oh cant i sleep forever.
i am freakishly irritated for i cant get some decent sleep after slogging it all out for my marketing report. it was, in my own opinion, the best i could have ever conjured up in the wee morning till 4 am and having not enough sleep the past few days, so i am pretty satisfied with the final essay (after much edits over again and again.). i was almost teary when it was time to hand that baby up; couldnt let go! then again, my sanity level is dropping by the second, so you prolly dont have to pay careful attention to my daily looney declarations uh.
i am the english emcee again for mummy's kindergarten annual concert this sunday. talk about lack of mental preparation. there might be a rehearsal with the chinese emcee tomorrow and i am just hopping it's not in the mornings. chinese emcee's a daughter of one of the teachers. i sometimes dislike meeting people of the same gender, cause i find women very threatening. but heck, i dont plan to make friends.
cause i have accepted my deficiency in mingling with new people. the way i somehow got all my enthusiasm sucked out of me thus leading me to be unable to perform as spunky as i am around people i am comfy with, just puzzles me. it's worse if the other person doesnt seem interested and thus not ask questions which can propel me to have interest. the silence. tsk tsk unbearable. i need new friends and more, but i just cant help being boring when i meet new people randomly.
i am freakishly irritated for i cant get some decent sleep after slogging it all out for my marketing report. it was, in my own opinion, the best i could have ever conjured up in the wee morning till 4 am and having not enough sleep the past few days, so i am pretty satisfied with the final essay (after much edits over again and again.). i was almost teary when it was time to hand that baby up; couldnt let go! then again, my sanity level is dropping by the second, so you prolly dont have to pay careful attention to my daily looney declarations uh.
i am the english emcee again for mummy's kindergarten annual concert this sunday. talk about lack of mental preparation. there might be a rehearsal with the chinese emcee tomorrow and i am just hopping it's not in the mornings. chinese emcee's a daughter of one of the teachers. i sometimes dislike meeting people of the same gender, cause i find women very threatening. but heck, i dont plan to make friends.
cause i have accepted my deficiency in mingling with new people. the way i somehow got all my enthusiasm sucked out of me thus leading me to be unable to perform as spunky as i am around people i am comfy with, just puzzles me. it's worse if the other person doesnt seem interested and thus not ask questions which can propel me to have interest. the silence. tsk tsk unbearable. i need new friends and more, but i just cant help being boring when i meet new people randomly.
problematic.
ngjunyou just told me his schoolmates saw justin timberlake at the club they usually go to. and he was real hot, but almost alcoholic. man. i wanna club with JT! who cares if he's drunk or on coke! man i want to club, period. someone let me out of my cage! you hear me? we are gonna have loads of quality dinner time and clubbing when you get your ass back here, my only few friends in msia!
ah well. i do hope to have fun at the kiddy concert and take some pictures. will be in my new white shirt dress with this silk sash to be ribbon-ed around the collar. sounds tacky, but it's pretty nice. bye!
ta-ta.
xoxo.
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