YOUR ARISTOCRATIC AIRS.

that day, as if our brains are not strained enough, uncle got us on riddles. i am not going to post any cause i didnt do well in solving them as much as remembering them. you're not here to solve riddles anyways; you're here to read about me. egoistical, i know. but still. that's pretty much about school; other things went in a blur as usual.


i am very proud of myself cause i made lunch - there's a soup and two other dishes. i am getting more and more confident about living alone or going overseas, though the laundry and other random cleaning still gets to me. but at least i know i am capable when i am compelled to take care of the housework, that it's all just laziness and not inability.

i guess i take pride in the fact that when it comes down to nothing, i can handle things despite tears and blood. my independence has always been on the List of my Capabilities (in event of the need to list one), somewhat. of course, that takes a whole lot away from the Sexy ratings cause Asian men fancy the weak and depending ladies. and i never really took comfort in relying on a sole Someone. it gets awkward for me to leave my burdens to him (since i doubt i am lesbian or bisexual) cause i know that forms an attachment and i dont really think i can fulfil the requirements that comes with it. a better description, minor "Commitment Phobia".

sidetracking, i think "Hexakosioihexekontahexaphobia" (literally, "fear of the number six-hundred-sixty-six") is cool. the word is spelt so beautifully with all the "H" and "X".


enough of my self-shrinking session. on to better things, i finished Eclipse and though it isnt as mind-blowing as the previous two, it still grabs and leads you into wanting Breaking Dawn bad. it makes you way more dead jealous of Bella, than you already are.

speaking of Edward, i was randomly hopping to people's blogs and this girl has a boyfriend whose picture reminds me of the Asian (okay not very since i think he looks mixed) version of Edward (with Robert Pattison mixed together, rather. like the airs of Edward from the book mixed with Robert playing Edward in the film.).

naturally, he's hot but there's even this rare hint of aristocratic airs about his features. (even more attractive than M. gasps!) and since that girl isnt much of a beauty, it led me into another reverie. some people just got all the luck. well at least she isnt those "zzxxzz" or "euiiie" twits. good english, rather. throw in good fashion sense and rich too.

oh yah, people should start blogging more interesting things and use better english. cause i am getting bored fast.

this is pretty Sexy.

i think the new LG Lotus phone click click is super pretty! not so much of a tech-savvy thing though. and yes, i am feeling really cultured so i am browing the Esplanade web.

i guess in one way or more, i am like a vampire. oh, That Lingering Desire. To Have, To Own. (sighs.) not sex, please.