in this lazy afternoon, i just put a two-and-a-half year-old to nap and thus have some free time to do what i want to. it's suppose to be a public hol, but this kid's mum still has to work, therefore, mummy, out of unnecessary kindness, agreed to take care of him despite the kindergarten's childcare being closed. well, guess where's she? nope, not here. must have gone off to somewhere. and i think it's singapore for one of her shopping trips with her friends. and me? yah, i'm left with the kid who's pretty cute by standards, BUT anything that disrupts my rest aint that like-able. nope it aint.
mummy can be so soft-hearted sometimes. to the extent of people riding up her head. but guess what? for somethings, she aint going to budge if she doesnt think likewise.
well, i was going to disclose his identity all over my blog after we did this thingy he promised as one of my birthday wishes. well, my day's over and you still dont see pictures and declarations of him all over all because, something went wrong. well, this is going to be stupidly-interesting: the thingy we decided on was to that he will ask my mummy for, i would say, green light to be with me. this way, our relationship will be in the open and it'll be so much easier than the usual parents-dont-know bgrs. the thing is bee sent this very polite and cute but of course, somewhat embarrassing, text to mummy. but it's like mummy rejected in a very polite way too. haha. it wasnt that hurtful, she just said the usual "i think you guys arent matured yet, thus should stay friends". oh well. we aint hurt. at least mummy says she likes him alot and will be glad that him and i are friends. hahaha. i know, embarrassing, for him especially since all i do is feign ignorance. BUT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH FOR DOING IT! even though it started off as a joke, it got to the point that it was serious and he did it. incredible. never mind the results. <3
oh well, it's going to be friday soon! which means, i am getting my first present in like a day's time! am so excited! moreover, bee has been making me die by teasing me on purpose and not giving any clues. urgh. cant wait! it's all sweet agony. oxymoronic, but ever so appropriate.
ta-ta.
xoxo.
and now i know,
all that he'll do for me.
be it to be a fool,
or pack up the moon,
he will, with all his heart,
perform these silly tasks.
in return, his mrs, the one and only me,
deems him her North, South, East and West,
her working week and Sunday rest.
inspired by:
Funeral Blues
Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.
Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message He is Dead.
Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.
He was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last forever: I was wrong.
The stars are not wanted now; put out every one,
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun,
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the woods;
For nothing now can ever come to any good.
Wystan Hugh Auden .
somehow, i just love the poignent sweetness of the poem.
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