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EARTHQUAKE..! run for your lives. NOT.

EARTHQUAKE..! run for your lives. NOT.

so i watched the news and learnt about the earthquake. and seriously, if i were to get caught in the situation, i would most prolly be the panicky one screaming/saying stuff like the title suggests. maybe, maybe not. dont want to embarrass myself now, wouldnt i ? but most definitely, i will find a way to unleash my not-so-inner-and-more-like-outer drama queen. hahah! maybe just a tad. =) cant resist.

well, actually i am in an, as what they say, emo mood after the constant reporting of students in SAJC feeling the tremors and stuff. how i wish to be there feeling the tremors. i am still sad (that's a shallow way to put it. be sure that i have way more sorrows that a mere "sad". pur-lease.) that i didnt work hard enough to get into SA. it's like, seeing all those people dressed in the (not going to say 'their'. hmph.) green-and-blue ties makes me so envious and jealous and any other adjectives that gives you an understanding that's a tad close to how i really feel. a part of me tells myself to "suck it up. live your life. send your kids there."; one part tells me to wallow in my regrets and tears; another tells me there are others like me; there's this one which is instigating me to go hack everybody who got in and didnt leave a space for me. yah i know, why should they. oh well.. i know some are calling me insane and asking "what's so good about SA anyways". well, there's no "whats so good", SA's just my dream school since..forever! sometimes, not everything has to be evaluated; some just like it, for it. ah, so philosophical, tyng.

i believe right now, you guys must be suspecting that tyng might be a tad violent. well, maybe not just a tad. hahaha. rest assure, if you know me well enough, i wont eat you up. hell, no way i am going to eat your stinking meat okay. ugh. hahaha. no lah, serious. i am pretty caring and nice and sympathetic and more. and i am not just being narcissistic okay. you can ask around, my friends will give you a rundown on how perfectly wonderful i am, if you treat me respectably that is. =) i return favours ten-folds. i am not afraid to displease. i am mean, and i know it.

oh, did you know? today, i got to come back early from work to check my posting stuff (i know it could be checked anytime, but since mummy insisted, i had to oblige. hahaha.). so i left while the kids were napping. and at about 4.30 or so, i got a call from mummy. apparently, junyu and jingyi (this other girl.) woke up, found me gone and cried. they miss me. AWW. and mummy called for them to talk to me. so there i was, talking to like five or six little kids, promising them i'll buy them lollis and that i'll be back tomorrow. (i wont, duh. but kids, they're not time-conscious.). haha. whatever will happen when i have to get my ass back into school for real.

oh well, got to go now. meeting ting, and joey boey who's going to be our directory, tomorrow. for school! whee! finally.

ta-ta.

xoxo.

i return favours ten-folds.
i am not afraid to displease.
i can be mean and i love it.

sending my kids to SA for sure.



did you know sufiana deemed me "tyng the queen" in her blog's link? haha.

i love you suf!

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