i was going to blog about how i think i am completely talent-less. but i decided otherwise cause even though i
some freewriting (you know the thing when you write non-stop to get things out of your guts subconsciously?) :
one) i didnt hug nur before the weekends set in on fri after macro lect. i didnt see her around at all.
two) i brought the wrong notes to macro cause i assumed we were having marketing. at least they started with the same letter of the alphabet.
three) writing class is so boring i thought i never want to write again. and that's major impact cause everybody knows how i love to scribble little nothings.
four) i reckon my blog might actually be dead cause the tagboard moves so slow it isnt moving at all. rest in peace?
five) i hate to admit but i think i need a boyfriend of my dreams. i am not desperate; it's just that friends who kick you to the curb change so much after they got a relationship piss me off and i want to be in love and beget the fuck they do to people (to them only, of course).
six) inside, i am both VERY happy and withered at how things have gone back to how i want them, in retrospect (i like the ring of this word, but i dont think it's appropriate to use it here.) to youknowwho's thingy.
seven) i love my dog, baby, VERY MUCH! we sat outside at the porch today after his bath. he is so excited all the time, it's almost neurotic. but i love how he lies sniffing my feet. hahahhaha.
eight) recently my mind is all filled up with fantasies about my birthday and the presents. i think i might be really disappointed once the day hits though. it's usually that way.
nine) i love it when i get things i want but dont need. it makes me feel exceptionally blessed. yah. yah. greedy, ungrateful blah.
ten) i am enjoying this non-stop typing cause the tapping of the keys are strangely zen-ish hypnotic and i am proud i cant type fast without messing my nails and of course, i need to get all these somewhat whatthefuck thoughts out of my head so i can store more stuff.
eleven) HOT guy i see around malaysia customs, the one who drives.
twelve) youknowwho!
thirteen) i want all other things to zoom pass and stop at my birthday. eighteenth!
fourteen) i want loads of money to fall from the sky so i can have a blasting 18th with my friends and family!
fifteen) i am damn bad at social skills. no wonder i dont usually have much close friends. please dont stereotype loud people, they just want to attract more attention so they'll have more friends cause they havent got much.
sixteen) i wish to get all dressed up and attend parties that are of an extraordinary breathtaking league.
seventeen) i think sometimes i get alittle neurotic when i think of all the fun i am missing out on cause my mum wouldnt let me randomly stay overnights in spore nor club nor stay out late in spore. i mean, my life is there. seriously. i might even wish i am a guy sometimes.
eighteen) i hate it when i have to resort to ims to talk to my best friends.
well, you all go read zaa's and peipei's blogs for details on geylang. i havent got pictures and i am lazy. plus, all i got to say is "ban li" (means half of a whole - direct translation.) and i love double deckers! hahaha.
ta-ta.
xoxo.
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