i spent the day bumming around;
drowning myself in non-stop shuffles of heavy beats;
sketching fairies wings
my mother hasnt been very pleased with me, and i am pretty cranky myself. so it was calamity when i didnt keep my big mouth shut, and end up having no FUN passes and having to rot away at home with two non-ringing cells and a whole bunch of problems bugging the hell out of me. whee. life IS great.
talked to ting; it was awesome. I LOVE YOU and thanks for making me happier. i miss you like i am on the moon or something.
and of course, nur too. for the email and also msn. it does suck that i cant thon. i so want to be with worthy company. that means you lovelies.
the more i think of it, the suckier i find my life in msia. i got no friends and no fun. i cant wait to get back to school soon. never mind the icas and what shits. the whole social scene is enough to make me break into a grin. plus, i have to reply a text and many missed calls.
it is time to grab another boy.
i kind of want teddy geiger. hahaha.
it's not possible, yah. but someone like him, cute and can sing good? please wrap him up with red bow and deliver straight to my feet, cupid, you owe me. THANKS.
oh,
mika's song, billy brown, is hilarious.
"Oh Billy Brown had lived an ordinary life.
Two kids, a dog, and a cautionary wife.
While it was all going according to plan
Then Billy Brown fell in love with another man.
He met his lover almost every single day
Making excuses through his dodgy holiday
(Unto religion that he said and duty found
They didn’t know his faith was (earthic) bound)"
see what i mean? haha.
fine. fuck it.
i shall not try to make little pleasures out of the
pathetic life i am living right now anymore. my
highfalutin sickens me and the nadir of my
state-of-mind is barf-worthy. dont even mention
the awkwardness of my hahas.
life is miserable and in the dumps.
ta-ta.
xoxo.
we have met before,
in a blizzard on the moon.
take me back to those moments in childhood,
when every blade of grass is a revelation.
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