BLACK OR WHITE, NO GREY.

funny, cause i have always known myself to be one who's rational and opinionated. but lately, my life events have been decked out in areas one greyer than the other. you know how i always tell people i havent got a favourite color cause it all depends on my mood? i am just indecisive, always weighing out opportunity costs here and there to pick one.

not exactly wishy-washy, but my considerations are too well-rounded and in the end, i cant put my finger on one choice. cause i know i will regret, and i never did intend to step out thereafter. maybe i am not as crash and burn as i am anymore.

well, it's all going to be back to the divided. cause i cannot handle grey areas as well as i thought i could and wanted to. emotionally draining to care about so many aspects of the grey area and my emotions always betray my intentions.

before i am nineteen, i shall deck all my mess in black or white. now, that's one hell of a new year resolution.

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