just been floating around, with a subdued sense of inhibition.

just been floating around,

with a subdued sense of inhibition.


i havent been thinking alot lately. well, not about reality at least. for the other emo-natured matters; yah, they've been filling up my head. as reflective as a mirror, darling. reflective.


i have been doing some blog-hopping too. secret, loyal reader to some particular ones. maybe the way they write stuff and dramatise small matters are a tad too detached from reality, but no matter. i am impressed by the vocab, the phrasing, the insanity and loony-ness, the declarations of anorexia, the atmosphere, the pictures, and everything else. alittle bummed that i cant really do that since i aint that much of a whiner emo-ass person. but whatever, i guess i shall stick to being funny/interesting (not lately though. i have been too much of a bum to even post an "i'm alive still!!" post.). many people told me my posts make them LTAO sometimes. but then, many thinks i'm a habitual haunt to the clubs, which i am so not. i havent even step into any, for christ's sake. well, only twice in kl. under the supervision of my second cousins AND clocking up to an astounding total of 3 hours' stay. ONLY. LOSER MUCH? that's why. dont judge. just because i dance a tad too sexy slutty OPEN and NOT CONSERVATIVE and WILD (i dont know how to describe it.) doesnt make me a party girl (the get-really-drunk-and-grind-every-guy-might-even-strip-every-day type), o.k.a.y. ask me if i go clubbing one more time and i will smash your balls/boobies or smack your face or both. (:

we love georgina's shades!

hot right? hui ying is hot!


i look anorexic though. ugh. hate my small face.


gross eh. gross!



why do i have such a thin face,

but such a fat bod huh?

huh? why why why (BLATANT CRY)?

RIGHT.

(regained slight resemblance to the so-called composure.)

yesterday, i had this international student meeting thingy. lovely nad, liz and bin accompanied me to LTS1 to wait for the event to start. it is really darnwhatthefuck that the chairs in the LTs of the engineering school are so comfy and squishy and nice, the LT itself is so comfy and nice too. ostracizing business students ah! HUH! PFFT!

and, hell NO! there werent any jap or korean hot girls like sexy and binny fantasized about. nor were there any french/italian/mixed blood sexy guys that i hoped for. there werent even an influx of china people, since they had attended the previous two meetings separately, due to their large number . and guess what? i am now an automated member of the international student club.

but i guess international aint THAT international afterall. all asians. boo again.

i am going here tomorrow with baby. guess where? haha. whee!

ta-ta.

xoxo.

ps: I AM ALIVE!! LOVE!