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WASHINGTON, USA!

hey all! my my, am i excited despite a total head-splitting ache from the jet lag. currently in a cosy country inn. economy class was a real bitch, but touching down - finally - really makes up for it. the weather's not as bad as we thought and clothes are definitely of suitable thicknesses. erhem?

i dont know what to say but right now my head's all blank. so. yup, the internet's super duper fast, my phone doesnt work, there are ang mohs everywhere, the trees are botak, i am happy, i dont really miss anything yet, the cars have longg number plates, i just saw a standing letter box!!

-.- i am dorky.

some pictures shall be up as soon as possible when more are up!

ahh excitingggg!


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LET ME BE SMALL SO I FIT IN A POCKET.

HELLOOO. i was this close to adopting a rock as a pet today. at least i can pet pat cuddle something.

well anyways, i went around digging for books to read cause i practically developed a migraine from all the telly and lappie staring. all that were was this pile of chinese books which has words coming down vertically about loving yourself, being a strong woman and whatnot (most prolly my mum's). so that's that. i had cups of jelly while reading. but now my head's splitting up. ugh.

so. i am thinking tomorrow will be mildly more productive cause my Grand Uncle (granny's brother) just had his first baby. story's really complicated but main points are 1. he's almost 50, 2. his wife is less than 30 and is vietnamnese (mail order brideee). i am pretty excited (it's really pretty very easy to get me pumped up now) cause seeing a newborn is as good as getting a pet! well, at least i can play with her or something. ah i dont know. AND! i am deciding to go get the Ikimono film developed.

ooh i need aspirin. man, i am in such a state of mind to crave having new things thrown smacked in my face but nothing is happening cause well, i am not allowed to cause my mum thinks i need to be in more familiar waters now. but i dont know if this hype can last me till USA cause two weeks really is a long time and i switch like the chameleon sister! brrr.


this is so effing hilarious! but pretty sweet eh.

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LESS THAN TWENTY.

sometimes i wish i can just take back all the secrets that i have shared with others and lock them up in a chest. because we all need to let out some or else we'll be this one big walking bag of pent-up word vomit, but other people do not appreciate the fact that we regard them as special enough for us to share something. instead, they treat it/us like trash. the one other thing i dislike about people: ungratefulness.

so, i wanted Strawberry jam for my sandwich but my house ran out. it's weird how i smell strawberry on myself whilst eating the sandwich now cause my body butter's strawberry flavoured. wow, what a mouthful. that is pretty much the highlight of my afternoon. am i that boring.

KL's tomorrow and i cant wait! despite disagreement from my mummy but nyah, i am going! i need to be more interesting and i am betting my everything on USA in less than twenty!


EDITED: my mother threw up a weird hissy fit and now, i cant go to KL. i hate it when she pulls this kind of last minute cancellation stunts. she has done it so many times and i think that is why i dont have more friends. I am really sorry, D. ):

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VISA CAME TO MAMA!

hello! with all the A's mayhem, i begin to wonder how will I do if i did stay in jc and slog my guts (or not.) for it. nevertheless, i am defo going to US now that the five-minute visa interview is done with and i am "hereby approve(d)".

Congrats to All who did well!

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HMM.

What is your True Fear?
Your Result: Losing Someone

You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!

Disappointment
Looked down on
Being Alone
Where Your life is Going
Commitment
Death
What is your True Fear?
Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

&

What mental disorder do you have?
Your Result: GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder)

You can never seem to calm down and always feel anxious for unknown reasons. You tend to not be able to concentrate and have headaches or other anxiety symptoms.

OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder)
Manic Depressive
Paranoia
ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder)
What mental disorder do you have?
Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

really "haha" to the paranoia issue.


CAUSE I TRY TO MAKE IT REAL FOR.

James Morrison has the most amazing voice, and i need a little less drama and more mundane in all aspects of my life. it's not that i court complexity; things just naturally needs to be confusing around me. i mean, i might be such a goddamn walking contradiction, but i think i portray a clear enough image of what i want/need. so why am i still ending up with the wrong and the puzzles?

oh bloody hell. i need sleep and a huge glass of Tequila Sunrise. recently i dont like the bitterness of alcohol.


a tad of irony: Crushes Crush Your Heart.
(oh yah, why havent i figured that out huh. and noo, i am not in some new girly schoolgirl crush. it's an elevation of scandal.)


Are you in Love with someone who doesnt need you too?
(sorry keyboard. for getting angsty and started slamming.)