i JUST love how SOME people can say nonsensical little things, come up with nonsensical little theories, blog nonsensical little phrases, imagine nonsensical little thoughts, etc. in plain generalisation, nonsensical stuff just attracts me like bees to lilies (or flowers in general.). i guess it's cause i am equally nonsensical too. no arguments yah? (:
i dont know why, but suddenly, i am just so strangely dissatisfied with the world, my mummy, my brothers, even baby (yes, he noticed and questioned me about it.).
lets just ignore the whole mummy part for it's the usual stop-the-nag-or-i'll-bite-you (which never happened before); i guess i am sick of being the goodie-two-shoes who is always sensible. but of course, i am still sensible, it's just when i know i should be, my insides start churning and i just want to slap sensible-tyng away. but then, it's seventeen years of nurture and thus, it might take a whole lot to stop it. but hey, at least i know (somehow) rebel-tyng is out of hibernation.
there's my brothers. who are such asses, for they are sloppy and dirty and stinky. and they like to hoard this and that and whatever i want at the moment. i know, i am mature and i will not battle-it-out with them for this and that and whatever, but a girl's got to do what a girl's got to do. at times. pfft.
as for baby, i seriously got no clue what is wrong with me. maybe it's the whole issue of him going to taiwan that is causing mental imbalances in me. i seem to be unhappy and always picking fights with him (but you know the usual, he just waits for me to grow up before we sort things out.), which is tardy ridiculous as considering how little time we have left, sane people should be all lovey-dovey and making the best out of the dungs, yadah-yadah.
the thought of having only two to three months (intertwining with icas, school, projects, parental restrictions etc) to spend with him before he's gone and faraway seems to frustrate me very, very much. fine, i am just a frustrated, jealous and nonsensical girlfriend who is losing her boyfriend to fugly-"aiii-lubb-euuee" twits. CUT ME SOME SLACK. and let me whine.
maybe i am pining too much false hopes on people, especially him. but it does annoy me that he's in kl and listening to his daddy to impress and be good, not really texting or calling me. i just want some real time with him, but NO, i have to go to school, and when it's FINALLY term break, my lover runs off to some other state 4 hours away from mine. it's irritating how our schedules clash. we dont even own factories or something.
class bbq's coming up, wed! but the funny thingy is only thirteen people are coming. uhh. i dont really know why, but i heard the clique just want to keep it within the clique. i cant believe i am in a clique of thirteen to fourteen people. (wait, i cant believe i am even in a clique!) it defies all my previous principles about cliques. sean and i were just amazed and cooing at the fact that we are in a clique! haha. well, better than being an outcast and got no life, but just sit in a corner of a class and get picked last for projects. hear me, sean? hahaha.
ta-ta.
xoxo.
nonsensical is da' bomb!
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