN TYNG'S MAKEOVER! HAHAHA!
so after asking for mummy's (the school's director. hmph.) permission, in the most polite and pretend-to-be-poor-thing way, i finally decided (and get) to report for work in finer outfits, though i cant wear jeans. too casual. oh well, whatever. at least i get to paint my nails. hahaha. so yah, when i got home from work today, i ran upstairs and grabbed that new bottle of BLACK varnish (oh yah.) and totally did my nails. so now, i have BLACK nails, all ten of them clicking happily on my BLACK keyboards! haha. pure coincidental. i was so caught up in beautifying myself that i even ignored bee for awhile when he came to visit me. haha. sorry darling.
i think now i know why i bought that 140 dollars revealing dress! it's a form of revenge or should i say, release. releasing all these anger of wearing conservative (even i think so means it REALLY is over the top!) clothes. so yah, now i guess the people asking me to "be daring" and "youthful" (that's my mummy. tsk.) are going to drop their jaws. hahahaha! i am going to be hot. hopefully. oh well, it's late. going to go catch some beauty sleep.
ta-ta
xoxo.
when black is still the new black.
oh, and it's 11 days to MY special day!
20070119
jas is sweetness!
jas is sweetness!
due to my lack of intellect in the blogging aspect, i need to constantly trouble my besties with all the sudden stupid probs i have with the htmls and other stuff i cant name. haha. anyways, JAS, MY SAVIOUR totally fixed me up with a new blog skin. and yes, I ABSO-LOVE IT! THANKS BABE! and she even left me this note:
TYNG (READ THIS)
Hi tyng i've attempted to fix your blog. don't know if this is what you want though. let me know if you want to change anything alright?
Glad to help (if i did)!
With <3, jas
dont you just wish you have besties like mine? yes. they are abso-fab and the greatest!
THANKS JAS! LOVE YOU LOADS! xoxoxos.
ta-ta.
xoxo.
due to my lack of intellect in the blogging aspect, i need to constantly trouble my besties with all the sudden stupid probs i have with the htmls and other stuff i cant name. haha. anyways, JAS, MY SAVIOUR totally fixed me up with a new blog skin. and yes, I ABSO-LOVE IT! THANKS BABE! and she even left me this note:
TYNG (READ THIS)
Hi tyng i've attempted to fix your blog. don't know if this is what you want though. let me know if you want to change anything alright?
Glad to help (if i did)!
With <3, jas
dont you just wish you have besties like mine? yes. they are abso-fab and the greatest!
THANKS JAS! LOVE YOU LOADS! xoxoxos.
ta-ta.
xoxo.
20070118
from the heavens to earth indeed.
from the heavens to the earth indeed.
this is dedicated to all the kiddos in mummy's kindergarten. just a dedication, doesnt have to be practical. haha.
well, today finally changed my opinions about these little imps called kids. not totally but almost. after so long! haha. as you all know, i was pretty sick yesterday. today isnt that top-notch still, but at least i am normal. but these little things demonstrated real sweetness! for example, i was coughing and this little boy called jun yu looked at me with his big round eyes and asked "what happened". when i said stuff like "teacher is sick", he gave me a kiss and a tissue. haha. i know. aww. and later in class, the kids all could tell i wasnt that normal, since i wasnt that bubbly and hyper towards them. of course it helped that i coughed alittle. couldnt help it; barfing worn me down and i wasnt in the bloody mood to jump around like a bunny. so they were surprisingly quiet and attentive, and the time passed so easily and smoothly. later at childcare aka the afternoon session, i finally get to sleep with the kids after all the bathing and feeding them, of course the worst part too: homework-doing. and while we were all lying down, i took my usual space beside the same little tissue-giving boy, jun yu, since he's the youngest, only about 2 going 3. well, i was patting him and he ran his little hand up and down my lower arm, like patting me too. let me tell you, at that moment, i totally forgave all the torture that these little things have been given me the past few aeons. and when they all slept, i was just staring at them and i got to say, everybody has nice, long eyelashes. they are all so beautiful. haha. i know, i must be delirious. but at that moment, i actually thought to myself "it would be nice to have children" (but touchwood, not now lah!). so yah, that's enlightenment for me. i was touched indeed. in that lazy afternoon, with the air conditioner blurring and soft classical music playing in the background (yah, muzak during afternoon naps. what life.), i believed with all my heart that they are angels without wings. untainted; waiting to be colored. innocent. true. <3
so yah, those who think kids are annoying and yucky or whatever. just wait for that moment, when you get the 180 degrees change to your opinion or just simply alttle doubtful of yourself. i will still dislike them sometimes, but i wont deny that they are another wonder of the world. haha. arent we all?
will try to post their pics up soon.
ta-ta.
xoxo.
this is dedicated to all the kiddos in mummy's kindergarten. just a dedication, doesnt have to be practical. haha.
well, today finally changed my opinions about these little imps called kids. not totally but almost. after so long! haha. as you all know, i was pretty sick yesterday. today isnt that top-notch still, but at least i am normal. but these little things demonstrated real sweetness! for example, i was coughing and this little boy called jun yu looked at me with his big round eyes and asked "what happened". when i said stuff like "teacher is sick", he gave me a kiss and a tissue. haha. i know. aww. and later in class, the kids all could tell i wasnt that normal, since i wasnt that bubbly and hyper towards them. of course it helped that i coughed alittle. couldnt help it; barfing worn me down and i wasnt in the bloody mood to jump around like a bunny. so they were surprisingly quiet and attentive, and the time passed so easily and smoothly. later at childcare aka the afternoon session, i finally get to sleep with the kids after all the bathing and feeding them, of course the worst part too: homework-doing. and while we were all lying down, i took my usual space beside the same little tissue-giving boy, jun yu, since he's the youngest, only about 2 going 3. well, i was patting him and he ran his little hand up and down my lower arm, like patting me too. let me tell you, at that moment, i totally forgave all the torture that these little things have been given me the past few aeons. and when they all slept, i was just staring at them and i got to say, everybody has nice, long eyelashes. they are all so beautiful. haha. i know, i must be delirious. but at that moment, i actually thought to myself "it would be nice to have children" (but touchwood, not now lah!). so yah, that's enlightenment for me. i was touched indeed. in that lazy afternoon, with the air conditioner blurring and soft classical music playing in the background (yah, muzak during afternoon naps. what life.), i believed with all my heart that they are angels without wings. untainted; waiting to be colored. innocent. true. <3
so yah, those who think kids are annoying and yucky or whatever. just wait for that moment, when you get the 180 degrees change to your opinion or just simply alttle doubtful of yourself. i will still dislike them sometimes, but i wont deny that they are another wonder of the world. haha. arent we all?
will try to post their pics up soon.
ta-ta.
xoxo.
20070117
really need that IDIOT'S GUIDE TO BLOGGING.
really need that IDIOT'S GUIDE TO BLOGGING.
was really sick yesterday. barfed twice; had fever and stuff. am better now though: barfed only once that is. i guess i really worked too hard. moulding the future generation aint a easy job man.
oh. maybe you guys have totally noticed, there's something SERIOUSLY WRONG with my blog. yes yes. previously, the background was all colourful and dreamy no? but then it suddenly was gone and all i saw was this continuous print of "photobucket.com; bandwidth exceeded". i mean wtf is that? so i changed it to this black background, but for some reason, the column with my links and stuff turned black too! aah! i dont really wanna figure it out now, for i dont feel so good. meanwhile, just read the posts yah? haha. i will buy that darn guide and work things out. soon. haha. well, if anybody offers to help then... haha. hint hint big time.
got to go. dont feel so good. and zack, it aint funny. you're gross! and weird. haha.
ta-ta.
xoxo.
14 DAYS TO THAT SPECIAL DAY! hint hint! haha.
was really sick yesterday. barfed twice; had fever and stuff. am better now though: barfed only once that is. i guess i really worked too hard. moulding the future generation aint a easy job man.
oh. maybe you guys have totally noticed, there's something SERIOUSLY WRONG with my blog. yes yes. previously, the background was all colourful and dreamy no? but then it suddenly was gone and all i saw was this continuous print of "photobucket.com; bandwidth exceeded". i mean wtf is that? so i changed it to this black background, but for some reason, the column with my links and stuff turned black too! aah! i dont really wanna figure it out now, for i dont feel so good. meanwhile, just read the posts yah? haha. i will buy that darn guide and work things out. soon. haha. well, if anybody offers to help then... haha. hint hint big time.
got to go. dont feel so good. and zack, it aint funny. you're gross! and weird. haha.
ta-ta.
xoxo.
14 DAYS TO THAT SPECIAL DAY! hint hint! haha.
20070115
abstinence is NOT in my dictionary.
abstinence is NOT in my dictionary.
yup. not me. i could not resist the bloody temptation of owning those pairs of shoes, when i know i've always (as in a few weeks? haha!) wanted something like them. and my mummy didnt help either. she was like "you should get them if you like them so much. later regret dont come and 'fan' (chinese: bother) me ah". so just now when i passed by that shop while walking about after dinner with mummy and liang, i just went in, take another look of myself with them on in the mirror, and paid the last of my dec paycheck to the cashier. i bought two pairs of the same design of patent leather ballet flats in two different colors: black and red. mummy sponsored alittle; less than half that is. so now, when tan woan tyng peeks into her purse, all she gets to see is one red note and a few blue notes. those who do not know the ringgit well, it means that she has only 10-ish dollars. yah. other than the secretly stashed-away 100-ish dollars which was meant to be savings, i have only about 10 bucks to spend. well, at least i am pretty much satisfied now. got new clothes and shoes already. oh, but the 190 bucks' coming this sat, of course. and MY BIRTHDAY money and new year angpao and my jan paycheck. ah, moolah just keeps coming. =)
know what's been happening in malaysia? the civilians have to live in daily fear of not having water to carry on with their normal routines, such as for personal hygiene: bathing to get rid of b.o, brushing of teeth to get rid of morning breath etc. due to the fact that the constant rain has made the pipes rot or whatever (tsk tsk. acid rain.), the govt people have to repair them. so water has to be stopped while these ineffective workers take a gazillion months to work on those darn pipes. meanwhile, tan woan tyng - a fanatic of cleanliness, gets all pissed and really wants to migrate to a place where everybody is effective, so when the sulphuric rain corrodes the pipes, they can be repaired fast. sheesh. there are two ways to solve this problem though: get rid of the acid rain or slaughter all the current govt workers and get new, effective ones. personally, i think the latter solution offers much more benefits. what do you think? anybody in his right mind will know nature aint that easy to solve.
ps: this does not mean i havent been bathing. i manage to clean myself before the stupid water stops. hahahaha. cant say the same for my bros though. (shrugs) GET IT FIXED PEOPLE! HURRY HURRY!
oh! while mummy was at converse "check(ing) out their jackets", quoted from the lady herself (of course, she later bought a 140 bucks biker-style jacket. tsk. like mummy like daughter.), i saw this bag which is pretty like-able. haha. it has two colors: white and black, both with gold trims and zippers. priced at 140 bucks. as you all know, i am looking around to buy a new bag (and purse) which is versatile and practical and big, but at the same time, fashionable and trendy (duh). and this kind of fits the bill. haha. was actually thinking of getting a better and branded one, so that i will treasure it and wont think of getting a new one all the time. i dont know; converse aint THAT branded but not too lousy too yah? besides, the bag pretty much made me have this i-want-it vibe. but then again, i have that darn-it vibe most of the time. even when i'm in a petshop, facing a snake. there's really this once. haha. so yah. should i or should i not?
advice ting! i really liked your handbag that time when we went to new york new york!
okay, need to go to bed. work tomorrow. man, i have this uber big bruise at the back of my lower arm and i am clueless how i got it. it just really hurts like shit. reminds me of how ting and i used to marvel at how we can get bruises unknowingly. haha. ah, the good old bp days. miss everything so much! <3
ta-ta.
xoxo.
20070114
french pedi. with brown tips. i like.
french pedi. with brown tips. i like.
i went to shop again just now before dinner, with mummy. this time, i was in the everything-looks-buy-worthy mood. so, at one swipe, i bought 2 babydoll dresses, a couple bottles of nail polish, a belt and a necklace of black beads to replace the ones i broke (sheesh.). now, i am pretty much broke. so am hoping to get my pay from the kid i tutor this coming sat. that's another 190 bucks. haha. whee. i have a pretty nice income, yah? am loving it. =)
did my nails after dinner just now. this time, decided to replace the white tips with the brown polish i just bought. copying this nail ad i saw on vogue. looks pretty decent. now, i am on the even higher level of cloud nine. i love to make myself look presentable, or should i say, oh-so pretty! haha. with the retail therapy and the new pedi that looks abso-fab, i am ready for another gruelling 'wrestling' session with the kids tomorrow! oh, need to sleep now. or else, i wont be able to be all hyper and preppy (rolls eyes) tomorrow. haha.
ta-ta.
xoxo.
i went to shop again just now before dinner, with mummy. this time, i was in the everything-looks-buy-worthy mood. so, at one swipe, i bought 2 babydoll dresses, a couple bottles of nail polish, a belt and a necklace of black beads to replace the ones i broke (sheesh.). now, i am pretty much broke. so am hoping to get my pay from the kid i tutor this coming sat. that's another 190 bucks. haha. whee. i have a pretty nice income, yah? am loving it. =)
did my nails after dinner just now. this time, decided to replace the white tips with the brown polish i just bought. copying this nail ad i saw on vogue. looks pretty decent. now, i am on the even higher level of cloud nine. i love to make myself look presentable, or should i say, oh-so pretty! haha. with the retail therapy and the new pedi that looks abso-fab, i am ready for another gruelling 'wrestling' session with the kids tomorrow! oh, need to sleep now. or else, i wont be able to be all hyper and preppy (rolls eyes) tomorrow. haha.
ta-ta.
xoxo.
feeling so much better.
feeling so much better.
this weekend has been pretty good. yah, definitely. after splurging one hundred and thirty-nine dollars on a dress yesterday. bought it in East India Company, which i presume is a pretty low-profile shop. but the stuff there are quite nice (the price, better. yah right. so rolling my eyes.), in the rich-people's-quality-casual-wear kind of way, quoted from mummy. haha. anyways, the dress i bought is very appropriate for outdoor outings, since it has the going-to-the-beach-dressed-in-bohemien-and-gipsy-style look. it has a white base, with peach pink prints here and there. knee-length, cinched waist, V-cut at the bust. my mummy was all "wow. so sexy" about it. i have to admit though, it is pretty revealing at the bust area. and i am definitley breaking out of the norm for buying it. usually, i dont like to strut my stuff in public. and though ting has been "if you have it, flaunt it" to me for the longest time, i didnt really. maybe a little at prom. but this time, the dress let half of my boobies out, i have to wear a half-cup bra. well, i havent regret yet, since i havent worn it out yet. but i dont think i will, regret that is. AM TAKING IT AS A CHANGE TO CELEBRATE ME TURNING 17! YAY! 17 DAYS MORE! (hint hint.) also, if not flaunt now, do i wait till i am 70 and sagging? hahaha. touchwood. cant wait for it to be exposed to the rain and shine, grass and dust. it rhymes!
yesterday was relaxing indeed, with him pampering me. now, he's back in singapore waiting to start the five more days of school. i miss you so, baby. but oh well, we'll meet again. thing is, i am having the urge to buy stuff again, right this moment. i guess i havent bought enough, and it's weird how everything didnt look that splurge-worthy yesterday. so, i am hoping mummy will be willing to endure the traffic to go to the better mall, so i can look at better stuff. she's right now, having her pedi and mani done. tsk tsk. vain woman. haha.
that's all. for now. going to watch cable.
ta-ta.
xoxo.
this weekend has been pretty good. yah, definitely. after splurging one hundred and thirty-nine dollars on a dress yesterday. bought it in East India Company, which i presume is a pretty low-profile shop. but the stuff there are quite nice (the price, better. yah right. so rolling my eyes.), in the rich-people's-quality-casual-wear kind of way, quoted from mummy. haha. anyways, the dress i bought is very appropriate for outdoor outings, since it has the going-to-the-beach-dressed-in-bohemien-and-gipsy-style look. it has a white base, with peach pink prints here and there. knee-length, cinched waist, V-cut at the bust. my mummy was all "wow. so sexy" about it. i have to admit though, it is pretty revealing at the bust area. and i am definitley breaking out of the norm for buying it. usually, i dont like to strut my stuff in public. and though ting has been "if you have it, flaunt it" to me for the longest time, i didnt really. maybe a little at prom. but this time, the dress let half of my boobies out, i have to wear a half-cup bra. well, i havent regret yet, since i havent worn it out yet. but i dont think i will, regret that is. AM TAKING IT AS A CHANGE TO CELEBRATE ME TURNING 17! YAY! 17 DAYS MORE! (hint hint.) also, if not flaunt now, do i wait till i am 70 and sagging? hahaha. touchwood. cant wait for it to be exposed to the rain and shine, grass and dust. it rhymes!
yesterday was relaxing indeed, with him pampering me. now, he's back in singapore waiting to start the five more days of school. i miss you so, baby. but oh well, we'll meet again. thing is, i am having the urge to buy stuff again, right this moment. i guess i havent bought enough, and it's weird how everything didnt look that splurge-worthy yesterday. so, i am hoping mummy will be willing to endure the traffic to go to the better mall, so i can look at better stuff. she's right now, having her pedi and mani done. tsk tsk. vain woman. haha.
that's all. for now. going to watch cable.
ta-ta.
xoxo.
happiest 17th yiyao!!
happiest 17th yiyao!!
hope you can see this! haha. thank you so, so much for being so funny and ridiculously cute all these years at bp! i really miss you! hope we can be housed in the same jc! you're the best, you abso-fab nonsense (in the best way, i swear) ! thank you so uber much for being so supportive of me, jas, ting and mic all the time, even when we're oh-so dumb most of the times. haha. hope you can come too when we celebrate my birthday! will tell you the details! and, you'll get a present if you get me one. haha.
love you abso-fucking-lutely much! <3
xoxoxoxos. strictly for you only. =)
happiest 17th!
xoxo.
hope you can see this! haha. thank you so, so much for being so funny and ridiculously cute all these years at bp! i really miss you! hope we can be housed in the same jc! you're the best, you abso-fab nonsense (in the best way, i swear) ! thank you so uber much for being so supportive of me, jas, ting and mic all the time, even when we're oh-so dumb most of the times. haha. hope you can come too when we celebrate my birthday! will tell you the details! and, you'll get a present if you get me one. haha.
love you abso-fucking-lutely much! <3
xoxoxoxos. strictly for you only. =)
happiest 17th!
xoxo.
20070112
need retail therapy. so, so bad.
need retail therapy. so, so bad.
oh my God, OMG. i am in pain all over in the midst of typing, with my face cringing at the momentum aches that i experience while i press every single key of my keyboard after mustering all my willpower to do so. that's an exaggeration, of course. but the truth is pretty much the same lah. haha. it's friday again, and i am never happier to be at home right this bloody moment. i have been working OT for the past few days until 7-ish PM! sheesh. those little imps really tire the hell out of me. there are a couple of very cute (and very clingy) ones. it's all my bad, for being so nice to them. now, they are following behind my butt every single moment. i dont even dare to sit down. for once i do, they will be climbing up my lap. yah, they only weigh about 20kg each. but when 5 or 6 of them are fighting for your attention and affection by sitting on your lap and wanting you for themselves respectively, things can get pretty ugly i tell you. blame it all on me; it was i who cant stand not getting involved with somethings cute. i just cant stand not hugging a cute thing. even if it's a bee hive. hah. i just have to touch that something cute. oh well. now, they still seem pretty cute to me. but i am totally running away from them. i took photos of a couple of them. will put up once i've figured out how to upload them from my lousy phone. geez. ah, my bones.
yes. and after all these days of toiling and being toyed around by little imps, i need to unwind i tell you. my shoulders are so tense! i really am dying to visit a spa for a massage, and after that, SHOPPING! with all the moolah i have stuffed in my purse, (that's so not the reason i continue to work at mum's; it's the self-satisfaction. believe me.) i have been dying to step foot into a mall, any mall, to spend it ALL! that's for working so hard. nice job, tyng. now you need a reward. or some rewards. haha. so hopefully i can make a trip down to the mall tomorrow and find somethings to buy. bee will be there too. haha. it aint a date lah. okay, maybe. =)
also, i really miss miss miss my besties! oh man. when can i see you guys again? hear that ting and jas are doing very well and having so much fun at nafnaf's. haha. all the best! oh! we must must must meet soon, preferably after (dont mind during) my birthday, that's 31st!! haha! just in case you all forgot. hey, i aint shy about these stuff. it's my special day, no? LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS! xoxoxoxoxoxos.
was watching this show "beauty and the geek". it's like they get these bimbos to live with some geeks, and they learn stuff from one another. like the bimbos will learn about computers, astrology, any geek stuff; while the geeks learn how to dress, talk to girls etc. it's really entertaining. way, way better (nods head furiously) than that stupid show i scolded fuck at (refer to earlier post). but i love disney channel the best! haha. there's this new-but-not-that-new show call hanna montana, which is about this girl who's a singer but has to pretend to be a normal schoolgirl. seriously, her voice is pretty good. haha. i am pretty much a fan.
oh! oh! oh! today in school, we watched CHARLIE BROWN'S CARTOON! with snoopy and woodstock and all! I LOVE WOODSTOCK! OMG! i was so captivated. the kids were not so addicted, but it was me, THE TEACHER, who sat down, glued to it. heehee. mummy was like "zhang bu da (chinese; means cannot grow up like that) ". whatever. haha.
whee! WOODSTOCK!
got to go. there's another cute thing wanting my attention and affection. haha. baby that is. my dog lah.
fyi : i have been living some boring life; it's just facing kids all day long. no hotties, no nothing. plus, i feel so tired that at 10pm, i'll be crawling to bed. man. why cant they have cute older bros my age. haha.
ta-ta.
xoxo.
oh my God, OMG. i am in pain all over in the midst of typing, with my face cringing at the momentum aches that i experience while i press every single key of my keyboard after mustering all my willpower to do so. that's an exaggeration, of course. but the truth is pretty much the same lah. haha. it's friday again, and i am never happier to be at home right this bloody moment. i have been working OT for the past few days until 7-ish PM! sheesh. those little imps really tire the hell out of me. there are a couple of very cute (and very clingy) ones. it's all my bad, for being so nice to them. now, they are following behind my butt every single moment. i dont even dare to sit down. for once i do, they will be climbing up my lap. yah, they only weigh about 20kg each. but when 5 or 6 of them are fighting for your attention and affection by sitting on your lap and wanting you for themselves respectively, things can get pretty ugly i tell you. blame it all on me; it was i who cant stand not getting involved with somethings cute. i just cant stand not hugging a cute thing. even if it's a bee hive. hah. i just have to touch that something cute. oh well. now, they still seem pretty cute to me. but i am totally running away from them. i took photos of a couple of them. will put up once i've figured out how to upload them from my lousy phone. geez. ah, my bones.
yes. and after all these days of toiling and being toyed around by little imps, i need to unwind i tell you. my shoulders are so tense! i really am dying to visit a spa for a massage, and after that, SHOPPING! with all the moolah i have stuffed in my purse, (that's so not the reason i continue to work at mum's; it's the self-satisfaction. believe me.) i have been dying to step foot into a mall, any mall, to spend it ALL! that's for working so hard. nice job, tyng. now you need a reward. or some rewards. haha. so hopefully i can make a trip down to the mall tomorrow and find somethings to buy. bee will be there too. haha. it aint a date lah. okay, maybe. =)
also, i really miss miss miss my besties! oh man. when can i see you guys again? hear that ting and jas are doing very well and having so much fun at nafnaf's. haha. all the best! oh! we must must must meet soon, preferably after (dont mind during) my birthday, that's 31st!! haha! just in case you all forgot. hey, i aint shy about these stuff. it's my special day, no? LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS! xoxoxoxoxoxos.
was watching this show "beauty and the geek". it's like they get these bimbos to live with some geeks, and they learn stuff from one another. like the bimbos will learn about computers, astrology, any geek stuff; while the geeks learn how to dress, talk to girls etc. it's really entertaining. way, way better (nods head furiously) than that stupid show i scolded fuck at (refer to earlier post). but i love disney channel the best! haha. there's this new-but-not-that-new show call hanna montana, which is about this girl who's a singer but has to pretend to be a normal schoolgirl. seriously, her voice is pretty good. haha. i am pretty much a fan.
oh! oh! oh! today in school, we watched CHARLIE BROWN'S CARTOON! with snoopy and woodstock and all! I LOVE WOODSTOCK! OMG! i was so captivated. the kids were not so addicted, but it was me, THE TEACHER, who sat down, glued to it. heehee. mummy was like "zhang bu da (chinese; means cannot grow up like that) ". whatever. haha.
whee! WOODSTOCK!got to go. there's another cute thing wanting my attention and affection. haha. baby that is. my dog lah.
fyi : i have been living some boring life; it's just facing kids all day long. no hotties, no nothing. plus, i feel so tired that at 10pm, i'll be crawling to bed. man. why cant they have cute older bros my age. haha.
ta-ta.
xoxo.
20070110
tsk tsk. adult world.
tsk tsk. adult world.
i really would love to just stop ageing once i've reached 18. yes, once i am legal, but not totally an adult. something happened in school. some teacher (let's call her A) has been bad-mouthing another fellow teacher to parents! and A has no regard of the rules and regulations in the company (meaning my mummy's school and the other branches by her partners) contract. will not take the trouble to state the various conflicts she had caused, since you wouldnt understand anyway. but fyi, mummy'll be giving her the sack. what can i say, one reaps what he sows. especially after all the advice, warnings etc given, if one doesnt repent, then he (or she, in this case) will be punished. i am so faking all this partial talk.
seriously, i am so getting used to being around little kids with their innocent mind and straightforwardness. nowadays, i find myself displaying my innermost emotions more readily. even though i used to be pretty straightforward too previously, but it's like i still am conscious and will know how to sugar-coat my words, at least just that tiny-weeny bit. but recently, i just blab what my bloody mind's thinking. like that time, i was watching this stupid taiwanese (no offence) entertainment (rolls eyes) show. the hosts were doing some compeition on the cutest girl or something. wtf, i tell you, WTF! all the participants are loathing twits with their 1-2-3-4-5 hand signs and stuff i dont get. moreover i was pissed cause the channel i wanted to tune in to was experiencing some disruptions due to the rain or whatsoever. so we were watching, watching when i suddenly splattered, "wtFUCK. can we dont watch these FUCKing twits with their bloody act-cute shits?" YES. i said fuck twice infront of my mummy. i guess she was pretty shock too, but she didnt reprimand me or anything. we just switched the channel, and i thanked the Lord for my mummy's surprising tolerance and also, freeing me from the barf-worthy "cuteness" of those girls. sheesh.
so yah, i am wondering how mummy's going to tell A about her you-know-ing her job. mummy was seeking my advice just now. yah, how useful, mum. my heart goes out to drug addicts when they suffer withdrawal symptons. how partial can i get? so mummy was like, "i rather A gets all angry and slam stuff or threaten or say that she doesnt give a damn about this pathetic job. if she pleas me, i am so going to die." HAHA. yes mummy, now i know where these impartial, cry-over-dead-ants soft-heartedness genes come from. dont you look around, it's YOU, MUM! but i got to give it to my mum's fellow director (partner/shareholder of the company). she was totally lecturinng my mum about "getting rid of all threats". cruel, but definitely reasonable. so i guess A really cannot keep her job. hai.
so that's my mummy. the gives-others-the-impression-that-she-only-knows-how-to-doll-herself-up-but-in-fact-has-loads-of-principals-and-scary-friends kind of person. geez. she aint simple i tell you. and she aint a bimbo! hahahaha! so arent i. just saying.
back to me, i really hope time for me will stop after my 18th birthday. haha. i know not every day's a sunday, and some things are impossible. but hey, a girl can dream, can she? oh yah, about the "every day's a sunday" thingy, i have a problem with it. yes. why is it sunday? personally, i think saturday would be a better example of like a relaxing, wonderful day. it's like, you still have sunday to expect. monday's the next day after sunday. i would be thinking how sick that sunday'll end with me thinking how yucky that the weekends have ended. haha. do you get? it's the whole mental thingy that the next day will still be a weekend. so SAT's so better. from now on, i will use the phrase "not every day's a saturday, baby". that's so much better cause it makes so much more sense. i dont care if you have work on saturday. like i said, it's for me. =)
hey, what the.. i drifted off again. okay, so yah, haha. it would be so nice if everybody's truthful to one another. come on, please dont be back-stabbers, people. but i know this' all just wishful thinking on my part. i have stopped hoping aeons ago. oh well. (shrugs)
xoxo.
i really would love to just stop ageing once i've reached 18. yes, once i am legal, but not totally an adult. something happened in school. some teacher (let's call her A) has been bad-mouthing another fellow teacher to parents! and A has no regard of the rules and regulations in the company (meaning my mummy's school and the other branches by her partners) contract. will not take the trouble to state the various conflicts she had caused, since you wouldnt understand anyway. but fyi, mummy'll be giving her the sack. what can i say, one reaps what he sows. especially after all the advice, warnings etc given, if one doesnt repent, then he (or she, in this case) will be punished. i am so faking all this partial talk.
seriously, i am so getting used to being around little kids with their innocent mind and straightforwardness. nowadays, i find myself displaying my innermost emotions more readily. even though i used to be pretty straightforward too previously, but it's like i still am conscious and will know how to sugar-coat my words, at least just that tiny-weeny bit. but recently, i just blab what my bloody mind's thinking. like that time, i was watching this stupid taiwanese (no offence) entertainment (rolls eyes) show. the hosts were doing some compeition on the cutest girl or something. wtf, i tell you, WTF! all the participants are loathing twits with their 1-2-3-4-5 hand signs and stuff i dont get. moreover i was pissed cause the channel i wanted to tune in to was experiencing some disruptions due to the rain or whatsoever. so we were watching, watching when i suddenly splattered, "wtFUCK. can we dont watch these FUCKing twits with their bloody act-cute shits?" YES. i said fuck twice infront of my mummy. i guess she was pretty shock too, but she didnt reprimand me or anything. we just switched the channel, and i thanked the Lord for my mummy's surprising tolerance and also, freeing me from the barf-worthy "cuteness" of those girls. sheesh.
so yah, i am wondering how mummy's going to tell A about her you-know-ing her job. mummy was seeking my advice just now. yah, how useful, mum. my heart goes out to drug addicts when they suffer withdrawal symptons. how partial can i get? so mummy was like, "i rather A gets all angry and slam stuff or threaten or say that she doesnt give a damn about this pathetic job. if she pleas me, i am so going to die." HAHA. yes mummy, now i know where these impartial, cry-over-dead-ants soft-heartedness genes come from. dont you look around, it's YOU, MUM! but i got to give it to my mum's fellow director (partner/shareholder of the company). she was totally lecturinng my mum about "getting rid of all threats". cruel, but definitely reasonable. so i guess A really cannot keep her job. hai.
so that's my mummy. the gives-others-the-impression-that-she-only-knows-how-to-doll-herself-up-but-in-fact-has-loads-of-principals-and-scary-friends kind of person. geez. she aint simple i tell you. and she aint a bimbo! hahahaha! so arent i. just saying.
back to me, i really hope time for me will stop after my 18th birthday. haha. i know not every day's a sunday, and some things are impossible. but hey, a girl can dream, can she? oh yah, about the "every day's a sunday" thingy, i have a problem with it. yes. why is it sunday? personally, i think saturday would be a better example of like a relaxing, wonderful day. it's like, you still have sunday to expect. monday's the next day after sunday. i would be thinking how sick that sunday'll end with me thinking how yucky that the weekends have ended. haha. do you get? it's the whole mental thingy that the next day will still be a weekend. so SAT's so better. from now on, i will use the phrase "not every day's a saturday, baby". that's so much better cause it makes so much more sense. i dont care if you have work on saturday. like i said, it's for me. =)
hey, what the.. i drifted off again. okay, so yah, haha. it would be so nice if everybody's truthful to one another. come on, please dont be back-stabbers, people. but i know this' all just wishful thinking on my part. i have stopped hoping aeons ago. oh well. (shrugs)
xoxo.
20070109
best tempered in the whole world.
best tempered in the whole world.
NO, NO. it's not me. i wouldnt dare self-claim that title. maybe princess, or duchess, or highness. a slight possibility of nicest or sweetest. but definitely NOT best tempered. haha. i still have shame left in me.
anyways, that person is none other than Au Eong Tian Jun Justin!! cheers! haha. seriously, he is really nice. known him for not too long, but after hearing all the stories of him not getting angry, i decided to knight him with this title. now everybody, do give him rounds of applause while you read this post. dont worry, no one will see. or laugh. since it's most probably just you facing the monitor. haha.
he's been bullied, manipulated, toyed.. MUTILATED. but he's so forgiving, always continuing to make up with people after each fight even though he was the victim every time. you may be thinking: " what a dumb-o!" or "wow. this kind of guy long time extinct lor." but, no! HE IS ALIVE AND KICKING! and he is definitely NOT dumb! in fact. we should all learn from him. probably display him in a museum together with testimonials of his good-doing after this great man has passed on when he has spread peace and love to every corner of the world. not cursing him here. he will live long. =)
so now, we all thank the Lord for the existence of such a wonderful person. amen.
cheers to JUSTIN! cheers to WORLD PEACE! these two words are synonymous. <3
and, justin. you do deserve it! =)
ta-ta.
xoxo.
NO, NO. it's not me. i wouldnt dare self-claim that title. maybe princess, or duchess, or highness. a slight possibility of nicest or sweetest. but definitely NOT best tempered. haha. i still have shame left in me.
anyways, that person is none other than Au Eong Tian Jun Justin!! cheers! haha. seriously, he is really nice. known him for not too long, but after hearing all the stories of him not getting angry, i decided to knight him with this title. now everybody, do give him rounds of applause while you read this post. dont worry, no one will see. or laugh. since it's most probably just you facing the monitor. haha.
he's been bullied, manipulated, toyed.. MUTILATED. but he's so forgiving, always continuing to make up with people after each fight even though he was the victim every time. you may be thinking: " what a dumb-o!" or "wow. this kind of guy long time extinct lor." but, no! HE IS ALIVE AND KICKING! and he is definitely NOT dumb! in fact. we should all learn from him. probably display him in a museum together with testimonials of his good-doing after this great man has passed on when he has spread peace and love to every corner of the world. not cursing him here. he will live long. =)
so now, we all thank the Lord for the existence of such a wonderful person. amen.
cheers to JUSTIN! cheers to WORLD PEACE! these two words are synonymous. <3
and, justin. you do deserve it! =)
ta-ta.
xoxo.
20070108
mad-der about dresses. suddenly!
mad-der about dresses. suddenly!
my bro and i were surfing the net just now and we chanced upon the nordstrom website. i gotta tell you guys, they sell wonderful things there! haha. i didnt believe it when my aunt told me, cause i was always the loyal fan of the exclusive retail shop. i believe they sell the best things at their own retail store. but, nordstrom wasnt that bad afterall. so yah, i am now mad-der about dresses. haha. show you all some of my favourites, from day to night wear. even for both. i think you can differentiate, no?
PLAIN COLORED
PRINTS
there! you have it. some of my favourites: cocktail dresses, baby-doll dresses, slip dresses, wrap dresses, kimono dresses, a Maryjane dress, shirt dresses, tube dresses, halter dresses, a tunic and more! most of them are from BCBG. for work, shopping sprees, raunchy nights, hot dates, WHATEVER! now you know, why we, ladies need and spend so much moolah! the fashion world is interesting, not to say full of variety, unpredictable and ever-changing!
ladies, dont you love being us?
guys, dont be jealous. at least you get to help out. once awhile. pamper us! more! :)
MAN, I WANT ALL OF THESE!!!!!
xoxo.
my bro and i were surfing the net just now and we chanced upon the nordstrom website. i gotta tell you guys, they sell wonderful things there! haha. i didnt believe it when my aunt told me, cause i was always the loyal fan of the exclusive retail shop. i believe they sell the best things at their own retail store. but, nordstrom wasnt that bad afterall. so yah, i am now mad-der about dresses. haha. show you all some of my favourites, from day to night wear. even for both. i think you can differentiate, no?
take a look-ie:
BLACK
WHITE
PLAIN COLORED
PRINTS
there! you have it. some of my favourites: cocktail dresses, baby-doll dresses, slip dresses, wrap dresses, kimono dresses, a Maryjane dress, shirt dresses, tube dresses, halter dresses, a tunic and more! most of them are from BCBG. for work, shopping sprees, raunchy nights, hot dates, WHATEVER! now you know, why we, ladies need and spend so much moolah! the fashion world is interesting, not to say full of variety, unpredictable and ever-changing!
ladies, dont you love being us?
to us! cheers! <3
guys, dont be jealous. at least you get to help out. once awhile. pamper us! more! :)
MAN, I WANT ALL OF THESE!!!!!
xoxo.
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