20081119

COLD SHOULDER


i dont know about you, but i am highly unsatisfied with the available msn statuses. i mean, sometimes "Busy" and "Away" are just not enough to state clearly what exactly the other party is up to. i realise i need a "Day-dreaming" or "Dont Wish To Talk To Just Anyone" or "Dont Click Unless I Initiate A Conversation" or "Distracted" or "Doing Tutorial".. you get my drift.



i was in total daydream mode today. after the pathetic one.point.five hours of tutorial, the weather was beckoning me to sit myself down somewhere and just watch the world go by. unfortunately, the stupid rain caught up and nobody was up to accompany me. so i made my way to starbucks and it was just me.

i dont know if this is common for you guys, but whenever i want to be alone, somebody has to intrude. one male staff there told me i look "dreamy" while cleaning the table next to mine. (i wondered for a second if that was a compliment) not to entangle myself in anything else, i murmured a "thanks" and turned back to my laptop, reading Midnight Sun Chapter One. (i desire the book so bad i want to hunt the idiot who stole the transcript down, and bite his head off.) green tea frap was awesome, but i was basically shivering in the cold that i had to have some hot lemonade-ish tea after. not very good for the body right now, i am feeling hyped.

of course, i manage to find a replacement for my missing leather cuff bracelet. i am just trying to be less picky about how the leather seems more flimsy and not as thick as my missing one. this is why i hate losing things; i can never forget the original to really embrace the new. that is also why i have tons of old things in my closet.


oh. a million things in my head, a thousand to kick out and a hundred to remember. Adele is perfect for rainy starbucks session. how i wish i could sit there all day.

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i am watching this show about celebrities talking about their fears. (i shant comment about how idiotic some of them are: think rabbits, cats, birds. worst of all, eggs?!! really makes me want to scream profanities at the telly.)

come to think of it, i dont really FEAR anything. i dislike fishes cause they stink, both dead or alive. i find lizards yucky. and bursting of balloon and scratching of styrofoam are just irritating.

my mummy's comment to this is: "Girls who dont have fears will usually have trouble getting a boyfriend". pfft. yah, so that's one other reason why i am to be left on the shelf with 345 cats and 253 dogs eh.

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almost halfway through this one. it's a grim one.

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