today is just one of those days i wake up dreading everything, from having to brush my teeth to dragging my ass to school all the wayy in another country. and like i expected, right now sitting in fma class, i tried so, so hard to force my obvious wandering mind to focus on the nagging whatnots. we all know i failed cause i am well, here. (click it, come on.)
though it really does give me a headache and tired eyes after like a whole hour, i still love to stare at the goddamn red layout of my blog. muahaha. i acknowledge all the side effects and complaints that people are telling me, but still. red is edge and i need edge in my life.
calling all clinically unsound people to be my friend now.
i just lost my interest. in the world. but i doubt i can walk out of the class right now, cause Law is a nag and guess what? there's nowhere to go but the loo.
(edited) considering how much i hate to think (about mundane stuff like "What Marketing Mix to recommend - for our own sick pleasure since we wont be feedbacking to the hotel itself - to some lousy ass hotel who is too stingy to hire a better marketing team to devise a more profitable one on their own" ), i have been performing wayy beyond my perceived limits and desires by sticking toothpicks below my eyelids and slapping my head every other second to keep my focus.
i have a serious focal problem. but i doubt there's therapy for it? cause usually wandering minds and eyes are symptoms of drug-taking. and i, dont even smoke.
alas, how i wish to be able to curl in the cold covers and smell the eucalyptus from the aroma infuser, listen to the aircon's purring, watch the light stream in through the tinted windows, all heat evaporated.
add someone special in the picture, and it's all perfect.
oh what do they tell us about perfection? it's non-existence.
currently hooked on : Collette Dinnigan. (click)
thanks to ngjunyou.
need to visit Haji Lane, Victoria Jomo.
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