home is heaven for beginners.

home is heaven for beginners.

hols have been superb mild.

i spent the previous few weeks eating,


getting mani and pedi with extra cuticle care (you can also include being so bored stiff and decided on taking pictures of my toes instead of sleeping),

getting a first pretty candid shot,


spending time with family (this is my mummy's cousin from kl. i apparently bit his ear when i was 2 and he was 3. he still blames me now for his hard-hearing. haha. not really.),

and went swimming in my bath tub,

cooked for everybody,

watching tons of telly. yah, no life. but heck.

i have been procrastinating on getting wireless, so i am still fighting my brothers for the desktop. hahaha.


as for the job area, i am planning to take my time with it. furthermore, i am helping out at my mummy's and it'so super tiring cause i have to wake up at 7 having gone to bed at 3 (insonmia.).

see my favourite kids.

rachel and yang yang. ages: 2.

and we have the reactions they give when i told them it was time for swimming and i was going to change them into their swimwear.

pardon the weirdness of the thing. first time using the video feature on blogger. but still, how precious! i know.

ta-ta.

xoxo.

BUMMERRRR!

BUMMERRRR!



well, well. i almost got killed by my mummy when i nearly rejected her when she asked me to help out at her kindergarten just now. i was this close to losing my life.


joking. but i nearly got her cold stares of death that is.


oh well, waking up early is good for your body aight? considering that i sleep at 6 am every morning these days and then, wake at 2 plus. sometimes 3. it's pretty awesome though i didnt meant to be such a, as suggested by moi's title, bummer. i couldnt help cause i got so hooked to watching movies and whatnot online.


i finished the jap version of HANA KIMI (aka my favourite slash the one and only manga i had ever read.) and i have to say it's SOOOOOO much better than that idiotic taiwanese version which i couldnt bear to finish. well, to each her own. i am definitely hunting for the dvd to collect now.


and guess what? after watching that drama serial (and some other unmentionable events), i had a sudden change of mind with regards to my elective language (i am not saying "module" cause there is NO WAY i am doing youth work blah blah. i rather not do anything. i just hope my results entitle me to my first two choices.).

anyways, i suddenly regret putting french as my first choice alittle cause well, it is definitely harder to learn. and even though i am not a fan of the jap kawaii shit, i just genuinely think it's a cool language and culture nevertheless. you know the whole strong traditional values entwining into modernity. it's hot. except for all the kawaii shit. but i have kinda accepted it as part of the JAP culture cause they kinda incorporated kawaii into their whole life. and it's just too bad, the taiwanese girls took this cute thing and made it ACT-cute and i totally wanna puke when i watch taiwan tv sometimes.

i was mislead that jap girls are like that cause it's just GENERAL KNOWLEDGE that the taiwanese takes after the jap. but guess what, the original's not as annoying. and there. so JAP's fine. i like jap and all. and i am going to watch more jap shows. and if i get french and not jap, i will take private jap lessons anyways. cause french will help when and if i go to switz for further studies, and learning a new language is no harm!



i had jap cuisine for lunch and dinner today. haha. carrot and potato curry with fried chicken and pork cutlet and miso soup with pearl mushrooms and seaweed. WOOTS. hahaha.

love this song!

well, i have some pictures but i am lazy. so i will upload them next time!

ta-ta.

xoxo.

need help.

need help.



i am looking for somebody to help me change this old blogskin. getting bored of all these colors. i need something plain, like white background or something. no borders. i've got a design in my mind, but i cant present it in html. tsk.


let me know if you're hot with html (cause i aint really.) and are willing to help. thanks!




ta-ta.

xoxo.

"look me in the eye and tell me you find me attractive,

"look me in the eye and tell me you find me

attractive, look me in the heart and tell me

you wont go"



i was near hysteria point last night while i was mugging for marketing aka the final paper. i was so lonely that i drew two closely-distanced tiny dots with my magic marker and started talking to my new best friend, thumb-ass. hahaha. too bad he was gone when i showered just now. he brought me good luck, cause today's marketing was awesome, i only didnt know how to do a 2-mark and was guessing a 3-mark question. (grins.)



so, the holidays are finally! here!

my first priority is to catch up with the tv shows and serials and movies;

then i will sort out my music files and dump those lousy songs and insert album arts and then ask people for music cause i want to be the dj of the world hahaha;

and i might find a job, depending on if that secretary job at my mum's friend's company works out, but i secretly want to be a relief teacher.

of course i hope to squeeze in as much fun as i can. it's so sad i cant go to aussie! damn it! i shall work and save money!



i am just superbly high after ichiban with my classmates and there's chalet and outing plans! well. gonna go watch shows!






ta-ta.

xoxo.

hit new low.

hit new low.



my mood that is. i am telling myself to not be greedy and be contented when i get mere passes for my modules this motherfucking semester and be able to get to year two without any extra packages.


but somehow, there's a little voice nagging, telling me i should have worked harder and more consistently throughout the sem.

now, dont we all hate regrets?



this time i will stick to being a consistent worker when i get to start with a somewhat clean slate next academic year.




two down, two more to go.

stats was killer-shit slash drugged-stoned; macro was better but i think my A for project work's gonna be wasted.








ta-ta.

xoxo.


i never got over how unfair six months of "hard" work is determined in that feeble two hours. God Save Me.

mope dope.

mope dope.



let's see, in the midst of my absense from the net due to reformatting and whatnots, i :



one) missed watching online tv

two) studied procrastinately

three) decided to kill if necessary, for wireless

four) spent time with the telly and sexy lovelle

five) talked so much on the phone

six) studied procrastinately

seven) studied at Starbucks but got interrupted by english-speaking ah bengs

eight) decided that i just want to pass my modules

nine) cant wait to use the comp



i guess the net is part of my life eh?




so, reformat's done. but my comp's pretty much the only thing that gets to start with a clean slate. dont we all hunger for memory loss.



NOTE:

i need the installation cd for my HP OFFICEJET 4300 ALL-IN-ONE SERIES.

cause it's lost and now there's no way to install. so, if you guys know how to get it, please help. my mum's going to slaughter me if the "printer cant print" her letters even though she was the one who went berserk and decided to make us dump pretty much everything early one morning.


life's great. arent you disappointed?







ta-ta.

xoxo.

sweet jebus.

sweet jebus.



i am not making fun of Jesus or anything. i just thought it sounded more appropriate cause i didnt want to use His name.



i am here to just complain. yes. complain. i hate exams. and i hate how inconsiderate people can be. and i hate studying. and i hate how i need to say what i feel and instruct to get what i want, and even with that, things still dont go half as near as what i want. and i hate it when i feel unhappy and i still have to think about what i say when i am complaining to some real life humans. so here it is. poor me complaining to a lifeless blog. and i hate that i seem to be non-existent and invisible and unimportant.


my heart aches with dismay (at most of the things that are going on right now) fuck you and you and you and you and you.



yah yah, spoilt brat. boo. sadness.

and so i wish i live in spore where my social circle seem a tad filled with real-life remotely friendly acquaintances and then maybe (just maybe) i wont be so hard-up desperate for your feeble attention.

meanwhile, i shall find myself something else to do. let's see if that free online french course ends up decent for the clothes i got online were a total pretty much a scam (think clothes came, looks like the picture, but has horrible cutting fit for a pillar. yup.).

ta-ta.

xoxo.

happy lunar new year!

happy lunar new year!

i just got home from some outdoor live band beach pub down at danga bay, one of the supposed hot spots here in jb. the singers were pretty rad, cause they were malays who sang perfect english, chinese, dialect etc. it was enjoyable.


well, it was only the second day of cny and i am bored stiff. the angbaos are very little cause most of the relatives chose to go overseas for a trip or something. plus, i havent got much friends and thus, i am bored and stuck at home.

still, first day pictures.

brothers. one secretly loves taking pictures with me, the other's just plain open with that fact.

i was wearing the top my clique gave me for my 18th!

grandmama.

cousin. he's second after me. first boy that is.

mummy. you can see she's semi frowning cause she was actually driving and it was the red light and i just told her to face me for a shot. i have no idea why i was so desperate either.

one point to note: she and i both are sporting the nude lip this season. hahaha. awesomeee.

OH.

so, before cny, a couple of us from the clique went shopping! man. it was awesome. i bought and saw many things.

nat nat and her love, gabriel. arent they cute together. tsk.




my buys!

miss selfridge.

havaianas. with tooky-tooky. two pairs at a go yo!



itouch pouch. now i can rest my worry head.

it aint much cause i didnt want much stuff. but i was highly entertained by my loves hahaa. everything's fun with them.

exams are coming and i have been trying to study but it's so boring. i hate second sem modules.


besides, i need to think about valentine's day. i hope it wont be boring this year. i need some 'up' in my market value! ahh. agonyyy. bye.

ta-ta.

xoxo.

tyng's 18th birthday of messy cakes.

tyng's 18th birthday of messy cakes.

so. i finally uploaded pictures. it's all damn hotness and i think it totally flooded blogspot! haha okay. less words, more captions. stupid pictures and my descriptions dont do much justice to actual images and events though. events are in somewhat chronological order.

okay this was just camwhoring.

one. lizzie!

baked me real yummy cupcakes with my name spelt using chocolate chips and wrote me a hot pink love note!








two. nur!

even though down with cough, nur waited outside writing class to pass me a postcard-note and a four-leave clover necklace. i felt so blessed and loved after reading the card.

three. cliqueeeee!

lovely surprise brithday party! these wonderful foxes. haha. told me we're going to nee pok's place to play mahjong. then say her mum's sick so we cant go upstairs. so we waited at the bbq pit for kfc delivery, uncle thom went to collect the cake with the excuse that he's meeting a friend first.

it was all a set-up! so super woots woots happy! though i got smashed by cake and ice and water. but still! YAY!

i realise i run so slow. and there's no way i am uploading those un-glam videos jo shot!

dress-top from the box! sweeeeeet!

four. the boys!

bakerzin for cakes. i thinking they were stalling for time cause it's where eu ginn, who came back from kl!, surprised me though it was more of strangling than startling.

walking about paragon and wisma. hotness!

dinner was at hyatt's pete's place cause deon got held at the door of mezza for his berms! hahha. more pictures with him.

my first cake of the night! it's a tart with raspberry sorbet!

camwhores at haagen daaz.

the boys.

from left,
bottom: aaron ng jun you, deon lee cheng yi.
top: lim eu ginn, gim teck yew.

my second cake. pure chocolate icecream inside. i will never slim down.

from this,

to this,

hahah. we were just digging it.

so chanel. or was it christian dior?

on the way back at 11. i cant believe i stayed out so late in spore! i AM really 18!

insane sleepy camwhore.

some pictures with teck yew. but his 'kok' phone cant send them via bluetooth. let's mourn for his lost sony ericsson.




CHECK OUT MY PRESENTTT!

screams at the bus stop and in the bus. i cant believe it. i was hopping!


i was so excited at everything even the packaging when i got home. i have abso-no idea what the first and third thing are for. anybody can tell me?







this whole thing took me hours. and i shall go do stuff with regards to my sexy new love! hhaa. i need to get album art for my songs cause songs in itouch without album art is just plain boringgg!


if you have albums/songs with album art, do help me! haha thank you!!






ta-ta.

xoxo.


pure bliss.