a weather that makes me crave for hugs.

a weather that makes me crave for hugs.



have you noticed how rad the weather has been lately? how breezy, drizzle-ish and well, nice?


i dont know about you, but i totally want to hug people when this kind of weather kicks in. let's hope it stays for months, if not forever, and i will give in to my desires (desires usually flame my courage.) and hug the many people whom i dont usually feel brave enough to hug. not telling.


i watched BRIDGE OF TERABITHA (okay, i know it's a long time ago.), courtesy of sean-the paul-chia yan tiong, and man i havent got any good adjectives to describe it, so i am going with the cliche "it rocks"!

it was so good, i forsaken like the time to get home early and stayed back to finish it until some attendant came to lock the classrooms and we were invited out. it is seriously my cup of tea, the whole magical "keep your mind wide open" fantasy thing going on. i have been utterly realistic nowadays it sickens me. ah well, i am back to normal now. go catch it if you guys havent. i hope it instills the tiniest amount of creativity and innocence in you.


anyways, i got ticked off by mummy when i mentioned i want to live in spore. she's right that i want freedom as it was not necessary for me to live there; timetable isnt that tough. i want to be able to stay out late with my friends, i want to be independent, i want to be away from her watchful eyes, i want to be not-so protected for once. i want to tell her those, but i know it will prolly kill everything. plus, she mentioned that if i do want to break away from the family and all, i will need to work and earn my own rent and expenses. i know she's serious, and i guess i havent got the guts to just risk it out and just do it. what if i dont make rent? what if i havent got enough money? is it worth it in the end? i have no idea and damn, this is so annoying.

i feel like a caged bird who's looking into the sky

and seeing others of my kind fly.

am i asking too much?

ah well. i am done here. got loads of thoughts but somehow i am lazy to try to express them.

NUR GET WELL SOON AND I LOVE/MISS YOU!

EVERYBODY COME HUG ME!

ta-ta.

xoxo.

close your eyes but keep your mind wide open.