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helloooo. i think i havent been dealing with the Real World for far too long, cause just now when i was writing out the "List of Things To Bring For the US Visa Interview on Wednesday", i had this sudden panic seizure as to how things will turn out. i mean, like i am planning and fearing at the same time cause i keep thinking if what i planned is right and appropriate. it doesnt make any sense and i got so paranoid, i got two lists now: the other one is called "Things To Note On Wednesday" and i have written down all the things Mr. Pang sent to us via email like what's our relationship with H.U and what to say and the procedures. i am blabbering.

i cant wait till that moment on wednesday when the interview guy says "i hereby approve your J-1 visa blah blah". cause i havent been so panicky since exams like a week ago! wait, i wasnt even that panicky about exams cause i had my mind on this interview thingy. okay i need to go run or something to get my head off things cause i am making the third list ("Things To Do Before March") and still i am not calm! if lists dont chillax me, something is wronggggggg.

i feel a fourth list coming called "Things To Prepare For Stayover" and then there's the fifth, "Clothing Options For Interview". are you gasping yet? why am i such a bundle of nerves. i mean, i am not even thinking of "Clothing Options For Ladies' Night Out"! oh dont get me started.

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