sweet jebus.

sweet jebus.



i am not making fun of Jesus or anything. i just thought it sounded more appropriate cause i didnt want to use His name.



i am here to just complain. yes. complain. i hate exams. and i hate how inconsiderate people can be. and i hate studying. and i hate how i need to say what i feel and instruct to get what i want, and even with that, things still dont go half as near as what i want. and i hate it when i feel unhappy and i still have to think about what i say when i am complaining to some real life humans. so here it is. poor me complaining to a lifeless blog. and i hate that i seem to be non-existent and invisible and unimportant.


my heart aches with dismay (at most of the things that are going on right now) fuck you and you and you and you and you.



yah yah, spoilt brat. boo. sadness.

and so i wish i live in spore where my social circle seem a tad filled with real-life remotely friendly acquaintances and then maybe (just maybe) i wont be so hard-up desperate for your feeble attention.

meanwhile, i shall find myself something else to do. let's see if that free online french course ends up decent for the clothes i got online were a total pretty much a scam (think clothes came, looks like the picture, but has horrible cutting fit for a pillar. yup.).

ta-ta.

xoxo.