i got a stupendous 48 out of 50 for my driver's theory test. hahahahaha! and now, it's all left to scheduling for a theory and practical lesson of the car (eg. changing tyres - dreading it!, knowing the parts.). then i am off to actual driving lessons behind the wheels. i am a tad nervous about the whole behind the wheels thing, so i am not in such a hurry. it's my mummy that's pestering me to hurry and get the probationary license. tsk. i wont even get a beetle.
i have decided to get those crystal studs and decorate my phone. and maybe some other nonsense when i actually get round to finishing my phone. but i am a tad worried that the crystals might not last cause (haha) i am pretty careless with my stuff. lovelle has some scratches on her metal back already. my heart ached whenever i see it.
okay. after a few days of minor rainbows and butterflies (no failure for sem two, facial, mani-pedi, and 48/50 for udang), i have decided to ditch attempting to be so serious and matured and, revert back to my very silly and somewhat bimbotic side as before. i guess this whole i-am-18-so-i-need-to-be-more-stern thingy is messing up my systems and having read previous posts, erhm, i am admitting i am seriously one neurotic asshole. i shall just live life day by day and i shant worry that i might not get a decent high-paying job when i graduate from whatever level i manage to study to.
yup, that's what i have been thinking. what if i cant get into any university at switz, then what happens? besides that, i am afraid that if i do get in, it'll be a financial and mental toil. see what i mean? these are all reality and cruel bastards that pushes me to becoming one kooked woman.
but i talked to my mummy about it. and seriously, i dont know if she's consoling me but she says that i just need to be giving all the best i can and not think about all those nitty-gritty nonsense that makes me so unhappy and weird. she doesnt like serious stuff very much and when she needs to deal with reality alot, she gets really stressed and cranky and odd (think new hairdos and constant facials and shopping and bad moods). me too! hahahaha. yup. of course, i wont be too clueless like how elle woods strarted out to be in legally blonde (one of my fav chic flicks). i will still know how to pump gas and pay the bills (i said i will, not i know now). you guys get it.
besides that, i am thinking of doing a new hair. mine's pretty long now and boring and old. so, i want to enahnce my waves with minor curls. and i am thinking of bangs. not those flimsy ones. more of lily ellen and liv tyler below :
okay how should i? should i? i hate bad hair changes but maybe i should just suck it up and be super mindless daring for once? let me know, people!
sarah brightman. scares me.
ta-ta.
xoxo.
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