it's deprivation in a whole new level.

it's deprivation in a whole new level.


i am not used to not going online. i am not used to not being able to give whizzy-whiz-start's cpu a kick whenever i walk past him. i am not used to not blogging all those rants i have in me. i am not used to not being able to go online to check the tutorials i have. i am not used to not being able to type "haha's" till 3 in the morning with anybody that's on msn. i am not used to being back in the primeval days. i am not used to staring at the tv screen instead of whizzy-whiz-start's monitor.

NAH, i am not being emo here. i am merely complaining to get the boredom i am experiencing out of my system. and since i catch absolutely NO ball in the accounts tutorial i am in now, i shall rant on and on. and on. and nobody except maybe a hottie (err. delusional much?), NOBODY can stop me. be a stranger for all i care, today marks the end of my worrying-about-nonsense days. i got SO much work and project burying and drowning me. other stuff to make my mind fuzzy, GO BURN IN HELL!

(this is going to appear as real random, but whatever.)

if you think poly is nothing constructive but stress-free, homework-less fun, well, YOU BURN IN HELL TOO! i got tons of tutorials to complete, projects to research, icas to mug for, jokes to laugh at, fun to enjoy etc. it's all self-disciplinary. we're matured, unlike you. hahahahahahahaha.


but, you will never know how much i miss those bp days when i dont think about homework and projects are just another excuse for my besties and i to stone around, being silly and bonded. screw all these opportunites i have to dress up in whatever i feel like for the day, i want to go back to those notorious butting-around days.

ANYWAYS,

i got some pictures. so i guess, i'll put them up anyways.

uncle thom with my bangle. haha. he's one jolly fella!

this is the ball winnie lie used to make us answer questions during her POM lecture. some joker from bp (not bukit panjang govt high, but business management, class p.) brought it. nur and i were all uhh (we were on msn despite being just a few seats away, haha.). i think many people were uhh-ed too.

it looks so hot, non? reminds me of obs. that time, the ray-from-heaven was so much better. damnit, i kick myself everyday for not being armed with a camera that time. but then, i was on a kayaking expediture, which means i have to stay in water for the whole day. then again, i could have wrapped my camera in a plastic bag or something. goddamnit! anyways, this is better than nothing.

operation: satisfy cravings/ icecream session

with class later after accounts!

woots! cant wait!

ta-ta.

xoxo.

i am loving the jingling my earrings are making in my ears.

(: