i dont know if it's because the cold's distracting me, but i am feeling a whole lot better emotionally. it's sorta weird how the whole mood swing from here to there, but i am not intending to overthink it as much. i am sick and i need as much rest as i can get. nevertheless, i am counting on things to get better and better.
i know i shouldnt but i still do. this is the part of me that never dies no matter how many times somebody kills it. yes, even i get irritated at myself.
well, even though feeling down sucks, i have to admit, i like listening to emo songs. scrolling through Lovelle, i have quite a collection. so the whole day (more like half cause i woke up only around three) was spent on the comfy reading chair with Breaking Dawn, some chamomile honey tea to clear my block nose, and all the emo songs i can find compiled into one playlist, playing in the background. at that moment, with the wind blowing in, i know i am alright. i was holding on fine; even without a pair of strong arms to hold me, or the warmth of somebody's breath to fight the cold. i liked being alone.
bah! i am less bitter, dont worry.
ha topshop paper clip as hair clip! i am highly animated.
bitter woman! that would be me. not za.
super interesting eye mask in the shape and looks of cucumbers. dont tell my mum i took a picture of her.if you read the Twilight saga and is bothered enough to further research on the little mentions of poems, i figure you might have touched on quite a fair bit of famous works from Shakespeare, Robert Frost, Tennyson etc. some of my favourites!
i truly love Stephanie Meyer. her books are a must-read! that includes the new adult fiction, The Host. which i will get round to after Breaking Dawn. haha. maybe i aint so bitter afterall eh.
p.s i was at the Stephanie Meyer official website and i found out that she has the exact same actor in mind for the role of Jacob Black as i do!
remember Steven Strait from The Covenant, Sky High and 10,000 BC?
yum.
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