MAKE ME A STUDYING MACHINE.

i dislike my sneaky brothers to a large extent. GRRR

they went to watch Twilight with their church friends (this is so debatable. i thought Christians are suppose to stay away from supernatural things like Harry Potter or vampires or ghosts uh! uh! uh!), and came home marvelling how wonderful it was.

my mummy thought i had finally gone over-the-line insane with my covering of ears and running about, screaming then followed by chantings of "lalala" every five minutes. i guess she still hasnt gotten over the fact that she has given birth to a melodramatic daughter with more than one loose nut in the head.

i have spaced all these sentences out because i am making a point.

there goes all the stress-reliever from the facial earlier this afternoon. i am totally upset now cause the desire to rush to the cinemas had to be restrained with a promise made to my favourite HB Hearts. yes, loyalty to my friends.

okay, it isnt entirely that. it's also cause i have a tons of projects to do and i am having an untimely writer's block. which means staring at the blank word document and not generating anything. i am so afraid za will decapitate me if there is still a blank page for my part this tues.
not to mention the human resource test also this tuesday. which bores me. really sleep-inducing i tell you.


need the holidays need money need to shop need green tea ice cream need forever21 yellow fedora and purple headband need friends need more happiness need to sleep need fashion need to own a library and a cinema and a 'That CD Shop' need to slack and lepak around somewhere nice need to be a tourist and visit Haji Lane need to club need to dance need to drink need to not worry need a tok-kong camera need to take pictures to document my life and raging emotions need to get what i want.


muahaa generally i am not thinking about all those pesky things.

ooh, i love Jude Law in the Dior fragrance commercial.

and Gabriel Aubry in Hugo Boss

and Jamie Dornan in Dior.

so many hotties. yummmyyy.

my blog layout suits my usual state of mind. dreamy and blurred. soft and peaceful. muahaha. okay not entirely true.

WEEKENDS

this week has been HECTIC, i dont know why, just mentally draininggg. i didnt get my usual Wednesday sleep, so technically i have been sleeping only four hours maximum per night for four nights. which explains why i crashed straight after i got home from town with my HB Hearts.

and right now i still havent slept enough even after 15 hours. hehe. i think if there was a kind of monetary reward for sleeping hours clocked, i might be really rich. but mainly i love sleeping to enjoy that moment of waking up leisurely with the purr of the air conditioner and the soft light filtering through the windows and murky rays (for waking up after noon) or golden rays (for mornings) pour over my blankets. hmm, wonderful.


it's, of course, not all work and no play this week.

wednesday - after mice meeting; visited Chinatown, pretending to be tourists with my HB Hearts. i kind of love that place, and i bought $3 flip flops which are tres comfy. and this vintage poster of a shanghai woman and her dog. then i realise i cannot wear hats cause they'll look weird. this saddens me cause well, i dont really like it that i cannot do something. especially when it deprives me of one very very trendy aspect of fashion.

thursday -

$3 from China town!

yes, Disney spirit!

i have an obsession for ribbons.

yesterday - was henna, bought a star-"studded" dress, more hat-trying and i found a Forever21 yellow one which is XS so it fits my head, and there's this ultra cute hairband in purple. i want i want i want but i am running low on cash cause i want to save up for the Disney trip. and ben angered me when he bought a zara hat which looked so good on him and huiying and g and uncle and jo and everybody but me. dinner at California Pizza Kitchen was more than enjoyable; i need to go back.
i overrated myself with the yellow mng dress and a white-and-yellow bow on my right wrist. if i had a camera, i would camwhore. wenlin called me a Barbie Doll. ha. now i do hope that's a compliment though her reasons were along the line of "want to strip you". -.- i have horny dirty friends classmates (yes, classmates only).

bye.

The Show by Lenka click click.

this song was Shereen's ringtone as heard when it rang during the DAM ica.

took me that three seconds to fall in love with it.

INCAPACITATE ME, SWAY MY EMOTIONS

i think peis and i are clicking on a whole new mutual understanding level. i was marvelling at how her msn nick totally describes my inner tribulations, conflicts, "battle of the emotions". though i am deadly envious of how she has erhem who i believe is equally interested in her and that they will be hitched by Christmas, we're still on this mutual platform about longing, wanting and you know what i mean.

if only my desires are well/easily matched by reality. i dont even ask for any highs or kicks out of life; i just want what i want.

anyways, I GOT OFFERED THE DISNEY ATTACHMENT. i suppose i am going ahead to take it, though right now, i am not so keen about it as i was. i wonder why. and funny, cause suddenly i lost all interest in everything. maybe maybe maybe i am broken again. okay, no. i am just deadly bored with life. and that i didnt get to eat any green tea icecream or sugar-coated crust of the apple strudel. ok, it's not really that either. back to disney, i think almost everybody who interviewed got the bloody offer. so much for exclusivity. okay why am i grumbling.

i need to be happier about my life. and maybe this six months in Orlando (ugh) will change my perspectives about things and i know i cant wait maybe i cant wait to be more independent than i am right now. okay this all sounds wrong.

okay i think it's pms. and it doesnt help that my stupid disc drive is all weirded up! whyy am i not more tech-savvy.

BEHOLD THEE CHRISTMAS SPIRIT!

nothing gives you the ultimate Christmas-y feeling than walking around the mall! even starbucks have snowflakes printed on their cups already and body shop staff are decked in red tees and shimmery eye makeup! makes me all anticipating how this year's will be like for me (now that market value's looking pretty upped). then again, i would need to worry about what to wear. it wouldnt be such a pain if i had more choices you know.

sidetracking, mummy's concert went top-notch despite my failed attempts to connect Foxy Cleopetra to the projector. so there goes the wonderful slideshow i had put together pfft. disappointinggg. there's always next year i know. meanwhile, i need to figure the problem out. hah, like i can!

neeways, today was awesome shopping with mummy after our nap haha. though i didnt get those tribal, red-indian sandals i wanted cause there was only size 9 left!!

i got another pair of MNG shades! havent got round to taking any pictures, but here's the shades!

muahaha, it's semi-cheetah printed inside!

should i go back to bangs? i want to look like the model. somewhat.

i love the new collection! especially this look! too bad they dont sell the pieces!

(grumbles)

not bad! but super loose. why no XS!

i might wear this when i am 23. super matured but wow, it shows off a woman's contours!
(me love my brown hair. hehe.)

need new clothes soon! wonder why i cant seem to find things that catches my eye. i just keep buying shades and accessories. which is pretty idiotic if i have nothing else to wear. i cant possibly wear the accessories naked right? ugh, not a pretty sight. meanwhile, mummy's going on about all the new skincare i need. and shoot, i forgot to buy shampoo again. man, now imagine me. hair smelling like some men's shampoo, with no clothes but skincare, makeup and accessories. NUTS.

(i love the Circus theme at the MNG website. and of course, the Frosty Winterland one at Agnes B.)

oh mummy, get me that supp card soon so i can get into clubs freee.

p.s. why does that stupid Agnes B. bracelet costs over $200 SGD! not sensible pricing i tell you! stupid cleo features expensive stuff!

p.p.s. OHMYTIAN I NEED A FRIGGIN NEW WALLET! the current one's disintegrating and i cant bear to buy a new one cause i dont want to spend cash on something i cant decide if i will love. hard to find one i love.

p.p.p.s. i finished Breaking Dawn! now i am getting ready to dig my nails into my legs so i wont run into the cinemas and watch the effing movie 27th Nov. you guys are buying me popcorn 28th Dec, Sahaa and Peis!

bye!

THE THIRST, THE HUNGER - DESIRES

i am very, very thick.

i just found out that malaysia's screening of the Twilight movie is wayy nearer than i had expected. 27th November, darlings. like two full weeks (give and take) earlier compared to singapore's!

but nuuuu. i CANNOT (gasps) go skipping into the cinemas because Sahaa threatened to kill me and Peis naturally insisted that i am "not to watch". i forsee myself staring at the cinema, drooling, whenever i shop around during weekends, and curse the authorities for bringing it in earlier than singapore. (you good la, you.)

ohmygodddd. i need to watch the movie now now now now now! it so doesnt help that when i read reviews, it was said that the girls who were there for the Midnight Premiere screamed people's ears deaf. imagine me there. hehe.

this is my best wallpaper, i tell you.
it's in tiles muahaha!

i see edward and bella!

WARWICK AVENUE AND CHAMOMILE TEA

i dont know if it's because the cold's distracting me, but i am feeling a whole lot better emotionally. it's sorta weird how the whole mood swing from here to there, but i am not intending to overthink it as much. i am sick and i need as much rest as i can get. nevertheless, i am counting on things to get better and better.

i know i shouldnt but i still do. this is the part of me that never dies no matter how many times somebody kills it. yes, even i get irritated at myself.

well, even though feeling down sucks, i have to admit, i like listening to emo songs. scrolling through Lovelle, i have quite a collection. so the whole day (more like half cause i woke up only around three) was spent on the comfy reading chair with Breaking Dawn, some chamomile honey tea to clear my block nose, and all the emo songs i can find compiled into one playlist, playing in the background. at that moment, with the wind blowing in, i know i am alright. i was holding on fine; even without a pair of strong arms to hold me, or the warmth of somebody's breath to fight the cold. i liked being alone.

bah! i am less bitter, dont worry.

ha topshop paper clip as hair clip! i am highly animated.

bitter woman! that would be me. not za.

super interesting eye mask in the shape and looks of cucumbers. dont tell my mum i took a picture of her.

if you read the Twilight saga and is bothered enough to further research on the little mentions of poems, i figure you might have touched on quite a fair bit of famous works from Shakespeare, Robert Frost, Tennyson etc. some of my favourites!

i truly love Stephanie Meyer. her books are a must-read! that includes the new adult fiction, The Host. which i will get round to after Breaking Dawn. haha. maybe i aint so bitter afterall eh.

p.s i was at the Stephanie Meyer official website and i found out that she has the exact same actor in mind for the role of Jacob Black as i do!

remember Steven Strait from The Covenant, Sky High and 10,000 BC?

yum.

IF I KEEP MYSELF IN A BOX, MAYBE I WOULDNT BE SO BEATEN UP.

DK's msn nickname - "Be Careful Who You Dance With" - slapped me hard, twice over. ugh, so true. true enough.


my mood has maintained its new low point the entire day, ever since last night. i know it's not the best of times to be fretting about anything else part from my Destination & Attractions Management test tomorrow, but i cant control my emotions and they overrule anything. i am not really comforted at any point of time. i felt tormented and agonised. i was in the basement, with no lift, escalator nor stairs. worst thing is, that person might not even know what he has done to me.

and well, cause you say things here and people read, another 'he' assumes things and here comes another burden to my heavy heart. i am not a fan of being accused. and i thought i should make it perfectly clear how i am not a forgiving nor forgetting person. oh, and how i am turned off easily. and how petty i get. how i love to shut people out without giving them another chance to explain, to talk, to change; to hurt me again.

and also how i judge and criticise people, and then most probably stick to that 'assumption' for life, cause i usually keep an open mind when i meet new people and i believe that i can successfully understand them very well. so i have faith in my judgement and that is why i am confident that i am not wrong. and even if i am, i dont care cause it's my life and i live it for me. so what if i just decide that i dont want to be friends with the future president. argh, rants rants rants. no comments please.


"Take A Bow" has been on repeat for the 40th time now. maybe i should buy a house and live with the other three members - huiying, jo and nee - of the Bitter Women's Club. if they havent got out of the misery by that time. or else, it's just me with 375 cats, and i dont even like cats.


ah, as if no mental misery is incomplete with the physical ailments, my body is coming down with influenza.

p.s. yes jo, i know. a passerby in my life. but i didnt want him to be just that. ):

i am not exactly in the best of moods.

-

I heard of a man

who says words so beautifully

that if he only speaks their name

women give themselves to him.

If I am dumb beside your body

while silence blossoms like tumors on our lips.

It is because I hear a man climb stairs

and clear his throat outside the door.

from "Let Us Compare Mythologies", Leonard Cohen

-

now, that just seems like one book i would like to have. and duh, everybody should own too.

it just irritates me when that one thing bothering me seems as vast as the sky and everything else rides along the wave and annoys me further.

COLD SHOULDER

i dont know about you, but i am highly unsatisfied with the available msn statuses. i mean, sometimes "Busy" and "Away" are just not enough to state clearly what exactly the other party is up to. i realise i need a "Day-dreaming" or "Dont Wish To Talk To Just Anyone" or "Dont Click Unless I Initiate A Conversation" or "Distracted" or "Doing Tutorial".. you get my drift.


i was in total daydream mode today. after the pathetic one.point.five hours of tutorial, the weather was beckoning me to sit myself down somewhere and just watch the world go by. unfortunately, the stupid rain caught up and nobody was up to accompany me. so i made my way to starbucks and it was just me.

i dont know if this is common for you guys, but whenever i want to be alone, somebody has to intrude. one male staff there told me i look "dreamy" while cleaning the table next to mine. (i wondered for a second if that was a compliment) not to entangle myself in anything else, i murmured a "thanks" and turned back to my laptop, reading Midnight Sun Chapter One. (i desire the book so bad i want to hunt the idiot who stole the transcript down, and bite his head off.) green tea frap was awesome, but i was basically shivering in the cold that i had to have some hot lemonade-ish tea after. not very good for the body right now, i am feeling hyped.

of course, i manage to find a replacement for my missing leather cuff bracelet. i am just trying to be less picky about how the leather seems more flimsy and not as thick as my missing one. this is why i hate losing things; i can never forget the original to really embrace the new. that is also why i have tons of old things in my closet.


oh. a million things in my head, a thousand to kick out and a hundred to remember. Adele is perfect for rainy starbucks session. how i wish i could sit there all day.

-

i am watching this show about celebrities talking about their fears. (i shant comment about how idiotic some of them are: think rabbits, cats, birds. worst of all, eggs?!! really makes me want to scream profanities at the telly.)

come to think of it, i dont really FEAR anything. i dislike fishes cause they stink, both dead or alive. i find lizards yucky. and bursting of balloon and scratching of styrofoam are just irritating.

my mummy's comment to this is: "Girls who dont have fears will usually have trouble getting a boyfriend". pfft. yah, so that's one other reason why i am to be left on the shelf with 345 cats and 253 dogs eh.

-

almost halfway through this one. it's a grim one.

PHUTURE NOV '08.

here are the pictures! courtesy of well, my lousy phone and za's tad better Omnia. haha.

eliza's doing, who eagerly sent me it upon hearing that i want to post the pictures up. -.-

it was best club experience so far (a contender among the three pathetic times?! hah. yes, good girl tyng.), despite G's lost necklace pendant and my leather cuff bracelet! and also, even though that effing dj from the US really messed up. grooves that were hard to dance to, tsk. sean provided a technical explanation to it at some point in school today, but nyah, i was too distracted to comprehend.

the Disney Interview went supposedly okay, and sean was well, sean and quite a pleasure to be paired with. not to metion Sue Sharpe was warming? but i was fighting hard not to cringe when i watched the Disney introduction video; guess i dont deal well with over-friendly people and their plastered grins. you think i was cheery eh, they made us all look bitter. it made me happy that my braces are off. the rest of the day that followed was a meaningless bleak cause i never used my brain for anything. it was all focused on the interview.

James Bond re-run is on channel five. the bad character - woman - is smoking hot. and Denise Richards when she was younger. yummy yummy. okay, got to go try cram law into my head again. i am getting useless at this studying thing.

STARING INTO.

how i wish tomorrow, okay today, is just another day of school. but nuuue, i have to be interviewd by Miss Sue Sharpe (wonder if she has a sharp tongue. geddit? haha okay, lame.) with Sean since it's in pairs. (so many 'S's.) i just know i need to be more than alert, i need to be on the tips of my toes. but right now i cant even stand straight on my soles. -.- not very good.

i tend to have this single obsession for one song. the past few days was "Eternal Flame" by the Bangles. today, "Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow" by The Shirelles. Carole King's version's not as catchy.

mixed emotions are funny. i think my heart got semi-broken tonight, but distraction was around so it hasnt really hit me. then again, i know it shouldnt even hit me at all cause that would be stupid - being hurt by some moron.

oh yah, Knut died. i think. goodbye.

p.s. Phuture pictures are up on Facebook and Friendster. maybe i'll post them here too. depends.

ANGSANA SEEDS.

<3

the death glare.

esplanade and marina square is the sex. yah, high school musical was great too.

-

i am sorry it's all me and i am sorry i am a bad person. sometimes you just cant force your heart to do things the way they are supposed to be done. what can i do other than feel guilty and apologise.

plunging into love a relationship has never been my kind of thing. i consider this aspect of my life so thoroughly that all my sensibility is used up. (therefore in the other areas, i am a major klutz.) i just cant get into something with someone knowing that i will be taken away with just a snap of the fingers. that would make me a Slut. so rather than being a Slut, i choose to be Difficult, Play-Hard-To-Get, Bitter Virgin (touchwood.)

ok i am going to cram law into my head. fill it up fill it up till i club. i guess what attracts me the most about it is that nothing else matters once you're in; drowned in the beats, drowned in new-found sins so lethal nothing else is as notorious. Sin City.

p.s i dont get why once in a relationship, one has to avoid the clubs. i mean, if there's the will, there's a way.

PET SNAIL.

i still have makeup on my face and i reckon my skin is blaming me for being so lazy. i have got myself Knut, a pet snail the size of a pea and he is super lazy cause for a moment, i thought he was dead being all curled up in his shell. then he crawled and proved that he is a better player at the Play Dead game and then went back in. i guess even snails have to sleep. i keep having to remind myself to be gentle cause he is super vulnerable and i might crush his shell if i hold him too hard.

he was so adorable crawling across my laptop. but now he's just playing mati. i want more pets. cause yah, i am lonely and something has to fill the hole somehow.

look at my hands (the one with the dark nails). i look almost alabaster under the sun. with the dark red nails, perfectt. just too bad i dont sparkle like diamonds. yes, still on and on about vampires.

p.s i love small words. but i am lazy to go make all the previous entries the same. ugh. just dont go reading them.

can i stay curled in my shell foreveerr?

(really, does anybody cares read anymore? cause i am a bad person.)

YOUR ARISTOCRATIC AIRS.

that day, as if our brains are not strained enough, uncle got us on riddles. i am not going to post any cause i didnt do well in solving them as much as remembering them. you're not here to solve riddles anyways; you're here to read about me. egoistical, i know. but still. that's pretty much about school; other things went in a blur as usual.


i am very proud of myself cause i made lunch - there's a soup and two other dishes. i am getting more and more confident about living alone or going overseas, though the laundry and other random cleaning still gets to me. but at least i know i am capable when i am compelled to take care of the housework, that it's all just laziness and not inability.

i guess i take pride in the fact that when it comes down to nothing, i can handle things despite tears and blood. my independence has always been on the List of my Capabilities (in event of the need to list one), somewhat. of course, that takes a whole lot away from the Sexy ratings cause Asian men fancy the weak and depending ladies. and i never really took comfort in relying on a sole Someone. it gets awkward for me to leave my burdens to him (since i doubt i am lesbian or bisexual) cause i know that forms an attachment and i dont really think i can fulfil the requirements that comes with it. a better description, minor "Commitment Phobia".

sidetracking, i think "Hexakosioihexekontahexaphobia" (literally, "fear of the number six-hundred-sixty-six") is cool. the word is spelt so beautifully with all the "H" and "X".


enough of my self-shrinking session. on to better things, i finished Eclipse and though it isnt as mind-blowing as the previous two, it still grabs and leads you into wanting Breaking Dawn bad. it makes you way more dead jealous of Bella, than you already are.

speaking of Edward, i was randomly hopping to people's blogs and this girl has a boyfriend whose picture reminds me of the Asian (okay not very since i think he looks mixed) version of Edward (with Robert Pattison mixed together, rather. like the airs of Edward from the book mixed with Robert playing Edward in the film.).

naturally, he's hot but there's even this rare hint of aristocratic airs about his features. (even more attractive than M. gasps!) and since that girl isnt much of a beauty, it led me into another reverie. some people just got all the luck. well at least she isnt those "zzxxzz" or "euiiie" twits. good english, rather. throw in good fashion sense and rich too.

oh yah, people should start blogging more interesting things and use better english. cause i am getting bored fast.

this is pretty Sexy.

i think the new LG Lotus phone click click is super pretty! not so much of a tech-savvy thing though. and yes, i am feeling really cultured so i am browing the Esplanade web.

i guess in one way or more, i am like a vampire. oh, That Lingering Desire. To Have, To Own. (sighs.) not sex, please.

THIS IS A LOSING BATTLE.

i was going to go with ting's "THIS IS WAR" pitch. (see her blog for more info.)

but really, i am on the losing end. no arguments; period.

pardon me while i scurry off and try to save whatever last few morsel's left of my dignity, honour and pride. update soon, with the latest information of my downfall outcome.


thank god for the ultra nice-smelling and peaceful Raspberry Root Sleeping Mask. it's just too bad i cant sleep as of yet.

-

(updated).


so maybe the test wasnt as bad. i am sure it's the lack of much-needed practise that caused my downfall. many others went down with me, i heard. then again, trust no one, not even yourself. hahahha. ok spy madness.

neeways, the cold is destroying all reason and sanity. jo, huiying, peis and mostly I, are laughing like mad. haywired to the extent that i measured my eyelash and it's one centimetre. come on baby, grow to two. tyng wants to be a camel.


plans are meant to be carried out, not broken or pangseh-ed. so let's go dancing thursday night. drink and dance, drunk and done! jo's phone vibrated vvwhooo. "Cookie Jar" and Katy Perry please!

peis and sahaa are starting on New Moon and i am glad they gush like how i did. that proves i am not crazy, but pure infectious. wouldnt it be wundervul if we watch the film togethers!

facebook is good when pictures are updated. oh, cute and hot all at the same time this round! (swoons)

DUMPSTER ON FIRE.

i swear to God, it must be either

1. pure bad luck,
2. karma for breaking a considerable amount of hearts lately,
3. voodoo,
4. black magic, or
5. intentional physical damage done to it and me

but my laptop is killing me!

first there's the itunes shit, which thank god, bobby has found out that many people are experiencing this technical glitch on Apple's part and it's not a virus. phew. so i just need to wait for a repatch (yes, i dont know what it means too.). but till then, NO itunes.

but i cannot open the discs that bobby has burnt for my enjoyment just now. Which are Skins Season Two and Underworld. i am so pissed off now i could wrench somebody's head off his/her neck.

Finance was a disaster too, cause when i tried to comprehend, my head throbs and aches, and the world swims (ok, i am just about as minorly dramatic as Bella now.) so fast that i have to take my eyes away. but i did manage to cramp some basic information in, so all i have to do later (like real later) is try more questions.

i do hope the test questions wont be unexpected, like how mathematical-related quizzes always catch me off-guard. i mean, i could study all the existing materials i have but when i see the questions on that day, my jaw drops and my head swims somemore in the blank.

Eclipse is going well. i really havent take much attention off the priorities to read it. i just read some when i had my masks on and when Finance threatens to take all my brain cells away. currently at page 290. and i am trying not to rush it cause Breaking Dawn might not be readily available and i dont need another torment; there's the anticipation of the movie already.

i guess G's right. i am obsessed with the saga cause i have to mention it every post. but it's Twilight. i suspect some black magic blessing with every book printed. it's seriously.. enchanting. like how the idea of Edward's love for Bella is.

i admit this is a pretty darn bad week. i just hope it doesnt extend longer. even when things are looking better on the market value status, annoyment still creeps up. not grateful at all, but i secretly wish these wantings, old and new, will last a lifetime. better liked than not, i presume. it's all vanity.

i'd have to say, my ang moh's still pretty rad! hohohoho.

"It's late," he said again, murmuring, almost crooning now, this voice smoother than silk. "Sleep, my Bella. Dream happy dreams. You are the only one who has ever touched my heart. It will always be yours. Sleep, my only love."

He started to hum my lullaby, and i knew it was only a matter of time till i succumbed, so i closed my eyes and snuggled closer to his chest. - page 195 (swoons)

RATSS.

i just turned from bitter to angst or vice versa, whichever one's worse.

my itunes is really konked up now. there were no songs when i opened it in the morning, and it freezes my entire computer whenever it gets to a point of "Processing Album Artwork" or "Determining Gapless Playback Information", after i import the files. i have no idea why, but it is just effing bullcrap cause the idea of me having no music and no itunes makes me really grr! now my itouch is just plain useless aint it.

also, there's the whole thing about me being deprived of some scandalous fun. because icas are all lining up like a choo-choo train, and thus mugging is necessary. i need to go club now. need music. need vodka.


okay, look at pictures and be merry while i try to calm myself down by looking at my pretty purple manicured nails and maybe reading Eclipse (yay!),

or watch Season Two of Skins. or Underworld movie 1 and 2.


i shall study fucking Business Finance tomorrow. need to pass monday's test with flying colors while i can.

HEADBANDS CRAZE!

i think peis really did kiss me.

huiying looks really hot here despite the crazy specs, courtesy of jo.
check out that cat-like smile!

this msn dp was flashed to the whole class so big on the screeen!,
when pang pang shared desktop with za, who i was im-ing.

Japanese mascara gives you killer lashes.
but easily clumpy like roach legs!

i am at the Twilight movie web. click it. i need December 18th to be here soon! but i think Edward Cullen in the book is still beyond Robert Pattison. but yes, he's pretty hot.

ho ho ho, i totally got peis, sahaa and i think, massie into the Twilight craze! peis was gushing while she read and she was only at page 36! i think she might die when she goes further.

as for sam-sam/sahaa, she bought both Twilight and New Moon at one shot just nows.