WORD VOMIT.

WORD VOMIT.

thanks to zack, the "v" fingers pose is now super addictive among all freshies finalists. yes, say whatever you want. we're still owning it.

poly has been great i tell you. i've never enjoyed school so much before. i cant sit still when i am on mr. t (quote from zailani aka zack) on my way there. every cell in my body vibrates at 800mph when old mr.t slowly proceeds stop by stop by stop to yio chu kang. and my steps are always quickened when i prance down the covered walkway to nyp campus, swearing obscenities in my head and silently envisioning stabbing those asses who walk ever-so-tortoise-like and thus blocking me from dashing into the gates of paradise.

well, quite close to that at least.

nah, i shant rub it into faces. of course, there is pressure still. especially when you know what you're learning is fundamental for life and work. no longer the academic crap we swallow and regurgitate! this is suppose to be useful. YAH.

over the few days from where i left you guys, i had more outings and fun with the freshies and my classmates. i cant remember exact dates, but we went to grassroot for pool again. but no table, so we end up watching movies on bin's lappie. and i think i met a ghost in the toilet. creepy. i went into the empty toilet cubicle and heard heavy orgasmic sighing; sat down to pee and hear it again; stand up to wear pants and hear it again. of course, i dash out before i could see anything. ugh.

see the number one tag? it's regan's from the pageant. we exchanged each other's for keepsake. haha. oh, i was lady-in-black; wore black everything from earrings to my bags. i love love love dressing up for school.

that's bin. liz did this to him when we were at grassroots and bored to shit. haha. sometimes i pity him. the word is SOMETIMES.

friday.

nurul spilled the entire bottle of perfume on my foot. it ends up, you smell my foot, you think of nur.

party time! well, not really. regan, nurul, zack, darren k, darren t, joel boobies, bin, irwin (bin's junior) and i went to joel ho's place to thon for the night. i guess i had fun. but i was seriously wiped out after downing like 8 shots of pure vodka, 1 to 2 cans of beer and a couple of boobies' weird concoction of godknowswhat mixed with vodka. zack, nurul and i were the only ones who were seriously fucked up i think.

there is too much hilarious details to share. but do picture me getting real high, imagining to fly, laughing loudly at zack; zack laughing loudly at me, falling off chairs and sofas, needing support from the guys whenever he wants to walk about; nurul lying about on the floor, barfed in the toilet. nurul was pretty glam despite drunkenness, but zack and i racked up a din. i even cried three times for all the screwed up parts of my life recently.

strangely, i can remember everything and i know what i was doing, but i just had to do it. it's like a little voice in my head telling me to spread my arms and i get so fed up, so i obeyed. and i realise, i get the word vomit syndrome when i am drunk. it's like i just blabbed my thought out.

and also strangely, i dont let secrets out. so please still trust me with yours yah? haha. THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I GET SO DRUNK. i didnt puke, but i was definitely an oddball. sorry if i caused troubles, you guys. i dont think i did though.

pictures!

bin was sick even before we went to joel's place. poor guy.

darren k and regan. haha.

joel boobies. like modelling for handphone. sheesh.

he's suppose to be shocked whilst looking up the skirt. hahaha.

zack is a cam whore! big time!

zack can see ghosts. that's why he covers his face with his hair. so he wont see them face to face. it's bad luck to apparently. so stop picking on him. he is an abso-fab person. while you guys, are jealous fucked up assholes.

prom faggots yourself! we werent even in prom.

joel boobies was so kind to help me lug my lappie around. he says he's wearing suspenders. another one who was drunk even without the consumption of liquor. haa.

joel ho's place is a fish farm okay! his house is a nice cottage-like place. i love the scenery there. (psst. his dad owns rainbow fish farm.)

HAHAHA! LAWA right?


after fooling around and refusing to sleep for super long (they put him into the room, he come out again. repeats routine.), zack finally fall asleep. i think everybody was relieved despite the fact he was the butt of most jokes.

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i met jas at cck platform when we were going home! as usual, we hug and hug. haha. man, i miss you jas babe! you look hot as ever!

ps: can you guys dont say "you look different" when you see me? i want to know what's different! even if it means i am butt-ugly. ugh. define please!


speaking of which, TING! dare done!

i want my reward now, please. hahaha. mwahh!
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i truly heart NUR and ZACK! thanks for hearing me out when i needed to spout. thanks for sharing your heart. thanks for the xoxos. thanks for giving me confidence to love myself for me. thanks for saying i am panas and lawa. thanks for our malay secret-telling sessions, though i had to concentrate hard to faham. haha. mwahh! thanks for everything.

i truly heart REGAN too. thanks for wiping my tears. thanks for talking (more like listening haha.) to me. thanks for the hugs. thanks for being there. thanks for chaperoning. thanks for everything. :)

i think (i am sensing some negative opposing energy here..) we should totally do this again. but next time, without the strangers, minus the mj, ditch the self-consciousness, lose all soberness. everybody should get high and tipsy, and we'll play "truth and truth". haha! let's rent those apartments nur said! please dont be disgusted and pissed off with the effects of liquor (with red bull that enhances and maximises the effects of it.)-to-the-brain. everybody needs to lose it once in a while. you know who you are.

ta-ta.

xoxo.

red bull gives tyng wings.

- nur.