i keep telling myself, "We're not falling apart, we're not falling apart, we're not falling apart". but when i open my eyes, crumbles. you might not get what i am muttering about, but nobody does anymore so, it's okay and i cant be bothered if my spiritual and mental desires are not fulfilled so people should just shut up when i get all dressed up for nothing, cause that's just what i do to be happier. i cant rot in my covers, my mummy doesnt allow it.
i am high-maintenance not only because i need lots of time and space, but because there are heaps of my feelings and thriving inner emotions to be taken care of. and i have tons of those every second. so that's why it's hard and normal people cannot handle it. wow, reminds me of the society - dynamic. yes, i study hard and i am a nerd and i rather not put my head into nonsense unrequited things.
no, i am not talking about my boyfriend of a relationship or anything that's lovey-dovey. my love life is non-existent right now cause i have tons of other problems. tsk tsk. why why why. please, let's just move to Stepford where everything's perfect.
i never thought i'd say this but thank god for the piling amount of projects to keep my buzzing around.
happy mother's day. <3
xoxo.
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