i think peis and i are clicking on a whole new mutual understanding level. i was marvelling at how her msn nick totally describes my inner tribulations, conflicts, "battle of the emotions". though i am deadly envious of how she has erhem who i believe is equally interested in her and that they will be hitched by Christmas, we're still on this mutual platform about longing, wanting and you know what i mean.
if only my desires are well/easily matched by reality. i dont even ask for any highs or kicks out of life; i just want what i want.
anyways, I GOT OFFERED THE DISNEY ATTACHMENT. i suppose i am going ahead to take it, though right now, i am not so keen about it as i was. i wonder why. and funny, cause suddenly i lost all interest in everything. maybe maybe maybe i am broken again. okay, no. i am just deadly bored with life. and that i didnt get to eat any green tea icecream or sugar-coated crust of the apple strudel. ok, it's not really that either. back to disney, i think almost everybody who interviewed got the bloody offer. so much for exclusivity. okay why am i grumbling.
i need to be happier about my life. and maybe this six months in Orlando (ugh) will change my perspectives about things and
okay i think it's pms. and it doesnt help that my stupid disc drive is all weirded up! whyy am i not more tech-savvy.
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Lai Lai Lai to Disney (:
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