naughty or nice?

naughty or nice?




i think i have been really angelic this year, albeit some drinking and getting alittle wasted high, some partying, some gossips, some lying, some letdowns, some anger aka some behaviour expected from all humans. period.

SANTA hasnt been very nice though (cause i have decided that SANTA doesnt come down from our non-existent chimneys delivering presents by himself conventionally anymore. HE has this hypnotising machine which sends brainwaves to people around you if you deserve a present. and then, these people around you will get you presents, as instructed by SANTA, so technically, it's still SANTA giving those presents. it's a high-tech world baby!).

but then again, there are some presents i havent collected yet. haha. we'll evaluate again.



so. the new year's in a few days. and i am, of course, not particularly happy cause it indicates that school's starting and the thought of projects just irks little moi. i hate school and i hate to work my ass off and i hate working in a team cause i am an anti-social not-so-lean mean bitch. but i would love to get back to civilisation and be with all my loves of course, hahaha.



so, that night, i couldnt sleep cause i had my mind on stuff. and i decided to clear out my drawers to just look at the things i have in them. and i found some stickers and pins that i have bought and kept cause they are too pretty to use; there were posters for ihavenoideawhat; pictures; some paper clips that are too pretty to use; my paper slash plastic bags collection; a whole lot more of junk that are too pretty to be used.

i should be a karang guni woman. it was hilarious when my brother opened the door and saw me sitting on the floor with all those stuff surrounding me.

anyways, i found my calendars which are from the previous two years, namely 2006 and 2005. and it was SWEET NOSTALGIA in caps when i read the little things i scribbled in the tiny space under each day. there were birthdays; descriptions of events, secondary school, decisions i had to make, people; things things things that i am very very very shy to say in details such as : kisses, dates etc. hah. wheee!



anyways, i have decided that i am giving up on this whole new year's resolutions thing cause i hate wrecking my brains for a list. so, i think i should just give my best for everything i do. ah, that's good right. haha. ah well. i have finally done a post, but deon's pictures still havent come round! man! need to go rush him. but i keep forgetting. hah.

HAPPY HOLS EVERYBOD!

ta-ta.

xoxo.