awaiting surprises..

awaiting surprises..

for some reason, i just know i wont be digging my birthday that much this year. why? mainly cause it's on a weekday. which means i wont get to really celebrate it, with all the work and school and absence of very special people. i am not that thrilled actually. i guess it's cause it's the time of the month for me, and i am having some mood swings and stuff. but yah, just not so thrilled. it makes me miss school more even. it's just a moody, moody time for me now somehow.

but of course, being the helpless optimist, i still hope for something special. so yah, i am hoping.

ta-ta.

xoxo.

i am awaiting,
for the silver lining behind the dark cloud.
for that realisation of my faith.

only 1 day..