we've got problems.

we've got problems.



i was reading postsecret earlier on and it just strikes me that the world is damn troubled, and getting more messed up each day. overhearing the news at the same time, it says that in singapore, one out of every six has psychological problems but doesnt get professional help cause they dont know they are kooked.


well, i doubt i am kooked but i think i wanna get counselling. i expect it to be very helpful as it seems to be able to help one find his/her center, clear his/her mind of stuff.

i wanna go get advice on how come i am happy as an individual (single) most of the time, but sometimes i yearn for a guy (NOT sexually.).

and though i've got my standards set, i do get impulsive thoughts to just ditch the principles and settle for a guy.

but then, i look around and the guys available and are interested are NOT even remotely decent (i lament once again on the quality of my pitiful bunch of admirers.). and that turns me off and i get these helpless nudges in my heart. i just cant grab anyone. i vowed to settle for one i can show off. and that WILL happen.

damn. that was pathetically desperate! thanks to all lovers out there, with their PDAs and msn declarations eh. tsk. uncle thom even asked me what he should get for garene this christmas! TSK! but these two are damn sweet.


alas. someone to trouble himself with thoughts about presents for you.

i wonder if i have that.



moving on, my photos are heaping but i am still lazy. maybe i will do it after saturday where deon, eu ginn, jun you and a couple more of us are having dinner at some fancy place and then, maybe drinks and dance somewhere. arent we excited! but i am having fashion trouble; i dont know what to wear. plus, i am nervous cause we havent been to a msian club and we're not legal yet. make or break, we'll see.



man, my life is a dang. pfft.







ta-ta.

xoxo.

SET ME FREE.