nope. dont adore.

nope. dont adore.



i have been a bum slash asshole lately.


not updating blogs, not transferring photos into my comp, not streaming gossip girls to watch, not being attentive, not thinking important stuff very much, not being very nice to people, not being there for people, not listening to people pour their woes, not not not.


the only thing i do is give myself the most amount of daydreams and fantasies as possible, jump around my room, walk on tiptoes, clench my waist and hope to wake up beautiful.


i havent got interest in others (light blue equals eww). just wish to be alone with all the books and dvds of the world. loner-tyng here we go.




i bought movies and i wanna buy more. i need money, who's charitable?

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p.s/ i wish i can promise to do up a post on huiying's birthday soon.

but i dont really do promises anymore. cause i promised myself to get a body that i dare to appear in a bikini in by my 18th bash (so i can have a pool party or just a party where people have to be in skimpy clothes. and i will be in some hot bikini or just lingerie and show off the belly button ring which i proudly declare that the process didnt hurt one bit cause i had too little fats. damn horny i know.), but judging from the body parts that wobble with every step i take, it's b-r-o-k-e-n.

call me john travolta's stunt double in hairspray (which reminds me, i have to watch the rest of it but, alas, where to get it.).

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p.p.s/ my mum had a sudden panic attack and decided to deny my free and easy independent trip to bangkok. she says i have to go with a tour (same thing, light blue equals eww.) or else, NO.

tour! who the hell goes to bangkok with a tour! i dont want to see buddhas and zoos and whatnot. i wanna go shopping and laze around at the pattaya like locals and shop and go for massages and club at night!

pfft. bombs in public phone booths.

i am damn disappointed that she agrees at first and i thought she was freaking awesome. but then "thought about it" and then breaks her promise and decide that i cant club or stay overnight in singapore or go to bangkok cause i might come back then tell her i am pregnant after two months. NONSENSE! like i want a kid!

PFFT!


you're ruining my life!


(dramatic.)








ta-ta.

xoxo.